My life is over at 16.

[saddaszx]

I just broke up 2 days ago and, I feel fucking destroyed inside, I discovered Lookism in mid 2023 but before that. i came to Portugal when I was very young. I was bullied there and girls used to ask me out as a joke and I was the only black guy in my class, I was still innocent at that time so I didn't think too much of it. Then I changed school and met new friends. And I met a girl that I loved so much. And she loved me back and then we had a very happy teen relationship but my mother saw the messages between me and her and said I was too "filthy" just because I was swearing, then I was grounded for 4 months and barely talked to her even though it hurt me a lot. On the first week of school, she broke up with me later on that night. And about weeks later she was with a better looking guy than me, and girls in school called me ugly out of nowhere. And that was the time Looksmaxxing trend started blowing up. And I started doing Mewing, taking cold showers and buying new clothes, I started feeling better and as my looks began to change. I suddenly found myself with more female friends but I still had to pass a arc of enlightenment since I was still suffering from my ex. For 3 months of that year (the summer break) I had been praying and going more often to church, And I finally felt loved. But then I understood the blackpill suddenly, in 2024 I understand what it meant and started seeing studies like hypergamy charts and etc, seeing videos of people like Clavicular when he didn't use to stream and just post before he was very popular, I hated my looks and despised my flaws and then I was very insecure, but on september 2024 I met a girl, let's call her "B", So I was very attracted to B while I was in school but she dated someone else but then when it ended I had the confidence to talk to her and suddenly people gossiped about her to me and that she did sexual stuff with the other guy. but I still didnt leave her but she started being weird to me so we just broke up. Then in this year. 2025 september. Again I started talking to her and we got over her past and started dating, I made a letter for her and bought her sweets, she cried and she kissed me when I gave her affirming no one else did this for her. I was so happy everything was doing fine, but 5 days ago. Let's say, when I broke up with her in 2024 a while after, like 2 months her father died and she became very mental ill but we were getting over it and she was doing better. But she started having episodes because of her father. And she told me she needed time because she doesnt know if she can be with someone who does everything for her and she is sad and etc and she doesnt want to feel like a burden, but days later she broke up with me with that same reason and I cried my eyes out all day and the next day She said we can still be friends and we are but I know she is losing her feelings and it hurts me a lot. Yesterday I was in a live and there was people discussing hypergamy and I explained what happened to me and they told me to vent on org. And here I am. A 5'10 Black (Mixed) person in highschool, a girl said I was the best looking immigrant in our school and I got good attention from girls after I ascended. But still I don't know what went wrong in my relationship, if it's about my looks, my personality or I just met the wrong person. I'm not here to larp or troll, I have burnout and I'm possibly mentally ill, That's it, I'll try replying to most of the replies.

 

[Van]

I just broke up 2 days ago and, I feel fucking destroyed inside, I discovered Lookism in mid 2023 but before that. i came to Portugal when I was very young. I was bullied there and girls used to ask me out as a joke and I was the only black guy in my class, I was still innocent at that time so I didn't think too much of it. Then I changed school and met new friends. And I met a girl that I loved so much. And she loved me back and then we had a very happy teen relationship but my mother saw the messages between me and her and said I was too "filthy" just because I was swearing, then I was grounded for 4 months and barely talked to her even though it hurt me a lot. On the first week of school, she broke up with me later on that night. And about weeks later she was with a better looking guy than me, and girls in school called me ugly out of nowhere. And that was the time Looksmaxxing trend started blowing up. And I started doing Mewing, taking cold showers and buying new clothes, I started feeling better and as my looks began to change. I suddenly found myself with more female friends but I still had to pass a arc of enlightenment since I was still suffering from my ex. For 3 months of that year (the summer break) I had been praying and going more often to church, And I finally felt loved. But then I understood the blackpill suddenly, in 2024 I understand what it meant and started seeing studies like hypergamy charts and etc, seeing videos of people like Clavicular when he didn't use to stream and just post before he was very popular, I hated my looks and despised my flaws and then I was very insecure, but on september 2024 I met a girl, let's call her "B", So I was very attracted to B while I was in school but she dated someone else but then when it ended I had the confidence to talk to her and suddenly people gossiped about her to me and that she did sexual stuff with the other guy. but I still didnt leave her but she started being weird to me so we just broke up. Then in this year. 2025 september. Again I started talking to her and we got over her past and started dating, I made a letter for her and bought her sweets, she cried and she kissed me when I gave her affirming no one else did this for her. I was so happy everything was doing fine, but 5 days ago. Let's say, when I broke up with her in 2024 a while after, like 2 months her father died and she became very mental ill but we were getting over it and she was doing better. But she started having episodes because of her father. And she told me she needed time because she doesnt know if she can be with someone who does everything for her and she is sad and etc and she doesnt want to feel like a burden, but days later she broke up with me with that same reason and I cried my eyes out all day and the next day She said we can still be friends and we are but I know she is losing her feelings and it hurts me a lot. Yesterday I was in a live and there was people discussing hypergamy and I explained what happened to me and they told me to vent on org. And here I am. A 5'10 Black (Mixed) person in highschool, a girl said I was the best looking immigrant in our school and I got good attention from girls after I ascended. But still I don't know what went wrong in my relationship, if it's about my looks, my personality or I just met the wrong person. I'm not here to larp or troll, I have burnout and I'm possibly mentally ill, That's it, I'll try replying to most of the replies.

