My life is literal hell

[Sixatheconqueror]

From young age parents always fought, my dad is an alcoholic who would often lose all our family life savings in casino even tho we couldn't afford it as were broke living in a literal shithole where everything is broken some of the lights not even turning on with my physically and mentally ill uncle who legit doesn't take care of himself and i feel ashamed bringing in guests, I was always shorter and skinnier than other kids to the point it's concerning, my mom would take me to a doctor concerned about my height and bones and when I was a kid I would often get made fun of for my height and weird personality, my personality was a result of my dads weird teachings, fast forward to my teenage years i was always obsessed over my looks because as someone who didnt have any materialistic possessions I understood more than everyone how important it is i was not as short as a kid, i had a good physique that i would often get glazed for (still victim weight till this day tho) but i had acne, i had receeding hairline since 15 (whichi lowk got under control now). I dont miss being 15 because I would avoid mirrors and get really scared of photos. for years I would sometimes cry myself to sleep in my broken 50 year old bed staring at the rotting walls praying to god to fix my miserable life and more importantly make me better looking as i grew up in a very religious family, god didnt give a fuck which made me lose faith its been years and im still trying my best to ascend and im still an LTN at 17 turning 18 soon, i'm nonexistant to girls so i recently lost my virginity to a paid whore. last year of school starting tomorrow and I couldnt buy clothes normally, how do I fix my life bro I have no idea

I swear on my life everything I said is true

 

[idk8]

Hope you get better

 

[Sixatheconqueror]

Hope you get better

It keeps getting worser everyday, I need to do something but I dont kbow what I cant even afford gear

 

[Hater_of_foids]

From young age parents always fought, my dad is an alcoholic who would often lose all our family life savings in casino even tho we couldn't afford it as were broke living in a literal shithole where everything is broken some of the lights not even turning on with my physically and mentally ill uncle who legit doesn't take care of himself and i feel ashamed bringing in guests, I was always shorter and skinnier than other kids to the point it's concerning, my mom would take me to a doctor concerned about my height and bones and when I was a kid I would often get made fun of for my height and weird personality, my personality was a result of my dads weird teachings, fast forward to my teenage years i was always obsessed over my looks because as someone who didnt have any materialistic possessions I understood more than everyone how important it is i was not as short as a kid, i had a good physique that i would often get glazed for (still victim weight till this day tho) but i had acne, i had receeding hairline since 15 (whichi lowk got under control now), for years I would sometimes cry myself to sleep in my broken 50 year old bed staring at the rotting walls praying to god to fix my miserable life and more importantly make me better looking as i grew up in a very religious family, god didnt give a fuck which made me lose faith its been years and im still trying my best to ascend and im still an LTN at 17 turning 18 soon, i'm nonexistant to girls so i recently lost my virginity to a paid whore. last year of school starting tomorrow and I couldnt buy clothes normally, how do I fix my life bro I have no idea

im genuinely sorry bro
hope u get better

 

[idk8]

It keeps getting worser everyday, I need to do something but I dont kbow what I cant even afford gear

Keep believing yourself

 

[mogbee_17]

really sorry to hear about this bro.
im not gonna give you advice cuz ik that's not what you need right now cuz im sure you know what you need to do to break free of all this, you must have atleast a blurry path, expand on that and make it detailed and work hard.

my one piece of advice : the best part about being in rock bottom, the only from here is to go up.

most people wouldn't stand a week in your life. take advantage, your mentally strong.


your life can't get worse than it is, but it CAN and it WILL get better. but your gotta work for it.

stay safe king

 

[Sixatheconqueror]

really sorry to hear about this bro.
im not gonna give you advice cuz ik that's not what you need right now cuz im sure you know what you need to do to break free of all this, you must have atleast a blurry path, expand on that and make it detailed and work hard.

my one piece of advice : the best part about being in rock bottom, the only from here is to go up.

most people wouldn't stand a week in your life. take advantage, your mentally strong.


your life can't get worse than it is, but it CAN and it WILL get better. but your gotta work for it.

stay safe king

Thank you so much bro

 

[Sixatheconqueror]

From young age parents always fought, my dad is an alcoholic who would often lose all our family life savings in casino even tho we couldn't afford it as were broke living in a literal shithole where everything is broken some of the lights not even turning on with my physically and mentally ill uncle who legit doesn't take care of himself and i feel ashamed bringing in guests, I was always shorter and skinnier than other kids to the point it's concerning, my mom would take me to a doctor concerned about my height and bones and when I was a kid I would often get made fun of for my height and weird personality, my personality was a result of my dads weird teachings, fast forward to my teenage years i was always obsessed over my looks because as someone who didnt have any materialistic possessions I understood more than everyone how important it is i was not as short as a kid, i had a good physique that i would often get glazed for (still victim weight till this day tho) but i had acne, i had receeding hairline since 15 (whichi lowk got under control now). I dont miss being 15 because I would avoid mirrors and get really scared of photos. for years I would sometimes cry myself to sleep in my broken 50 year old bed staring at the rotting walls praying to god to fix my miserable life and more importantly make me better looking as i grew up in a very religious family, god didnt give a fuck which made me lose faith its been years and im still trying my best to ascend and im still an LTN at 17 turning 18 soon, i'm nonexistant to girls so i recently lost my virginity to a paid whore. last year of school starting tomorrow and I couldnt buy clothes normally, how do I fix my life bro I have no idea

I swear on my life everything I said is true

My delusional dad thinks that it could be worser saying we could be homeless or i could get cancer but that wouldn't be tragic as i will just be another waste out of many people

 

[Sixatheconqueror]

From young age parents always fought, my dad is an alcoholic who would often lose all our family life savings in casino even tho we couldn't afford it as were broke living in a literal shithole where everything is broken some of the lights not even turning on with my physically and mentally ill uncle who legit doesn't take care of himself and i feel ashamed bringing in guests, I was always shorter and skinnier than other kids to the point it's concerning, my mom would take me to a doctor concerned about my height and bones and when I was a kid I would often get made fun of for my height and weird personality, my personality was a result of my dads weird teachings, fast forward to my teenage years i was always obsessed over my looks because as someone who didnt have any materialistic possessions I understood more than everyone how important it is i was not as short as a kid, i had a good physique that i would often get glazed for (still victim weight till this day tho) but i had acne, i had receeding hairline since 15 (whichi lowk got under control now). I dont miss being 15 because I would avoid mirrors and get really scared of photos. for years I would sometimes cry myself to sleep in my broken 50 year old bed staring at the rotting walls praying to god to fix my miserable life and more importantly make me better looking as i grew up in a very religious family, god didnt give a fuck which made me lose faith its been years and im still trying my best to ascend and im still an LTN at 17 turning 18 soon, i'm nonexistant to girls so i recently lost my virginity to a paid whore. last year of school starting tomorrow and I couldnt buy clothes normally, how do I fix my life bro I have no idea

I swear on my life everything I said is true

Also everyone including my friends hate me for some reason