MirinDaZygos
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Follow up from https://looksmax.org/threads/i-fucking-hate-myself.1958225/
My life was pretty shit and honestly i thought it was over and i tried to end it
Once id stopped feeling bad for myself it got a lot easier
I started seeing a therapist who helped me get over my past and stop worrying about the people who bullied me for years (i still hate them all and wish the worst for them) and helped me treat my anxiety, it got so bad i couldnt leave my house without numerous drugs. Im finally doing things e.g gym, going out with my friends and bike rides. before id never leave my room ever, genuinely left for food and going to the toilet, and never looked after myself, i was extremely overweight (120kg 5'9) smelt like shit and looked even worse.
Ive now got a girlfriend (nothing serious at all, shes a genuine subhuman and i dont see a future with her at all im just bored) i go out for a walk nearly everyday, starting bike rides with my close irl again soon and i go out with a drive with my friends every weekend.
Im genuinely happy now and i feel as if i have something to live for, never rope boyos it always gets better
TL;DR its never over boyos we all gonna make it
excited for the DNRs
My life was pretty shit and honestly i thought it was over and i tried to end it
Once id stopped feeling bad for myself it got a lot easier
I started seeing a therapist who helped me get over my past and stop worrying about the people who bullied me for years (i still hate them all and wish the worst for them) and helped me treat my anxiety, it got so bad i couldnt leave my house without numerous drugs. Im finally doing things e.g gym, going out with my friends and bike rides. before id never leave my room ever, genuinely left for food and going to the toilet, and never looked after myself, i was extremely overweight (120kg 5'9) smelt like shit and looked even worse.
Ive now got a girlfriend (nothing serious at all, shes a genuine subhuman and i dont see a future with her at all im just bored) i go out for a walk nearly everyday, starting bike rides with my close irl again soon and i go out with a drive with my friends every weekend.
Im genuinely happy now and i feel as if i have something to live for, never rope boyos it always gets better
TL;DR its never over boyos we all gonna make it
excited for the DNRs