Yea DNR buddy

time to rope

 

[BWCisLAW]

Yea DNR buddy

time to rope

 

[Lamping21]

Brutal. I bawled my eyes out when I was broken up by my first girl where I really do love. It was on the 26/12/2025

Turns out she never loved me romantically for 11 months, and the break up text was even written by ChatGPT I couldn't even show my emotions as I'll be bawling at a Christmas party, and just text her.

I next day I almost didn't eat, but gave in as my body needs nutrients

Bhai, it's going to be fine, you're 16, and a girl even said you're good looking.

I'm gonna be 24 this year, and currently having a stable job. However, I don't think I'm gonna be finding anyone soon

 

[Lamping21]

And sometimes it's not you having something wrong. Possibly it's her.

My ex was depressed and through her reposts, she has avoidant and anxious attachemnt. She did went to the hospital and I supported her, yet she never loved me

 

[azot]

Я расстался с девушкой всего два дня назад, и чувствую себя совершенно опустошенным. Я узнал о Lookism в середине 2023 года, но еще раньше. Я приехал в Португалию, когда был совсем маленьким. Там меня травили, девочки приглашали меня на свидания в шутку, а я был единственным чернокожим парнем в классе. В то время я был еще совсем невинным, поэтому не придавал этому большого значения. Потом я сменил школу и познакомился с новыми друзьями. И встретил девушку, которую очень любил. Она тоже меня любила, и у нас были очень счастливые подростковые отношения. Но моя мать увидела переписку между мной и ней и сказала, что я слишком «грязный», просто потому что я ругался. Потом меня наказали на 4 месяца, и я почти не разговаривал с ней, хотя это очень меня ранило. В первую неделю учебы она рассталась со мной в тот же вечер. А примерно через несколько недель она встречалась с парнем покрасивее меня, и девочки в школе ни с того ни с сего стали называть меня уродом. И вот тогда-то и начался тренд Looksmaxxing. Я начал заниматься мьюингом, принимать холодный душ и покупать новую одежду, и мне стало лучше, а моя внешность начала меняться. У меня внезапно появилось больше подруг, но мне еще предстояло пройти путь просветления, так как я все еще страдал из-за своего бывшего. В течение 3 месяцев того года (летних каникул) я молился и чаще ходил в церковь, и наконец почувствовал себя любимым. Но потом я внезапно понял, что такое «черная таблетка», в 2024 году я понял, что это значит, и начал изучать исследования, такие как графики гипергамии и т.д., смотреть видео таких людей, как Клавикуляр, когда он еще не стримил, а просто публиковал посты, прежде чем стал очень популярным. Я ненавидел свою внешность и презирал свои недостатки, и был очень неуверен в себе. Но в сентябре 2024 года я встретил девушку, назовем ее «Б». Меня очень привлекала Б, когда я учился в школе, но она встречалась с другим, а когда это закончилось, у меня хватило смелости поговорить с ней, и вдруг люди стали сплетничать о ней и о том, что она занималась сексом с другим парнем. Но я все равно не бросил ее, но она начала вести себя странно, поэтому мы просто расстались. Затем в этом году, в сентябре 2025 года, я снова начал с ней общаться, мы преодолели ее прошлое и начали встречаться. Я написал ей письмо и купил сладости, она плакала и целовала меня, когда я дарил ей подарки, подтверждая, что никто другой этого для нее не делал. Я был так счастлив, все шло хорошо, но 5 дней назад, скажем так, когда я расстался с ней в 2024 году, примерно через 2 месяца после этого умер ее отец, и у нее начались серьезные проблемы с психическим здоровьем, но мы преодолевали это, и ей становилось лучше. Но у нее начались приступы из-за отца. Она сказала мне, что ей нужно время, потому что она не знает, сможет ли быть с человеком, который делает для нее все, и что ей грустно и т.д., и что она не хочет чувствовать себя обузой. Но через несколько дней она рассталась со мной по той же причине, и я весь день рыдал навзрыд. На следующий день она сказала, что мы можем остаться друзьями, и мы ими остаемся, но я знаю, что она теряет чувства, и это очень меня ранит.Вчера я был на прямой трансляции, где обсуждали гипергамию, я рассказал, что со мной произошло, и мне посоветовали выговориться на форуме. И вот я здесь. Я — чернокожий (смешанного происхождения) парень ростом 178 см, в старшей школе одна девушка сказала, что я самый красивый иммигрант в нашей школе, и после того, как я стал «вознесённым», я получал много внимания от девушек. Но я всё ещё не понимаю, что пошло не так в моих отношениях, дело в моей внешности, в моём характере или я просто встретил не того человека. Я здесь не для того, чтобы притворяться или троллить, у меня выгорание, и, возможно, я психически болен. Вот и всё, я постараюсь ответить на большинство комментариев.

