ihatemyltnlife
I suck at living.
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It's been 10 days since she left me to "live her teens in freedom" i still think it was selfish of her to be thinking about it for 2 months and not tell me about it and try to resolve it with me. But what can i do my life is pure hell. The first week was unbearable constant thoughts of us of her flooding my head thinking about her made me wanna puke i couldn't eat properly i did everything like i was fine i wasn't. I saw a girl that resembled her i puked right there on the street.
Than yesterday night she had the audacity to come talk to me i wrote paragraphs and she only responded in small sentences than and there i realised it wasn't worth the effort or anything.
Her friends stalked my reposts and started harassing me telling me she already forgot about me that she already moved on to another guy and that why do i think I was the only sad one that it had ended. Idk if it's me that is crazy but how TF CAN YOU BE FUCKING SAD WHEN YOU ENDED IT WHEN YOU THOUGHT ABOUT IT FOR 2 WHOLE FUCKING MONTHS WHEN WE SAW EACHOTHER YOU ACTED NORMAL.
Still i can't bring myself to forget all the beautiful moments together all the memories we shared. She was my beautiful girl now she left me and I'm lost.
That was my conclusion to the last week now I started myself to get to heal . I don't think about her as much i have my appetite back and all the time she left me is more time for me to think and reflect on how i could improve myself for the future. Even if she ended the relationship this way and said i was to perfect i can't wish her anything but the best for the future and hopefully she finds someone better.
Than yesterday night she had the audacity to come talk to me i wrote paragraphs and she only responded in small sentences than and there i realised it wasn't worth the effort or anything.
Her friends stalked my reposts and started harassing me telling me she already forgot about me that she already moved on to another guy and that why do i think I was the only sad one that it had ended. Idk if it's me that is crazy but how TF CAN YOU BE FUCKING SAD WHEN YOU ENDED IT WHEN YOU THOUGHT ABOUT IT FOR 2 WHOLE FUCKING MONTHS WHEN WE SAW EACHOTHER YOU ACTED NORMAL.
Still i can't bring myself to forget all the beautiful moments together all the memories we shared. She was my beautiful girl now she left me and I'm lost.
That was my conclusion to the last week now I started myself to get to heal . I don't think about her as much i have my appetite back and all the time she left me is more time for me to think and reflect on how i could improve myself for the future. Even if she ended the relationship this way and said i was to perfect i can't wish her anything but the best for the future and hopefully she finds someone better.


