My life is flashing before my eyes

[apocalypse]

While this songs plays in my mind


Constant scenes of heartbreak, betrayal, and alienation, ever since I went to hug my sister at the age of 5 and she pushed me away and hit me. I cried a lot that day.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

 

[apocalypse]

bump

 

[Deleted member 59870]

I been listening to that song alot recently but with an anime character

 

[vermillioncorefan]

same except i hate women more and more that’s the only difference day to day

 

[canthal]

tragic

 

[optimisticzoomer]

Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point
I'm on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope
I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void
But I don't know if that is even within my control
People keep telling me how proud they are of my success
While I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed
I just feel pain, going insane feels like I'm barely here
Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again

I don't sleep anymore, don't even eat anymore
Don't wanna breathe anymore
Laying awake, another sleepless night
My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying fuck my life

Dreaming in a world that I can't see
Maybe in another life I will find an inner peace, a place where I am free
I wanna scream out loud, nothing's what it used to be
There's a war inside my mind but I'm not the enemy

My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying fuck my life

Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point
I'm on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope
I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void
But I don't know if that is even within my control
People keep telling me how proud they are of my success
While I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed
I just feel pain, going insane feels like I'm barely here
Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again

Dreaming in a world that I can't see
Maybe in another life I will find an inner peace, a place where I am free
I wanna scream out loud, nothing's what it used to be
There's a war inside my mind but I'm not the enemy

My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying fuck my life

Here's to another day of waking up just to go back to bed
Just to go back to bed
My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying fuck my life