dont worry bout ur character,she dont deserve u, we need ur face card rn

 

[shkypot]

I just broke up 2 days ago and, I feel fucking destroyed inside, I discovered Lookism in mid 2023 but before that. i came to Portugal when I was very young. I was bullied there and girls used to ask me out as a joke and I was the only black guy in my class, I was still innocent at that time so I didn't think too much of it. Then I changed school and met new friends. And I met a girl that I loved so much. And she loved me back and then we had a very happy teen relationship but my mother saw the messages between me and her and said I was too "filthy" just because I was swearing, then I was grounded for 4 months and barely talked to her even though it hurt me a lot. On the first week of school, she broke up with me later on that night. And about weeks later she was with a better looking guy than me, and girls in school called me ugly out of nowhere. And that was the time Looksmaxxing trend started blowing up. And I started doing Mewing, taking cold showers and buying new clothes, I started feeling better and as my looks began to change. I suddenly found myself with more female friends but I still had to pass a arc of enlightenment since I was still suffering from my ex. For 3 months of that year (the summer break) I had been praying and going more often to church, And I finally felt loved. But then I understood the blackpill suddenly, in 2024 I understand what it meant and started seeing studies like hypergamy charts and etc, seeing videos of people like Clavicular when he didn't use to stream and just post before he was very popular, I hated my looks and despised my flaws and then I was very insecure, but on september 2024 I met a girl, let's call her "B", So I was very attracted to B while I was in school but she dated someone else but then when it ended I had the confidence to talk to her and suddenly people gossiped about her to me and that she did sexual stuff with the other guy. but I still didnt leave her but she started being weird to me so we just broke up. Then in this year. 2025 september. Again I started talking to her and we got over her past and started dating, I made a letter for her and bought her sweets, she cried and she kissed me when I gave her affirming no one else did this for her. I was so happy everything was doing fine, but 5 days ago. Let's say, when I broke up with her in 2024 a while after, like 2 months her father died and she became very mental ill but we were getting over it and she was doing better. But she started having episodes because of her father. And she told me she needed time because she doesnt know if she can be with someone who does everything for her and she is sad and etc and she doesnt want to feel like a burden, but days later she broke up with me with that same reason and I cried my eyes out all day and the next day She said we can still be friends and we are but I know she is losing her feelings and it hurts me a lot. Yesterday I was in a live and there was people discussing hypergamy and I explained what happened to me and they told me to vent on org. And here I am. A 5'10 Black (Mixed) person in highschool, a girl said I was the best looking immigrant in our school and I got good attention from girls after I ascended. But still I don't know what went wrong in my relationship, if it's about my looks, my personality or I just met the wrong person. I'm not here to larp or troll, I have burnout and I'm possibly mentally ill, That's it, I'll try replying to most of the replies.

Cage

@vampi @tomahawk @Blackpillirony

 

[shkypot]

dont worry bout ur character,she dont deserve u, we need ur face card rn

Grey on grey violence JFLL

 

[sinss]

