My life is over.

[MoggerGaston]

-27yo with no degree, relevant experience, skills. But have 100k in student loan debt.
-Severe mental illness due to past trauma. Unable to socialize, unable to form bonds or relationships.
-Clinically depressed. Often no energy whatsoever to do anything usefull on a day. Get 0 joy out of life no matter what I do.
-No family. No friends. Nothing.
-Normie-tier looks with no potential for significant improvement.

There's no way to grind yourself out of a hole like this. It's beyond over for me.

I will delete my account on this forum and then delete my IRL life too.

 

[thereallegend]

time for you to wagemaxx 40hrs/wk

maybe move to an easier location too

 

[fras]

Still mogs most men on this planet tbh

 

[KingBetaTut]

-27yo with no degree, relevant experience, skills. But have 100k in student loan debt.
-Severe mental illness due to past trauma. Unable to socialize, unable to form bonds or relationships.
-Clinically depressed. Often no energy whatsoever to do anything usefull on a day. Get 0 joy out of life no matter what I do.
-No family. No friends. Nothing.
-Normie-tier looks with no potential for significant improvement.

There's no way to grind yourself out of a hole like this. It's beyond over for me.

I will delete my account on this forum and then delete my IRL life too.

How do you have 6 figure student debt in a communist euro country??? Are you picking up other peoples slack?

 

[Prettyboy]

Did you use student loan to get money for your hair transplant?

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Take dark triad pill

 

[aBetterMii]

Are you opposed to asian wives? U have good pheno for SEAmaxxing

 

[MoggerGaston]

Also women find me utterly disgusting looking. I get so fucking mad whenever I see GL women because I will NEVER FUCKING HAVE THEM.

I hate this world so fucking much.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Are you opposed to asian wives? U have good pheno for SEAmaxxing

asian women are ugly

 

[MoggerGaston]

Still mogs most men on this planet tbh

even the biggest truecel loser mogs me in life quality and joy

 

[MoggerGaston]

time for you to wagemaxx 40hrs/wk

maybe move to an easier location too

time to kill myself

 

[aBetterMii]

asian women are ugly

koreans and japs can be hot

 

[MoggerGaston]

koreans and japs can be hot

the decent-looking ones ghost me

 

[fras]

even the biggest truecel loser mogs me in life quality and joy

Bro you heightmog and facemog most men on this planet. You’d have a harem in South America. At least give it a try

 

[MoggerGaston]

Bro you heightmog and facemog most men on this planet. You’d have a harem in South America. At least give it a try

Yeah im sure attractive young women in SA are looking for a normie-tier clinically depressed white guy with nothing going for him in his life.

Idk how ppl can cope this well. I lack the genes to cope with delusional thoughts like this

 

[aBetterMii]

Yeah im sure attractive young women in SA are looking for a normie-tier clinically depressed white guy with nothing going for him in his life.

Idk how ppl can cope this well. I lack the genes to cope with delusional thoughts like this

Just finish ur degrer and get half decent job and then you will have height looks and money for SA biddies

 

[Dystopian]

yeah when you are that point its over, 100k debt.. its a ton

condolences

 

[khvirgin]

the decent-looking ones ghost me

she didn't write anything after?

 

[MoggerGaston]

Just finish ur degrer and get half decent job and then you will have height looks and money for SA biddies

and you think dating some SA girls is randomly going to cure my depression and make my life worth living?

 

[MoggerGaston]

she didn't write anything after?

that's what ghosting means

 

[khvirgin]

that's what ghosting means

i know but sometimes they dont reply because they not that interested but they can still reply after a while if you text her something

 

[St.TikTokcel]

i know but sometimes they dont reply because they not that interested but they can still reply after a while if you text her something

Just wait for 4 weeks theory strikes again.

 

[Deleted member 21765]

-27yo with no degree, relevant experience, skills. But have 100k in student loan debt.
-Severe mental illness due to past trauma. Unable to socialize, unable to form bonds or relationships.
-Clinically depressed. Often no energy whatsoever to do anything usefull on a day. Get 0 joy out of life no matter what I do.
-No family. No friends. Nothing.
-Normie-tier looks with no potential for significant improvement.

There's no way to grind yourself out of a hole like this. It's beyond over for me.

I will delete my account on this forum and then delete my IRL life too.

there is always a way. I had chronic pain for 10 year, still finished a degree while being in severe pain, botched surgeries, never had a gf, clinical depressed for 2 years, 1.5 years of rehab. Now have a business that makes me 100k+ a year, get treatment abroad, probably need a couple more years to reach happiness. Mindset > everything else. You need to accept your fucked up past, leave it behind and try everything to get better from now on. Nobody will come and save you, you have to do it yourself.

 

[MoggerGaston]

i know but sometimes they dont reply because they not that interested but they can still reply after a while if you text her something

I am sure she will reply something if I sent her a question. But her silence is very telling that she's not interested in the way I look. So there's no point in continueing to socialize with her.

 

[MoggerGaston]

try everything to get better from now on.

This is what I have been doing for the past 7 years.

And my life only got progressively worse.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Forgot to mention I also have autism. One of the most brutal brain diseases there is.

