isis_Bleach
Given up
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since my virgin gf left me november 1st 2025 everyday has been hell she was the only friend i had i was going thru a bad period of alcoholism when i was with her so now im 21 with no job no license no money no friends a drug damaged brain a low iq my mom is dying so we have no money i apply to jobs all day and i get nothing no call backs i have horrible health indicators because of the drug abuse i used to be MTN now im LLTN and i tried telling her about how sad i am and she just says she doesnt care the woman i planned on marrying btw i just blocked her its too painful to talk to her and the worst part is its all my fault she left me because i started abusing her and lusting for other women i blame my behavior on my alcoholism i think i should kms because im never getting her back and i have a damaged brain and body guys is there any hope for me i have been sober since dec1st but i barely feel or look any better i think ive done permanent damage in only 2 years of drug abuse the worst part is the brain damage i barely feel human
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