my life i was always destined to being a failure, and i'm tired (WALL OF TEXT ALERT)

[nwed]

How can i, without the possibility of being followed by a professional, have to fix my horrible personality caused by 16 years of isolation and 3 years of bullying. I'm also hypersexual, and having been socially isolated for the vast majority of my life, i end up looking like a perv faggot. I have no social skills or anything to talk about because being ugly and neurodivergent has left me alone and without normal experiences, i tried jestering but i just cant, i was also reading the book "no longer human" (super recommended) and i remembered that i am the guy in the book.

Even if I had the opportunity to work on my mental health issues, it would take years of work, and even then, there's no guarantee I'd find someone who loves me, but it would simply make me more pleasant to be around, it wouldn't fix my appearance anyway so why bother

So, it's over.

The only thing is if I find a foidfriend, but it'll probably end with me being manipulated, and once she leaves me, I'll end up worse than before and I'll rope regardless, so it's over anyway.

And anyway, I'm tired, not so much because I'll never have a "normal" life, but because i cant even cope and no matter how much I say, "Yeah, it's over and it's okay," I'll still crave things like love because by nature, I'll always seek love and affection, so I'll always have to stay with someone. That bitter taste in my throat because I'm denied the possibility of having all this unless I get a homemade lobotomy but how tf do i do that lol

Not to mention how tired I am of feeling ridiculous around everyone, then when I get the usual question, "What about a girlfriend?" or even worse, when they talk to me about how "the right one" will eventually come along, there's NO, dog NO, it's STATISTICALLY impossible. I'm incompatible with probably more than 85% of the female population, and in any case, it's highly unlikely that the remaining portion of the population will even give me a chance.
And anyway, the fact that I've been celibate my whole life has led me to have zero romantic intelligence, so I'd ruin everything regardless.

And also i might lose this school year too cause i'm diagnosed with adhd and my parents wont let me medicate, if i do lose this year my life is over, i think i will rope, my parent already hate me for not doing anything other than rotting on my pc all day, what will they do now

 

[Ahmed88]

 

[Mast]

How can i, without the possibility of being followed by a professional, have to fix my horrible personality caused by 16 years of isolation and 3 years of bullying. I'm also hypersexual, and having been socially isolated for the vast majority of my life, i end up looking like a perv faggot. I have no social skills or anything to talk about because being ugly and neurodivergent has left me alone and without normal experiences, i tried jestering but i just cant, i was also reading the book "no longer human" (super recommended) and i remembered that i am the guy in the book.

Even if I had the opportunity to work on my mental health issues, it would take years of work, and even then, there's no guarantee I'd find someone who loves me, but it would simply make me more pleasant to be around, it wouldn't fix my appearance anyway so why bother

So, it's over.

The only thing is if I find a foidfriend, but it'll probably end with me being manipulated, and once she leaves me, I'll end up worse than before and I'll rope regardless, so it's over anyway.

And anyway, I'm tired, not so much because I'll never have a "normal" life, but because i cant even cope and no matter how much I say, "Yeah, it's over and it's okay," I'll still crave things like love because by nature, I'll always seek love and affection, so I'll always have to stay with someone. That bitter taste in my throat because I'm denied the possibility of having all this unless I get a homemade lobotomy but how tf do i do that lol

Not to mention how tired I am of feeling ridiculous around everyone, then when I get the usual question, "What about a girlfriend?" or even worse, when they talk to me about how "the right one" will eventually come along, there's NO, dog NO, it's STATISTICALLY impossible. I'm incompatible with probably more than 85% of the female population, and in any case, it's highly unlikely that the remaining portion of the population will even give me a chance.
And anyway, the fact that I've been celibate my whole life has led me to have zero romantic intelligence, so I'd ruin everything regardless.