I just broke up 2 days ago and, I feel fucking destroyed inside, I discovered Lookism in mid 2023 but before that. i came to Portugal when I was very young. I was bullied there and girls used to ask me out as a joke and I was the only black guy in my class, I was still innocent at that time so I didn't think too much of it. Then I changed school and met new friends. And I met a girl that I loved so much. And she loved me back and then we had a very happy teen relationship but my mother saw the messages between me and her and said I was too "filthy" just because I was swearing, then I was grounded for 4 months and barely talked to her even though it hurt me a lot. On the first week of school, she broke up with me later on that night. And about weeks later she was with a better looking guy than me, and girls in school called me ugly out of nowhere. And that was the time Looksmaxxing trend started blowing up. And I started doing Mewing, taking cold showers and buying new clothes, I started feeling better and as my looks began to change. I suddenly found myself with more female friends but I still had to pass a arc of enlightenment since I was still suffering from my ex. For 3 months of that year (the summer break) I had been praying and going more often to church, And I finally felt loved. But then I understood the blackpill suddenly, in 2024 I understand what it meant and started seeing studies like hypergamy charts and etc, seeing videos of people like Clavicular when he didn't use to stream and just post before he was very popular, I hated my looks and despised my flaws and then I was very insecure, but on september 2024 I met a girl, let's call her "B", So I was very attracted to B while I was in school but she dated someone else but then when it ended I had the confidence to talk to her and suddenly people gossiped about her to me and that she did sexual stuff with the other guy. but I still didnt leave her but she started being weird to me so we just broke up. Then in this year. 2025 september. Again I started talking to her and we got over her past and started dating, I made a letter for her and bought her sweets, she cried and she kissed me when I gave her affirming no one else did this for her. I was so happy everything was doing fine, but 5 days ago. Let's say, when I broke up with her in 2024 a while after, like 2 months her father died and she became very mental ill but we were getting over it and she was doing better. But she started having episodes because of her father. And she told me she needed time because she doesnt know if she can be with someone who does everything for her and she is sad and etc and she doesnt want to feel like a burden, but days later she broke up with me with that same reason and I cried my eyes out all day and the next day She said we can still be friends and we are but I know she is losing her feelings and it hurts me a lot. Yesterday I was in a live and there was people discussing hypergamy and I explained what happened to me and they told me to vent on org. And here I am. A 5'10 Black (Mixed) person in highschool, a girl said I was the best looking immigrant in our school and I got good attention from girls after I ascended. But still I don't know what went wrong in my relationship, if it's about my looks, my personality or I just met the wrong person. I'm not here to larp or troll, I have burnout and I'm possibly mentally ill, That's it, I'll try replying to most of the replies.

"my life is over because I broke up with my girl" you're just way too deep into emotion rn bro, just keep it pushing it genuinely its not that bad twinnn

 

[tomahawk]

Cage

@vampi @tomahawk @Blackpillirony

ehh
itll be fine OP

 

[Centurion_Hunter]

I just broke up 2 days ago and, I feel fucking destroyed inside, I discovered Lookism in mid 2023 but before that. i came to Portugal when I was very young. I was bullied there and girls used to ask me out as a joke and I was the only black guy in my class, I was still innocent at that time so I didn't think too much of it. Then I changed school and met new friends. And I met a girl that I loved so much. And she loved me back and then we had a very happy teen relationship but my mother saw the messages between me and her and said I was too "filthy" just because I was swearing, then I was grounded for 4 months and barely talked to her even though it hurt me a lot. On the first week of school, she broke up with me later on that night. And about weeks later she was with a better looking guy than me, and girls in school called me ugly out of nowhere. And that was the time Looksmaxxing trend started blowing up. And I started doing Mewing, taking cold showers and buying new clothes, I started feeling better and as my looks began to change. I suddenly found myself with more female friends but I still had to pass a arc of enlightenment since I was still suffering from my ex. For 3 months of that year (the summer break) I had been praying and going more often to church, And I finally felt loved. But then I understood the blackpill suddenly, in 2024 I understand what it meant and started seeing studies like hypergamy charts and etc, seeing videos of people like Clavicular when he didn't use to stream and just post before he was very popular, I hated my looks and despised my flaws and then I was very insecure, but on september 2024 I met a girl, let's call her "B", So I was very attracted to B while I was in school but she dated someone else but then when it ended I had the confidence to talk to her and suddenly people gossiped about her to me and that she did sexual stuff with the other guy. but I still didnt leave her but she started being weird to me so we just broke up. Then in this year. 2025 september. Again I started talking to her and we got over her past and started dating, I made a letter for her and bought her sweets, she cried and she kissed me when I gave her affirming no one else did this for her. I was so happy everything was doing fine, but 5 days ago. Let's say, when I broke up with her in 2024 a while after, like 2 months her father died and she became very mental ill but we were getting over it and she was doing better. But she started having episodes because of her father. And she told me she needed time because she doesnt know if she can be with someone who does everything for her and she is sad and etc and she doesnt want to feel like a burden, but days later she broke up with me with that same reason and I cried my eyes out all day and the next day She said we can still be friends and we are but I know she is losing her feelings and it hurts me a lot. Yesterday I was in a live and there was people discussing hypergamy and I explained what happened to me and they told me to vent on org. And here I am. A 5'10 Black (Mixed) person in highschool, a girl said I was the best looking immigrant in our school and I got good attention from girls after I ascended. But still I don't know what went wrong in my relationship, if it's about my looks, my personality or I just met the wrong person. I'm not here to larp or troll, I have burnout and I'm possibly mentally ill, That's it, I'll try replying to most of the replies.

