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Born legally blind, crosseyed with nerve palsy
ND and anxious for all my life, made maybe 4 friends in my 18 years on earth and they were all fake anyways just using me as a designated jester
Shit upbringing, I became an outlet for others anger issues and frustration
Can’t even eat in front of people because if I don’t jut out hard 24/7 I lose my jaw
Started balding at 16, have to take these fucking shitty ass finasteride pills
I’m nauseous and getting sick 24/7 because stomach issues run in the family
Can’t even drive because my vision is all fucked and I can feel my family getting frustrated with my rotting
But what am I even meant to do
I never wanted this life but it’s like God forced me into it, I think he hates me
Sometimes I wonder if it’s even worth trying
I’m just waiting for things to get worse these days
ND and anxious for all my life, made maybe 4 friends in my 18 years on earth and they were all fake anyways just using me as a designated jester
Shit upbringing, I became an outlet for others anger issues and frustration
Can’t even eat in front of people because if I don’t jut out hard 24/7 I lose my jaw
Started balding at 16, have to take these fucking shitty ass finasteride pills
I’m nauseous and getting sick 24/7 because stomach issues run in the family
Can’t even drive because my vision is all fucked and I can feel my family getting frustrated with my rotting
But what am I even meant to do
I never wanted this life but it’s like God forced me into it, I think he hates me
Sometimes I wonder if it’s even worth trying
I’m just waiting for things to get worse these days
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