And also i might lose this school year too cause i'm diagnosed with adhd and my parents wont let me medicate, if i do lose this year my life is over, i think i will rope, my parent already hate me for not doing anything other than rotting on my pc all day, what will they do now

Textbook school shooter @ICL @mohito

 

[nwed]

Textbook school shooter @ICL @mohito

fym school shooter bro

 

[nwed]

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if you gotta dnr just dont read and change thread

 

[nwed]

bump i am really desperate for tips sorry

 

[nwed]

How can i, without the possibility of being followed by a professional, have to fix my horrible personality caused by 16 years of isolation and 3 years of bullying. I'm also hypersexual, and having been socially isolated for the vast majority of my life, i end up looking like a perv faggot. I have no social skills or anything to talk about because being ugly and neurodivergent has left me alone and without normal experiences, i tried jestering but i just cant, i was also reading the book "no longer human" (super recommended) and i remembered that i am the guy in the book.

Even if I had the opportunity to work on my mental health issues, it would take years of work, and even then, there's no guarantee I'd find someone who loves me, but it would simply make me more pleasant to be around, it wouldn't fix my appearance anyway so why bother

So, it's over.

The only thing is if I find a foidfriend, but it'll probably end with me being manipulated, and once she leaves me, I'll end up worse than before and I'll rope regardless, so it's over anyway.

And anyway, I'm tired, not so much because I'll never have a "normal" life, but because i cant even cope and no matter how much I say, "Yeah, it's over and it's okay," I'll still crave things like love because by nature, I'll always seek love and affection, so I'll always have to stay with someone. That bitter taste in my throat because I'm denied the possibility of having all this unless I get a homemade lobotomy but how tf do i do that lol

Not to mention how tired I am of feeling ridiculous around everyone, then when I get the usual question, "What about a girlfriend?" or even worse, when they talk to me about how "the right one" will eventually come along, there's NO, dog NO, it's STATISTICALLY impossible. I'm incompatible with probably more than 85% of the female population, and in any case, it's highly unlikely that the remaining portion of the population will even give me a chance.
And anyway, the fact that I've been celibate my whole life has led me to have zero romantic intelligence, so I'd ruin everything regardless.

And also i might lose this school year too cause i'm diagnosed with adhd and my parents wont let me medicate, if i do lose this year my life is over, i think i will rope, my parent already hate me for not doing anything other than rotting on my pc all day, what will they do now

uhm

 

[OsamaFr33Balling]

uhm

Aint reading allat xdddd

 

[nwed]

Aint reading allat xdddd

then kys grey fag

 

[greycelstery]

How can i, without the possibility of being followed by a professional, have to fix my horrible personality caused by 16 years of isolation and 3 years of bullying. I'm also hypersexual, and having been socially isolated for the vast majority of my life, i end up looking like a perv faggot. I have no social skills or anything to talk about because being ugly and neurodivergent has left me alone and without normal experiences, i tried jestering but i just cant, i was also reading the book "no longer human" (super recommended) and i remembered that i am the guy in the book.

Even if I had the opportunity to work on my mental health issues, it would take years of work, and even then, there's no guarantee I'd find someone who loves me, but it would simply make me more pleasant to be around, it wouldn't fix my appearance anyway so why bother

So, it's over.

The only thing is if I find a foidfriend, but it'll probably end with me being manipulated, and once she leaves me, I'll end up worse than before and I'll rope regardless, so it's over anyway.

And anyway, I'm tired, not so much because I'll never have a "normal" life, but because i cant even cope and no matter how much I say, "Yeah, it's over and it's okay," I'll still crave things like love because by nature, I'll always seek love and affection, so I'll always have to stay with someone. That bitter taste in my throat because I'm denied the possibility of having all this unless I get a homemade lobotomy but how tf do i do that lol

Not to mention how tired I am of feeling ridiculous around everyone, then when I get the usual question, "What about a girlfriend?" or even worse, when they talk to me about how "the right one" will eventually come along, there's NO, dog NO, it's STATISTICALLY impossible. I'm incompatible with probably more than 85% of the female population, and in any case, it's highly unlikely that the remaining portion of the population will even give me a chance.
And anyway, the fact that I've been celibate my whole life has led me to have zero romantic intelligence, so I'd ruin everything regardless.