Moggs me with having a girl to breakuo with altho ur height is halo in medland while mine 1 inch shorter is manlet here

 

[incelasf]

once a bop always a bop

 

[vampi]

Cage

@vampi @tomahawk @Blackpillirony

not a single electron

 

[saddaszx]

Yea DNR buddy

time to rope

I will not rope, I'm too young it's probably not over yet. I'm just lost in direction.

 

[saddaszx]

Brutal. I bawled my eyes out when I was broken up by my first girl where I really do love. It was on the 26/12/2025

Turns out she never loved me romantically for 11 months, and the break up text was even written by ChatGPT I couldn't even show my emotions as I'll be bawling at a Christmas party, and just text her.

I next day I almost didn't eat, but gave in as my body needs nutrients

Bhai, it's going to be fine, you're 16, and a girl even said you're good looking.

I'm gonna be 24 this year, and currently having a stable job. However, I don't think I'm gonna be finding anyone soon

Man that's so sad if you need to talk come to me and we can share our pain with each other it hurts seeing people hurt and do nothing, you will find someone brother

 

[saddaszx]

dont worry bout ur character,she dont deserve u, we need ur face card rn

Tbh I'm pretty average. I'm still growing and etc, I don't usually take pictures of myself but soon I can show one.

 

[Former Shortcel]

I just broke up 2 days ago

“My life is over at 16”

 

[saddaszx]

"my life is over because I broke up with my girl" you're just way too deep into emotion rn bro, just keep it pushing it genuinely its not that bad twinnn

I'm just very fragile in the moment. I was already falling in madness before i re encountered her, I was falling into bp

 

[saddaszx]

“My life is over at 16”
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What else am I supposed to do? i'm severely mental and have social anxiety

 

[sinss]

Trust me theres sooo much more to life than looks and girls.

What else am I supposed to do? i'm severely mental and have social anxiety

I have social anxiety aswell bro but you genuinely just gotta push thru it and it gets better

 

[saddaszx]

Trust me theres sooo much more to life than looks and girls.


I have social anxiety aswell bro but you genuinely just gotta push thru it and it gets better

I understand but it's not the same for everyone. It is truly genetic when people face the same situations but react differently. I just can't open myself to any psychiatrist and etc. and I don't think I will get well soon. But I'll do whatever it takes

 

[saddaszx]

once a bop always a bop

It's in their blood

 

[quan1]

dnr but its prolly not that serious

 

[donpuro]

dnr retard you are 16

life hasn't begin get on a antidepressant if you feeling like a faggot

 

[Lamping21]

Man that's so sad if you need to talk come to me and we can share our pain with each other it hurts seeing people hurt and do nothing, you will find someone brother

Thanks, bhai

I'm actually coping really well. Same goes to you, may you find someone who deserves you

 

[sinss]

I understand but it's not the same for everyone. It is truly genetic when people face the same situations but react differently. I just can't open myself to any psychiatrist and etc. and I don't think I will get well soon. But I'll do whatever it takes

For me it helped to just do the social shit I was so scared of doing and realising I'm not being judged for what I just did or whatever I had anxiety for, and it really helps man.

 

[looksovernt]

Did not read, no it's not, stop whining like a bitch, you'll forget about whatever happened or didn't happen in 3 months max except if it's really bad

 

[McSkziofren]

Lmao whinebitch

 

[xzylecrey]

