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MyDreamIsToBe183CM

MyDreamIsToBe183CM

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After a long time of deep thinking, I’ve realized there isn’t a single way I can get out of this hole I’ve been in for two years.

I’ve just been coping and coping and coping the past two years and I think today I’m finally accepting it’s ovER. I’ve tried literally everything to improve my mental health and nothing has worked

I can’t believe I’ve barely ate past few days when it was my favorite thing to do, think I’ve literally lost all my appetite. And I’m actually a fucking nasty subhuman bro I remember I used to make fun of those suicidal niggers back then because they posted on the internet about being happy they brushed their teeth or sum shit, but I literally don’t have the motivation to do any of that shit anymore. Feels like idgaf because why does it matter when I’m going to die in a few months anyways?


That being said, I’m just gonna start selling everything I own to give it to my family after I CTB. Don’t even know why I still bother with getting good grades with school, but ig it’s a way to pass time till by time comes.

I got my credit card taken away, but I have a few pieces of cryptocurrency laying around in my wallet. Should be enough to buy this highly lethal drug and other meds to ctb.

Idk why I keep rambling about my schizo ass on this forum ngl:lul: I just feel like doing it ngl cuz I got no one else to talk too without them thinking I’m a psychopath.

But anyways in around a few months, most likely around June or hopefully earlier, I’ll make my final goodbye post. Currently I don’t see anyway that will save me from roping, but maybe therapy might change my mind. Still doubt it tho
 
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Dont waste your life with an unproductive death rather go ER
 
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Dont waste your life with an unproductive death and go ER
No motivation to do any of that shit. I am mad at the world cuz of how unfair this shit is, but I ain’t doing that.

My life is already a waste anyways. Maybe if I feel extra evil I’ll put the niggers who made my life shit, but I’d probably want to go out with a peaceful death
 
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are you indian
 
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Also you niggers need to calm down telling me to go ER and shit:lul:

You realize after I kill myself they will most likely search my history and shit and find the messages I found on this forum. And they see you guys telling me to go ER:lul:
 
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Go ER lol
 
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Also you niggers need to calm down telling me to go ER and shit:lul:

You realize after I kill myself they will most likely search my history and shit and find the messages I found on this forum. And they see you guys telling me to go ER:lul:
I wouldnt care, id be proud if i motivated someone to go ER even if it may result in me being punished
 
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dont kys dont be dumb
 
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what would your parents think
I told them I was planning on roping and they told me “Nobody cares about ur life and I should just die”

It was probably out of rage and they thought I wasn’t being serious though, they aren’t bad people
 
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I told them I was planning on roping and they told me “Nobody cares about ur life and I should just die”

It was probably out of rage and they thought I wasn’t being serious though, they aren’t bad people
no way they said that
 
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what happened to you. are u physically sick? can u reply serious?
 
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omg quit bitching
 
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are u serious? did that happen recently?
Nah I meant like the reason for my rope isn’t that special like batman losing their parents I mean
 
THIS IS WHERE YOUR ESCORTMAXXXXING ARC START
 
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Go ER against the founder of Tinder. He deserved it he ruins life of many men and make female lives easier
 
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nooo dont kys your sonsexy
 
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im serious stfu for a moment dude dont listen to retards and get therapy. do you want to have a chance to get better, even while not being tall? a chance to grow taller in the future? get therapy
 
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After a long time of deep thinking, I’ve realized there isn’t a single way I can get out of this hole I’ve been in for two years.

I’ve just been coping and coping and coping the past two years and I think today I’m finally accepting it’s ovER. I’ve tried literally everything to improve my mental health and nothing has worked

I can’t believe I’ve barely ate past few days when it was my favorite thing to do, think I’ve literally lost all my appetite. And I’m actually a fucking nasty subhuman bro I remember I used to make fun of those suicidal niggers back then because they posted on the internet about being happy they brushed their teeth or sum shit, but I literally don’t have the motivation to do any of that shit anymore. Feels like idgaf because why does it matter when I’m going to die in a few months anyways?