 

[Deleted member 20652]

and you think dating some SA girls is randomly going to cure my depression and make my life worth living?

Yeah bro girls wouldnt change anything

//Thomas DOM

 

[Deleted member 20652]

Forgot to mention I also have autism. One of the most brutal brain diseases there is.

Actually diagnosed?

//Thomas DOM

 

[Solar]

why dont you just finish your degree?

it should be your number 1 priority

 

[Artbreeder Is Law]

But have 100k in student loan debt.

There is no fkn way I would seriously think about selling opium at this point,

 

[Clown Show]

Don't rope bro.

You must perserve through this hell.

You must moneymaxx and looksmaxx because your life depends on it, there is no other way.

And once you ascend, once you have your basic needs met, then you can focus on achieving peace of mind from this shitty existence.

 

[JovenCansao]

People gasligjting him to coe to LATAM jfl
Even I can tell your chances here would be higher but not by much

 

[MoggerGaston]

Actually diagnosed?

//Thomas DOM

Pretty much.
My therapist suspected it so I had an official test done by a psych. It came out unconclusive. Neither confirmed nor denied.

My therapist told me I most likely use my IQ to fraud the answers, but that it doesn't come natural to me like non-autistic people. He always said it was hard to conclude from the results that I had autism, because I have clinical depression which can affect the way I feel/think and answer the questions.
He recommended to take a new autism-test once I am no longer depressed. (Which will never be the case)

 

[BoneDensity]

-27yo with no degree, relevant experience, skills. But have 100k in student loan debt.

That's already enough to end a man. I have no idea how you manage to cope at this point.

 

[MoggerGaston]

why dont you just finish your degree?

it should be your number 1 priority

And then what?

All a degree would give me is a way to get a slightly better paid wageslave 40hour/week job. It wouldn't change my life in any positive way at this point.

 

[MoggerGaston]

That's already enough to end a man. I have no idea how you manage to cope at this point.

No that's not true.

JFL if u think i would care about meaningless student debt if I had friends, a girlfriend, things I loved to do and actually enjoyed life. But I can't get those things either.

Money is over-rated

 

[MoggerGaston]

Don't rope bro.

You must perserve through this hell.

You must moneymaxx and looksmaxx because your life depends on it, there is no other way.

And once you ascend, once you have your basic needs met, then you can focus on achieving peace of mind from this shitty existence.

There's no moneymax or looksmax ascension possible that is big enough to get me out of this hole.

I almost was a millionaire a couple years ago and it did nothing for me.
Same with going from truecel subhuman to normie in looks. It did nothing for me.

What's next: 'Oh just become billionaire bro. Just become chad bro."

no

 

[MoggerChad]

What's your job

 

[TITUS]

Forgot to mention I also have autism. One of the most brutal brain diseases there is.

Are you diagnosed by a psychologist?

 

[MoggerGaston]

Are you diagnosed by a psychologist?

Pretty much.
My therapist suspected it so I had an official test done by a psychiatrist. It came out unconclusive. Neither confirmed nor denied.

My therapist told me I most likely use my IQ to fraud the answers, but that it doesn't come natural to me like non-autistic people. He always said it was hard to conclude from the results that I had autism, because I have clinical depression which can affect the way I feel/think and answer the questions.
He recommended to take a new autism-test once I am no longer depressed. (Which will never be the case)

 

[Tusseleif]

Forgot to mention I also have autism. One of the most brutal brain diseases there is.

That’s brutal as fuck, autism makes life hell

 

[MoggerGaston]

What's your job

IRL customer interaction at a large dutch firm.

It's decent-pay but a dead-end and boring asf. Meaningless shit. I work just enough hours to not end up on the streets and will never work more than that absolute bare minimum there

 

[MoggerChad]

IRL customer interaction at a large dutch firm.

It's decent-pay but a dead-end and boring asf. Meaningless shit. I work just enough hours to not end up on the streets and will never work more than that absolute bare minimum there

Like a cashier or something?

 

[MoggerGaston]

Like a cashier or something?

nigga i legit said decent-pay and customer interaction. its not grocery store bs. I needed 2 months of full-time training for the job

ur just trying to dox me or some shit. fuck off retard

 

[BoneDensity]

Money is over-rated

Money is everything, it can fix almost any problem in the world apart from lost time and fringe health conditions.

 

[Artemis]

Are you opposed to asian wives? U have good pheno for SEAmaxxing

Yeah, WHITE pheno lol

 

[MoggerChad]

nigga i legit said decent-pay and customer interaction

ur just trying to dox me or some shit. fuck off retard

Sorry bro

 

[MoggerGaston]

Money is everything, it can fix almost any problem in the world apart from lost time and fringe health conditions.

How does money fix mental health?


Checkmate.

 

[RecessedChinCel]

DNR

@MoggerGaston is 8 inches deep (BWC) in your stacylite oneitis while he rots aloneside you in offtopic.

looksmax.org

 

[MoggerGaston]

Yeah, WHITE pheno lol

im slav, not white. There's no JBW for me anyways. Proof: The asian girl that ghosted me and so many others.

If I was white and didn't get treated like a slav subhuman throughout my life I would've never even been on this forum.