I just broke up 2 days ago and, I feel fucking destroyed inside, I discovered Lookism in mid 2023 but before that. i came to Portugal when I was very young. I was bullied there and girls used to ask me out as a joke and I was the only black guy in my class, I was still innocent at that time so I didn't think too much of it. Then I changed school and met new friends. And I met a girl that I loved so much. And she loved me back and then we had a very happy teen relationship but my mother saw the messages between me and her and said I was too "filthy" just because I was swearing, then I was grounded for 4 months and barely talked to her even though it hurt me a lot. On the first week of school, she broke up with me later on that night. And about weeks later she was with a better looking guy than me, and girls in school called me ugly out of nowhere. And that was the time Looksmaxxing trend started blowing up. And I started doing Mewing, taking cold showers and buying new clothes, I started feeling better and as my looks began to change. I suddenly found myself with more female friends but I still had to pass a arc of enlightenment since I was still suffering from my ex. For 3 months of that year (the summer break) I had been praying and going more often to church, And I finally felt loved. But then I understood the blackpill suddenly, in 2024 I understand what it meant and started seeing studies like hypergamy charts and etc, seeing videos of people like Clavicular when he didn't use to stream and just post before he was very popular, I hated my looks and despised my flaws and then I was very insecure, but on september 2024 I met a girl, let's call her "B", So I was very attracted to B while I was in school but she dated someone else but then when it ended I had the confidence to talk to her and suddenly people gossiped about her to me and that she did sexual stuff with the other guy. but I still didnt leave her but she started being weird to me so we just broke up. Then in this year. 2025 september. Again I started talking to her and we got over her past and started dating, I made a letter for her and bought her sweets, she cried and she kissed me when I gave her affirming no one else did this for her. I was so happy everything was doing fine, but 5 days ago. Let's say, when I broke up with her in 2024 a while after, like 2 months her father died and she became very mental ill but we were getting over it and she was doing better. But she started having episodes because of her father. And she told me she needed time because she doesnt know if she can be with someone who does everything for her and she is sad and etc and she doesnt want to feel like a burden, but days later she broke up with me with that same reason and I cried my eyes out all day and the next day She said we can still be friends and we are but I know she is losing her feelings and it hurts me a lot. Yesterday I was in a live and there was people discussing hypergamy and I explained what happened to me and they told me to vent on org. And here I am. A 5'10 Black (Mixed) person in highschool, a girl said I was the best looking immigrant in our school and I got good attention from girls after I ascended. But still I don't know what went wrong in my relationship, if it's about my looks, my personality or I just met the wrong person. I'm not here to larp or troll, I have burnout and I'm possibly mentally ill, That's it, I'll try replying to most of the replies.

Sounds to me like you talked to heaps of girls and even had a gf or two thats better than me, hope things work out i only read half of it tbh

 

[ElliotRodgerFan]

I just broke up 2 days ago and, I feel fucking destroyed inside, I discovered Lookism in mid 2023 but before that. i came to Portugal when I was very young. I was bullied there and girls used to ask me out as a joke and I was the only black guy in my class, I was still innocent at that time so I didn't think too much of it. Then I changed school and met new friends. And I met a girl that I loved so much. And she loved me back and then we had a very happy teen relationship but my mother saw the messages between me and her and said I was too "filthy" just because I was swearing, then I was grounded for 4 months and barely talked to her even though it hurt me a lot. On the first week of school, she broke up with me later on that night. And about weeks later she was with a better looking guy than me, and girls in school called me ugly out of nowhere. And that was the time Looksmaxxing trend started blowing up. And I started doing Mewing, taking cold showers and buying new clothes, I started feeling better and as my looks began to change. I suddenly found myself with more female friends but I still had to pass a arc of enlightenment since I was still suffering from my ex. For 3 months of that year (the summer break) I had been praying and going more often to church, And I finally felt loved. But then I understood the blackpill suddenly, in 2024 I understand what it meant and started seeing studies like hypergamy charts and etc, seeing videos of people like Clavicular when he didn't use to stream and just post before he was very popular, I hated my looks and despised my flaws and then I was very insecure, but on september 2024 I met a girl, let's call her "B", So I was very attracted to B while I was in school but she dated someone else but then when it ended I had the confidence to talk to her and suddenly people gossiped about her to me and that she did sexual stuff with the other guy. but I still didnt leave her but she started being weird to me so we just broke up. Then in this year. 2025 september. Again I started talking to her and we got over her past and started dating, I made a letter for her and bought her sweets, she cried and she kissed me when I gave her affirming no one else did this for her. I was so happy everything was doing fine, but 5 days ago. Let's say, when I broke up with her in 2024 a while after, like 2 months her father died and she became very mental ill but we were getting over it and she was doing better. But she started having episodes because of her father. And she told me she needed time because she doesnt know if she can be with someone who does everything for her and she is sad and etc and she doesnt want to feel like a burden, but days later she broke up with me with that same reason and I cried my eyes out all day and the next day She said we can still be friends and we are but I know she is losing her feelings and it hurts me a lot. Yesterday I was in a live and there was people discussing hypergamy and I explained what happened to me and they told me to vent on org. And here I am. A 5'10 Black (Mixed) person in highschool, a girl said I was the best looking immigrant in our school and I got good attention from girls after I ascended. But still I don't know what went wrong in my relationship, if it's about my looks, my personality or I just met the wrong person. I'm not here to larp or troll, I have burnout and I'm possibly mentally ill, That's it, I'll try replying to most of the replies.