That being said, I’m just gonna start selling everything I own to give it to my family after I CTB. Don’t even know why I still bother with getting good grades with school, but ig it’s a way to pass time till by time comes.

I got my credit card taken away, but I have a few pieces of cryptocurrency laying around in my wallet. Should be enough to buy this highly lethal drug and other meds to ctb.

Idk why I keep rambling about my schizo ass on this forum ngl:lul: I just feel like doing it ngl cuz I got no one else to talk too without them thinking I’m a psychopath.

But anyways in around a few months, most likely around June or hopefully earlier, I’ll make my final goodbye post. Currently I don’t see anyway that will save me from roping, but maybe therapy might change my mind. Still doubt it tho
LL my friend
 
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I feel you dawg, Im prolly gonna rope around June-Aug too. A really bad event fucked me up in August and now my brains fuckin destroyed ngl. Got this nice 700 ft bridge which is only like a 2 hr drive for me, esentially a 100% gaurantee of death and kinda thrilling too for a last moment. It's funny cuz right before the "event" happened I was happy for probably the first time in years.
 
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im serious stfu for a moment dude dont listen to retards and get therapy. do you want to have a chance to get better, even while not being tall? a chance to grow taller in the future? get therapy
The two worst possible places to ask for help are .org and Reddit JFL
 
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reddit is good
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Bunch of low IQed apes and old farts

JFL if you're using it for anything else other than porn
 
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I feel you dawg, Im prolly gonna rope around June-Aug too. A really bad event fucked me up in August and now my brains fuckin destroyed ngl. Got this nice 700 ft bridge which is only like a 2 hr drive for me, esentially a 100% gaurantee of death and kinda thrilling too for a last moment. It's funny cuz right before the "event" happened I was happy for probably the first time in years.
Go skydiving 🪂 or go on a rollercoaster 🎢 before you do it. If you don’t enjoy those experiences and are terrified then you will regret it
 
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Also you niggers need to calm down telling me to go ER and shit:lul:

You realize after I kill myself they will most likely search my history and shit and find the messages I found on this forum. And they see you guys telling me to go ER:lul:
Just create post saying why you go to ER:feelsuhh:
 
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Go skydiving 🪂 or go on a rollercoaster 🎢 before you do it. If you don’t enjoy those experiences and are terrified then you will regret it
I love rollercoasters Ill prob go skydiving too yea gaurantee ill like it
 
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Who is behind these bots their account is always active
Reddit is genuinely the worst place EVER to ask for ANY advice

Especially medical


Also their shitty dad jokes, bunch of old farts with the worst humor
 
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I feel you dawg, Im prolly gonna rope around June-Aug too. A really bad event fucked me up in August and now my brains fuckin destroyed ngl. Got this nice 700 ft bridge which is only like a 2 hr drive for me, esentially a 100% gaurantee of death and kinda thrilling too for a last moment. It's funny cuz right before the "event" happened I was happy for probably the first time in years.
Damn I’m sorry for that man.

Also I don’t know if a bridge is the best option man because one there’s gonna be a shit ton of security because of increasing suicides trust me man I considered it an option but it wasn’t viable

And you’re gonna have to beat your natural survival instincts which is a lot harder than you think. Your brain physically stops you
 
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Damn I’m sorry for that man.

Also I don’t know if a bridge is the best option man because one there’s gonna be a shit ton of security because of increasing suicides trust me man I considered it an option but it wasn’t viable

And you’re gonna have to beat your natural survival instincts which is a lot harder than you think. Your brain physically stops you
At least try drugs before doing it there are so many interesting drugs

You can try all of them it wont matter if you really want to kys

Start with lsd, dmt, mushrooms, weed then do meth, cocaine

Do every drug you can think of and then if you still want to kys do it

taking drugs to cope is good imo
 
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At least try drugs before doing it there are so many interesting drugs

You can try all of them it wont matter if you really want to kys

Start with lsd, dmt, mushrooms, weed then do meth, cocaine

Do every drug you can think of and then if you still want to kys do it

taking drugs to cope is good imo
Fuck drugs

I fucking hate temporary relief
 
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After a long time of deep thinking, I’ve realized there isn’t a single way I can get out of this hole I’ve been in for two years.

