Chad69
Chad1212 - heroin connoisseur
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Inb4 stfu drugie,hear me out
For the past 17 nearly 18 years I spent my life living in enviness...I always admired kids who were good at sports because I always sucked at them
I always admired cool kids in my middle school classes talking to everyone in the halls especially girls meanwhile I was short ugly boy that nobody even know existed
High school was hell,raging hormones since 5th grade followed me to high school and I was just getting rejected left and right to the point where I stopped counting my rejections...its above 100+
I always hoped and kept dreaming that somehow something in the furure will change....but now reaching 18 it didnt...
Once I went to the club with my chadlite friend in the hope of something,got rejected by everyone except some drunk whore begging me to buy her a drink but I ignored her
I suck at everything...I suck at videogames,I suck at every single sport,I cannot build muscles,I tried everything outhere and there is no single thing that Im good at.....not even fucking gardening...FUCK IT...I DONT EVEN HAVE FRIENDS NOR DID I EVER HAD A TRUE FRIEND
My life is utter shit,Im so desperate to get a girl....not for sex but just for some emotional conection
I do drugs because thats the only way I can feel love,confidence or perhaps like myself
Only reason I keep pushing good in school is to move out of my ass country to get a job somewhere else...probably UK...just so that I can live in a small one person apartment doing better drugs...counting my days knowing what of a failuire Im....knowing that I will die alone
For the past 17 nearly 18 years I spent my life living in enviness...I always admired kids who were good at sports because I always sucked at them
I always admired cool kids in my middle school classes talking to everyone in the halls especially girls meanwhile I was short ugly boy that nobody even know existed
High school was hell,raging hormones since 5th grade followed me to high school and I was just getting rejected left and right to the point where I stopped counting my rejections...its above 100+
I always hoped and kept dreaming that somehow something in the furure will change....but now reaching 18 it didnt...
Once I went to the club with my chadlite friend in the hope of something,got rejected by everyone except some drunk whore begging me to buy her a drink but I ignored her
I suck at everything...I suck at videogames,I suck at every single sport,I cannot build muscles,I tried everything outhere and there is no single thing that Im good at.....not even fucking gardening...FUCK IT...I DONT EVEN HAVE FRIENDS NOR DID I EVER HAD A TRUE FRIEND
My life is utter shit,Im so desperate to get a girl....not for sex but just for some emotional conection
I do drugs because thats the only way I can feel love,confidence or perhaps like myself
Only reason I keep pushing good in school is to move out of my ass country to get a job somewhere else...probably UK...just so that I can live in a small one person apartment doing better drugs...counting my days knowing what of a failuire Im....knowing that I will die alone