 

[walee]

I just broke up 2 days ago and, I feel fucking destroyed inside, I discovered Lookism in mid 2023 but before that. i came to Portugal when I was very young. I was bullied there and girls used to ask me out as a joke and I was the only black guy in my class, I was still innocent at that time so I didn't think too much of it. Then I changed school and met new friends. And I met a girl that I loved so much. And she loved me back and then we had a very happy teen relationship but my mother saw the messages between me and her and said I was too "filthy" just because I was swearing, then I was grounded for 4 months and barely talked to her even though it hurt me a lot. On the first week of school, she broke up with me later on that night. And about weeks later she was with a better looking guy than me, and girls in school called me ugly out of nowhere. And that was the time Looksmaxxing trend started blowing up. And I started doing Mewing, taking cold showers and buying new clothes, I started feeling better and as my looks began to change. I suddenly found myself with more female friends but I still had to pass a arc of enlightenment since I was still suffering from my ex. For 3 months of that year (the summer break) I had been praying and going more often to church, And I finally felt loved. But then I understood the blackpill suddenly, in 2024 I understand what it meant and started seeing studies like hypergamy charts and etc, seeing videos of people like Clavicular when he didn't use to stream and just post before he was very popular, I hated my looks and despised my flaws and then I was very insecure, but on september 2024 I met a girl, let's call her "B", So I was very attracted to B while I was in school but she dated someone else but then when it ended I had the confidence to talk to her and suddenly people gossiped about her to me and that she did sexual stuff with the other guy. but I still didnt leave her but she started being weird to me so we just broke up. Then in this year. 2025 september. Again I started talking to her and we got over her past and started dating, I made a letter for her and bought her sweets, she cried and she kissed me when I gave her affirming no one else did this for her. I was so happy everything was doing fine, but 5 days ago. Let's say, when I broke up with her in 2024 a while after, like 2 months her father died and she became very mental ill but we were getting over it and she was doing better. But she started having episodes because of her father. And she told me she needed time because she doesnt know if she can be with someone who does everything for her and she is sad and etc and she doesnt want to feel like a burden, but days later she broke up with me with that same reason and I cried my eyes out all day and the next day She said we can still be friends and we are but I know she is losing her feelings and it hurts me a lot. Yesterday I was in a live and there was people discussing hypergamy and I explained what happened to me and they told me to vent on org. And here I am. A 5'10 Black (Mixed) person in highschool, a girl said I was the best looking immigrant in our school and I got good attention from girls after I ascended. But still I don't know what went wrong in my relationship, if it's about my looks, my personality or I just met the wrong person. I'm not here to larp or troll, I have burnout and I'm possibly mentally ill, That's it, I'll try replying to most of the replies.

Dnr also who is this?

 

[liberiangrimreaper]

Life is over because of some ugly Portuguese girls lmao

You’ll get over it little man, nothing was ever coming out of the relationship anyways

 

[saddaszx]

dnr retard you are 16

life hasn't begin get on a antidepressant if you feeling like a faggot

I set my mind I'll focus on myself. Relax. It's not over yet.

 

[saddaszx]

Life is over because of some ugly Portuguese girls lmao

You’ll get over it little man, nothing was ever coming out of the relationship anyways

I know I will now. I am not weak like this

 

[saddaszx]

For me it helped to just do the social shit I was so scared of doing and realising I'm not being judged for what I just did or whatever I had anxiety for, and it really helps man.

Thank you brother, I will go the gym this month and I'll stop caring so much about these relationships, I still have time yet.

 

[Francisco_Bs]