I’ve just been coping and coping and coping the past two years and I think today I’m finally accepting it’s ovER. I’ve tried literally everything to improve my mental health and nothing has worked

I can’t believe I’ve barely ate past few days when it was my favorite thing to do, think I’ve literally lost all my appetite. And I’m actually a fucking nasty subhuman bro I remember I used to make fun of those suicidal niggers back then because they posted on the internet about being happy they brushed their teeth or sum shit, but I literally don’t have the motivation to do any of that shit anymore. Feels like idgaf because why does it matter when I’m going to die in a few months anyways?


That being said, I’m just gonna start selling everything I own to give it to my family after I CTB. Don’t even know why I still bother with getting good grades with school, but ig it’s a way to pass time till by time comes.

I got my credit card taken away, but I have a few pieces of cryptocurrency laying around in my wallet. Should be enough to buy this highly lethal drug and other meds to ctb.

Idk why I keep rambling about my schizo ass on this forum ngl:lul: I just feel like doing it ngl cuz I got no one else to talk too without them thinking I’m a psychopath.

But anyways in around a few months, most likely around June or hopefully earlier, I’ll make my final goodbye post. Currently I don’t see anyway that will save me from roping, but maybe therapy might change my mind. Still doubt it tho
Can i have tour old stuff and money?
 
I feel you dawg, Im prolly gonna rope around June-Aug too. A really bad event fucked me up in August and now my brains fuckin destroyed ngl. Got this nice 700 ft bridge which is only like a 2 hr drive for me, esentially a 100% gaurantee of death and kinda thrilling too for a last moment. It's funny cuz right before the "event" happened I was happy for probably the first time in years.
Can you guys stream it on vc? And send me your money and old stuff?
 
I feel you dawg, Im prolly gonna rope around June-Aug too. A really bad event fucked me up in August and now my brains fuckin destroyed ngl. Got this nice 700 ft bridge which is only like a 2 hr drive for me, esentially a 100% gaurantee of death and kinda thrilling too for a last moment. It's funny cuz right before the "event" happened I was happy for probably the first time in years.
what happened
 
At least you are not using this site to humblebrag about a low effort 3-word text you got from some obese 3/10 abomination
 
After a long time of deep thinking, I’ve realized there isn’t a single way I can get out of this hole I’ve been in for two years.

I’ve just been coping and coping and coping the past two years and I think today I’m finally accepting it’s ovER. I’ve tried literally everything to improve my mental health and nothing has worked

I can’t believe I’ve barely ate past few days when it was my favorite thing to do, think I’ve literally lost all my appetite. And I’m actually a fucking nasty subhuman bro I remember I used to make fun of those suicidal niggers back then because they posted on the internet about being happy they brushed their teeth or sum shit, but I literally don’t have the motivation to do any of that shit anymore. Feels like idgaf because why does it matter when I’m going to die in a few months anyways?


That being said, I’m just gonna start selling everything I own to give it to my family after I CTB. Don’t even know why I still bother with getting good grades with school, but ig it’s a way to pass time till by time comes.

I got my credit card taken away, but I have a few pieces of cryptocurrency laying around in my wallet. Should be enough to buy this highly lethal drug and other meds to ctb.

Idk why I keep rambling about my schizo ass on this forum ngl:lul: I just feel like doing it ngl cuz I got no one else to talk too without them thinking I’m a psychopath.

But anyways in around a few months, most likely around June or hopefully earlier, I’ll make my final goodbye post. Currently I don’t see anyway that will save me from roping, but maybe therapy might change my mind. Still doubt it tho
Brutal
 
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That’s good, we worthless subhumans that our retarded parents reproduced should just fucking rope. I will rope soon as well as I made a post about it, Worthless subhumans like us who have no reason to live in this world should have never been born. I didn’t ask to be born in this pathetic planet I hate living in.
 
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