And also i might lose this school year too cause i'm diagnosed with adhd and my parents wont let me medicate, if i do lose this year my life is over, i think i will rope, my parent already hate me for not doing anything other than rotting on my pc all day, what will they do now

How can i, without the possibility of being followed by a professional, have to fix my horrible personality caused by 16 years of isolation and 3 years of bullying. I'm also hypersexual, and having been socially isolated for the vast majority of my life, i end up looking like a perv faggot. I have no social skills or anything to talk about because being ugly and neurodivergent has left me alone and without normal experiences, i tried jestering but i just cant, i was also reading the book "no longer human" (super recommended) and i remembered that i am the guy in the book.

Even if I had the opportunity to work on my mental health issues, it would take years of work, and even then, there's no guarantee I'd find someone who loves me, but it would simply make me more pleasant to be around, it wouldn't fix my appearance anyway so why bother

So, it's over.

The only thing is if I find a foidfriend, but it'll probably end with me being manipulated, and once she leaves me, I'll end up worse than before and I'll rope regardless, so it's over anyway.

And anyway, I'm tired, not so much because I'll never have a "normal" life, but because i cant even cope and no matter how much I say, "Yeah, it's over and it's okay," I'll still crave things like love because by nature, I'll always seek love and affection, so I'll always have to stay with someone. That bitter taste in my throat because I'm denied the possibility of having all this unless I get a homemade lobotomy but how tf do i do that lol

Not to mention how tired I am of feeling ridiculous around everyone, then when I get the usual question, "What about a girlfriend?" or even worse, when they talk to me about how "the right one" will eventually come along, there's NO, dog NO, it's STATISTICALLY impossible. I'm incompatible with probably more than 85% of the female population, and in any case, it's highly unlikely that the remaining portion of the population will even give me a chance.
And anyway, the fact that I've been celibate my whole life has led me to have zero romantic intelligence, so I'd ruin everything regardless.

And also i might lose this school year too cause i'm diagnosed with adhd and my parents wont let me medicate, if i do lose this year my life is over, i think i will rope, my parent already hate me for not doing anything other than rotting on my pc all day, what will they do now

I used to be a fucking ugly chud who would hang around some of the popular students at the school because i knew one of them from middle school or something and i would just be silent and in my akward mind think of the perfect thing to say and shit and they would sometimes straight up tell me to fuck off. If you want to get girls or just be friends with people just talk. Its so fucking scary at first but especially just greet some people who you want to befriend. Greet them with their name and like you are excited to see them. Also if you are in the middle of a conversation and there is silence you are the person that makes it akward and pretending you dont care/you are thinking about something they said makes it not akward. You need to talk to people you can still save yourself just like i did. We are around the same age and i am actually a really good conversationalist nowadays. If you want to go this route you are going to be akward at first but my quality of life has improved so much. I also ascended and now i even get girls. This isn’t the usual advice here but i hope all the best for you it’s rough out there.

 

[OsamaFr33Balling]

then kys grey fag

Aint reading allat lmao rofl XD

 

[nwed]

This isn’t the usual advice here but i hope all the best for you it’s rough out there.

appreciate this, i'm blasting in a couple weeks hope i ascend

 

[greycelstery]

appreciate this, i'm blasting in a couple weeks hope i ascend

Blasting roids?

 

[nwed]

Blasting roids?

yep https://looksmax.org/threads/final-high-iq-stack-that-im-gonna-blast-this-summer.2117640/

 

[gaastavo]

no one in this world was destined for failure no matter where you come from or what happened to you everyone's destined for greatness it's about the choices you made me personally I believe I'm chosen for much greater things in life however I still need to make sure I make the right choices ect

 

[Punjabi Waffen]

How can i, without the possibility of being followed by a professional, have to fix my horrible personality caused by 16 years of isolation and 3 years of bullying. I'm also hypersexual, and having been socially isolated for the vast majority of my life, i end up looking like a perv faggot. I have no social skills or anything to talk about because being ugly and neurodivergent has left me alone and without normal experiences, i tried jestering but i just cant, i was also reading the book "no longer human" (super recommended) and i remembered that i am the guy in the book.

Even if I had the opportunity to work on my mental health issues, it would take years of work, and even then, there's no guarantee I'd find someone who loves me, but it would simply make me more pleasant to be around, it wouldn't fix my appearance anyway so why bother

So, it's over.

