my life is destroyed

[isis_Bleach]

since my virgin gf left me november 1st 2025 everyday has been hell she was the only friend i had i was going thru a bad period of alcoholism when i was with her so now im 21 with no job no license no money no friends a drug damaged brain a low iq my mom is dying so we have no money i apply to jobs all day and i get nothing no call backs i have horrible health indicators because of the drug abuse i used to be MTN now im LLTN and i tried telling her about how sad i am and she just says she doesnt care the woman i planned on marrying btw i just blocked her its too painful to talk to her and the worst part is its all my fault she left me because i started abusing her and lusting for other women i blame my behavior on my alcoholism i think i should kms because im never getting her back and i have a damaged brain and body guys is there any hope for me i have been sober since dec1st but i barely feel or look any better i think ive done permanent damage in only 2 years of drug abuse the worst part is the brain damage i barely feel human

 

[Deleted member 307488]

Did not read but looks sad.

Sorry for your miserable life.

 

[alexias]

since my virgin gf left me november 1st 2025 everyday has been hell she was the only friend i had i was going thru a bad period of alcoholism when i was with her so now im 21 with no job no license no money no friends a drug damaged brain a low iq my mom is dying so we have no money i apply to jobs all day and i get nothing no call backs even my old job wont hire me i have horrible health indicators because of the drug abuse i used to be MTN now im LLTN and i tried telling her about how sad i am and she just says she doesnt care the woman i planned on marrying btw i just blocked her its too painful to talk to her and the worst part is its all my fault she left me because i started abusing her and lusting for other women i blame my behavior on my alcoholism i think i should kms because im never getting her back and i have a damaged brain and body guys is there any hope for me i have been sober since dec1st but i barely feel or look any better i think ive done permanent damage in only 2 years of drug abuse the worst part is the brain damage i barely feel human

Remember it's in your hands to change your life everything else is fates choice.

 

[GenZ]

I'm sorry, this would have been me if my parents weren't wealthy

 

[untermensch faggot]

i think ive done permanent damage in only 2 years of drug abuse the worst part is the brain damage i barely feel human

Unfortunately some of the effects will likely be irreversible

 

[Datto29]

Dnr it will get better bhai

 

[Ghoulish]

Your life will probably get better

 

[LiL 369]

since my virgin gf left me november 1st 2025 everyday has been hell she was the only friend i had i was going thru a bad period of alcoholism when i was with her so now im 21 with no job no license no money no friends a drug damaged brain a low iq my mom is dying so we have no money i apply to jobs all day and i get nothing no call backs i have horrible health indicators because of the drug abuse i used to be MTN now im LLTN and i tried telling her about how sad i am and she just says she doesnt care the woman i planned on marrying btw i just blocked her its too painful to talk to her and the worst part is its all my fault she left me because i started abusing her and lusting for other women i blame my behavior on my alcoholism i think i should kms because im never getting her back and i have a damaged brain and body guys is there any hope for me i have been sober since dec1st but i barely feel or look any better i think ive done permanent damage in only 2 years of drug abuse the worst part is the brain damage i barely feel human

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[fucfoids32]

since my virgin gf left me november 1st 2025 everyday has been hell she was the only friend i had i was going thru a bad period of alcoholism when i was with her so now im 21 with no job no license no money no friends a drug damaged brain a low iq my mom is dying so we have no money i apply to jobs all day and i get nothing no call backs i have horrible health indicators because of the drug abuse i used to be MTN now im LLTN and i tried telling her about how sad i am and she just says she doesnt care the woman i planned on marrying btw i just blocked her its too painful to talk to her and the worst part is its all my fault she left me because i started abusing her and lusting for other women i blame my behavior on my alcoholism i think i should kms because im never getting her back and i have a damaged brain and body guys is there any hope for me i have been sober since dec1st but i barely feel or look any better i think ive done permanent damage in only 2 years of drug abuse the worst part is the brain damage i barely feel human

Not trying to be all “hopecell” and shit but it will get better… just don’t end it, worse thing you can possibly do, chances are so low of even being born, so do somthing and bring yourself back better than ever, not for her, but for FUCKING YOU bro. Stay hard