I just broke up 2 days ago and, I feel fucking destroyed inside, I discovered Lookism in mid 2023 but before that. i came to Portugal when I was very young. I was bullied there and girls used to ask me out as a joke and I was the only black guy in my class, I was still innocent at that time so I didn't think too much of it. Then I changed school and met new friends. And I met a girl that I loved so much. And she loved me back and then we had a very happy teen relationship but my mother saw the messages between me and her and said I was too "filthy" just because I was swearing, then I was grounded for 4 months and barely talked to her even though it hurt me a lot. On the first week of school, she broke up with me later on that night. And about weeks later she was with a better looking guy than me, and girls in school called me ugly out of nowhere. And that was the time Looksmaxxing trend started blowing up. And I started doing Mewing, taking cold showers and buying new clothes, I started feeling better and as my looks began to change. I suddenly found myself with more female friends but I still had to pass a arc of enlightenment since I was still suffering from my ex. For 3 months of that year (the summer break) I had been praying and going more often to church, And I finally felt loved. But then I understood the blackpill suddenly, in 2024 I understand what it meant and started seeing studies like hypergamy charts and etc, seeing videos of people like Clavicular when he didn't use to stream and just post before he was very popular, I hated my looks and despised my flaws and then I was very insecure, but on september 2024 I met a girl, let's call her "B", So I was very attracted to B while I was in school but she dated someone else but then when it ended I had the confidence to talk to her and suddenly people gossiped about her to me and that she did sexual stuff with the other guy. but I still didnt leave her but she started being weird to me so we just broke up. Then in this year. 2025 september. Again I started talking to her and we got over her past and started dating, I made a letter for her and bought her sweets, she cried and she kissed me when I gave her affirming no one else did this for her. I was so happy everything was doing fine, but 5 days ago. Let's say, when I broke up with her in 2024 a while after, like 2 months her father died and she became very mental ill but we were getting over it and she was doing better. But she started having episodes because of her father. And she told me she needed time because she doesnt know if she can be with someone who does everything for her and she is sad and etc and she doesnt want to feel like a burden, but days later she broke up with me with that same reason and I cried my eyes out all day and the next day She said we can still be friends and we are but I know she is losing her feelings and it hurts me a lot. Yesterday I was in a live and there was people discussing hypergamy and I explained what happened to me and they told me to vent on org. And here I am. A 5'10 Black (Mixed) person in highschool, a girl said I was the best looking immigrant in our school and I got good attention from girls after I ascended. But still I don't know what went wrong in my relationship, if it's about my looks, my personality or I just met the wrong person. I'm not here to larp or troll, I have burnout and I'm possibly mentally ill, That's it, I'll try replying to most of the replies.

TLDR??

 

[KellSS]

I just broke up 2 days ago and, I feel fucking destroyed inside, I discovered Lookism in mid 2023 but before that. i came to Portugal when I was very young. I was bullied there and girls used to ask me out as a joke and I was the only black guy in my class, I was still innocent at that time so I didn't think too much of it. Then I changed school and met new friends. And I met a girl that I loved so much. And she loved me back and then we had a very happy teen relationship but my mother saw the messages between me and her and said I was too "filthy" just because I was swearing, then I was grounded for 4 months and barely talked to her even though it hurt me a lot. On the first week of school, she broke up with me later on that night. And about weeks later she was with a better looking guy than me, and girls in school called me ugly out of nowhere. And that was the time Looksmaxxing trend started blowing up. And I started doing Mewing, taking cold showers and buying new clothes, I started feeling better and as my looks began to change. I suddenly found myself with more female friends but I still had to pass a arc of enlightenment since I was still suffering from my ex. For 3 months of that year (the summer break) I had been praying and going more often to church, And I finally felt loved. But then I understood the blackpill suddenly, in 2024 I understand what it meant and started seeing studies like hypergamy charts and etc, seeing videos of people like Clavicular when he didn't use to stream and just post before he was very popular, I hated my looks and despised my flaws and then I was very insecure, but on september 2024 I met a girl, let's call her "B", So I was very attracted to B while I was in school but she dated someone else but then when it ended I had the confidence to talk to her and suddenly people gossiped about her to me and that she did sexual stuff with the other guy. but I still didnt leave her but she started being weird to me so we just broke up. Then in this year. 2025 september. Again I started talking to her and we got over her past and started dating, I made a letter for her and bought her sweets, she cried and she kissed me when I gave her affirming no one else did this for her. I was so happy everything was doing fine, but 5 days ago. Let's say, when I broke up with her in 2024 a while after, like 2 months her father died and she became very mental ill but we were getting over it and she was doing better. But she started having episodes because of her father. And she told me she needed time because she doesnt know if she can be with someone who does everything for her and she is sad and etc and she doesnt want to feel like a burden, but days later she broke up with me with that same reason and I cried my eyes out all day and the next day She said we can still be friends and we are but I know she is losing her feelings and it hurts me a lot. Yesterday I was in a live and there was people discussing hypergamy and I explained what happened to me and they told me to vent on org. And here I am. A 5'10 Black (Mixed) person in highschool, a girl said I was the best looking immigrant in our school and I got good attention from girls after I ascended. But still I don't know what went wrong in my relationship, if it's about my looks, my personality or I just met the wrong person. I'm not here to larp or troll, I have burnout and I'm possibly mentally ill, That's it, I'll try replying to most of the replies.

I read all this text ,Fuck girl fois bitch nigga , join the inceldom and make an acc on incels.is its ovaaaa

 

[saddaszx]

Sounds to me like you talked to heaps of girls and even had a gf or two thats better than me, hope things work out i only read half of it tbh

Thank you bro

 

[saddaszx]

I read all this text ,Fuck girl fois bitch nigga , join the inceldom and make an acc on incels.is its ovaaaa

I'll see how is the community there first.