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Mistral
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There is something wrong with me genetically. I hate that i look like shit
Why couldn't i just look normal and masculine so i would just live normal life lifestyle as possible, go to adventures, live in a car, flirt with girls without it looking awkward and weird, etc...
Dude i swear looks is the only thing that stops me from living life.
Bro i hate having this shitty betabuxer low T low sex appeal phenotype. I am not even smart to be truly good at something. So what the fuck should i do? I see no other option other than going against rules of this society and kill, steal, murder from privileged people.
Why? Because I don't wanna be 40y.o. incel warehouse worker while everyone else has/had great time in their youth around me
But obviously i will do it gently, i will kill them(if i need to) very fast and that's it. I am not a guy who enjoys torturing someone
I am not evil incel doomer(genuinely evil people), but i am tired of being a nice high inhib guy who will never get anywhere in this life because i look too incompetent facially. I spent my youth playing LoL and dota2 and watching streams, and honestly it was a great time because everyone had the same starting point here, it was fair; and I won't be judged in game based off my face. I was top 20 players eu in dota at 19, went to international and got the last place. That's my only achievement here. At that time i became totally mute irl and kept playing dota, winning small tournaments. It was an escape from my shitty irl life and honestly a great time overall.
But now at 23 i became a total high inhib cuck irl who can't even talk and have nothing to say because i spent my youth in my fucking room. And i am still unattractive as fuck
I wish i had a fucking normal masculine face (I don't ask for chad looks, i know it's retarded to think about it this way) but like stallone or wahlberg MTN type would be enough
You will never see my face on this site again. Maybe you will see me in news when i ER on normies who go to festivals and enjoying their lives to the fullest

Why couldn't i just look normal and masculine so i would just live normal life lifestyle as possible, go to adventures, live in a car, flirt with girls without it looking awkward and weird, etc...
Dude i swear looks is the only thing that stops me from living life.
Bro i hate having this shitty betabuxer low T low sex appeal phenotype. I am not even smart to be truly good at something. So what the fuck should i do? I see no other option other than going against rules of this society and kill, steal, murder from privileged people.
Why? Because I don't wanna be 40y.o. incel warehouse worker while everyone else has/had great time in their youth around me
But obviously i will do it gently, i will kill them(if i need to) very fast and that's it. I am not a guy who enjoys torturing someone
I am not evil incel doomer(genuinely evil people), but i am tired of being a nice high inhib guy who will never get anywhere in this life because i look too incompetent facially. I spent my youth playing LoL and dota2 and watching streams, and honestly it was a great time because everyone had the same starting point here, it was fair; and I won't be judged in game based off my face. I was top 20 players eu in dota at 19, went to international and got the last place. That's my only achievement here. At that time i became totally mute irl and kept playing dota, winning small tournaments. It was an escape from my shitty irl life and honestly a great time overall.
But now at 23 i became a total high inhib cuck irl who can't even talk and have nothing to say because i spent my youth in my fucking room. And i am still unattractive as fuck
I wish i had a fucking normal masculine face (I don't ask for chad looks, i know it's retarded to think about it this way) but like stallone or wahlberg MTN type would be enough
You will never see my face on this site again. Maybe you will see me in news when i ER on normies who go to festivals and enjoying their lives to the fullest