The only thing is if I find a foidfriend, but it'll probably end with me being manipulated, and once she leaves me, I'll end up worse than before and I'll rope regardless, so it's over anyway.

And anyway, I'm tired, not so much because I'll never have a "normal" life, but because i cant even cope and no matter how much I say, "Yeah, it's over and it's okay," I'll still crave things like love because by nature, I'll always seek love and affection, so I'll always have to stay with someone. That bitter taste in my throat because I'm denied the possibility of having all this unless I get a homemade lobotomy but how tf do i do that lol

Not to mention how tired I am of feeling ridiculous around everyone, then when I get the usual question, "What about a girlfriend?" or even worse, when they talk to me about how "the right one" will eventually come along, there's NO, dog NO, it's STATISTICALLY impossible. I'm incompatible with probably more than 85% of the female population, and in any case, it's highly unlikely that the remaining portion of the population will even give me a chance.
And anyway, the fact that I've been celibate my whole life has led me to have zero romantic intelligence, so I'd ruin everything regardless.

And also i might lose this school year too cause i'm diagnosed with adhd and my parents wont let me medicate, if i do lose this year my life is over, i think i will rope, my parent already hate me for not doing anything other than rotting on my pc all day, what will they do now

you isa bitch

 

[nwed]

you isa bitch

what does isa mean

 

[greycelstery]

yep https://looksmax.org/threads/final-high-iq-stack-that-im-gonna-blast-this-summer.2117640/

Idk wtf happened to this reply thing but idc. How do you have the money for all of these and where do you live? I thought it was so fucking over for me at 5’5 at 15 and sub3 but i now i have an awesome social life and id rate myself a hmtn. I think you know what you’re doing but if i were you I’d seriously consider it. Roids have a lot of serious side effects especially if used in the teenage years. But in the end it’s your choice.

 

[HaileyWelshMogs]

bump i am really desperate for tips sorry

what tips can be given? your ugly, shit socially, at risk of failing school and you aren't motivated to work on your mental health. Your right its over

 

[nwed]

Roids have a lot of serious side effects especially if used in the teenage years.

dnr the sides, i'm gonna rope anyway

 

[nwed]

you aren't motivated to work on your mental health.

how can i ever work on it

 

[greycelstery]

dnr the sides, i'm gonna rope anyway

Idk man hope you find your will to live. Looks dont matter when you’re 40 and above. I hope you find someone for you.

 

[Alienmaxxer]

Meanwhile Zurzolo the rich Italian chad actor is lifemogging you to oblivion:


This Riccione song gives me PTSD from being mogged by Zurzolo so hard. Thoughout Uni it would echo in my head mocking me. Imagine being an NT chad going on a vacation with your friend group, brutal:

 

[HaileyWelshMogs]

how can i ever work on it

i dont have anything you wouldnt have heard a million times, id still try and get help but some people are just losers

 

[dragons6422]

Bla bla bla low serotonin, down regulated dopamine receptors, chronically elevated cortisol, chronic low grade inflammation, chaotic circadian rhythm, inhibited testosterone production

That’s why you’re destined to be a failure. Not because some pussy bitch shit you just came up with and I didn’t even read it.

 

[nwed]

Bla bla bla low serotonin, down regulated dopamine receptors, chronically elevated cortisol, chronic low grade inflammation, chaotic circadian rhythm, inhibited testosterone production

That’s why you’re destined to be a failure. Not because some pussy bitch shit you just came up with and I didn’t even read it.

grey fuck spamming buzzword that he found out on tiktok 2 min ago

 

[dragons6422]

grey fuck spamming buzzword that he found out on tiktok 2 min ago

sure buddy deny the fact that nuerochemistry sets the baseline for your thoughts and mood because you want to stay a helpless little victim. Oh woe is me head ass. I’m going to go enjoy my life while you wallow in depression. Hahahaha.

 

[nwed]

sure buddy deny the fact that nuerochemistry sets the baseline for your thoughts and mood because you want to stay a helpless little victim. Oh woe is me head ass. I’m going to go enjoy my life while you wallow in depression. Hahahaha.

i bought trazodone, spamming random shit you got from nichepharma edits wont make you look smart, will make you a tard instead