My life is perfect on paper, and I want to kill myself.

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I wish this was larp. My life is so good on paper but I am miserable and just want my stupid, whore, cheating ex. Fuck god.

Stats:
6"3
White/Caucasian
Large Penis (7.7")
Family Networth $100M (dad sold company to Private Equity).
4 Houses (california, hamptons, etc.)
Job lined up after I graduate in investment banking. Total comp ~175k. Earned this myself, nobody helped me.
Go to a top party school in the country. In a fraternity.
Hold leadership positions in multiple clubs on campus.
Became a pilot last month jfl

Still can't find love or happiness. Still haven't taken a girl home from the bar same night and fucked her in 4 years at college.

"Lifemax" is cope. I'm already at the top in everything besides looks and nothing changes. They will still leave you for the next guy who is better looking despite any manipulation, games, or methods you pull on them to get them around you. They can sniff us out like dogs.
 
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get a bag and 3-4 hookers life will be worth living again
 
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I wish this was larp. My life is so good on paper but I am miserable and just want my stupid, whore, cheating ex. Fuck god.

Stats:
6"3
White/Caucasian
Large Penis (7.7")
Family Networth $100M (dad sold company to Private Equity).
4 Houses (california, hamptons, etc.)
Job lined up after I graduate in investment banking. Total comp ~175k. Earned this myself, nobody helped me.
Go to a top party school in the country. In a fraternity.
Hold leadership positions in multiple clubs on campus.
Became a pilot last month jfl

Still can't find love or happiness. Still haven't taken a girl home from the bar same night and fucked her in 4 years at college.

"Lifemax" is cope. I'm already at the top in everything besides looks and nothing changes. They will still leave you for the next guy who is better looking despite any manipulation, games, or methods you pull on them to get them around you. They can sniff us out like dogs.
nigga tryna fit in
 
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i can be your boylfriend
 
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get a bag and 3-4 hookers life will be worth living again

Coke just fucked me up worse. My dopamine receptors are so downregulated. Did a bunch of bag on new years, probably why im so depressed last few days.
 
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I wish this was larp. My life is so good on paper but I am miserable and just want my stupid, whore, cheating ex. Fuck god.

Stats:
6"3
White/Caucasian
Large Penis (7.7")
Family Networth $100M (dad sold company to Private Equity).
4 Houses (california, hamptons, etc.)
Job lined up after I graduate in investment banking. Total comp ~175k. Earned this myself, nobody helped me.
Go to a top party school in the country. In a fraternity.
Hold leadership positions in multiple clubs on campus.
Became a pilot last month jfl

Still can't find love or happiness. Still haven't taken a girl home from the bar same night and fucked her in 4 years at college.

"Lifemax" is cope. I'm already at the top in everything besides looks and nothing changes. They will still leave you for the next guy who is better looking despite any manipulation, games, or methods you pull on them to get them around you. They can sniff us out like dogs.
Lol same I'm in a frat and born from a wealthy father and have lost every girlfriend I've ever had and have given up on hopes of a family really just working for no reason now
 
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I wish this was larp. My life is so good on paper but I am miserable and just want my stupid, whore, cheating ex. Fuck god.

Stats:
6"3
White/Caucasian
Large Penis (7.7")
Family Networth $100M (dad sold company to Private Equity).
4 Houses (california, hamptons, etc.)
Job lined up after I graduate in investment banking. Total comp ~175k. Earned this myself, nobody helped me.
Go to a top party school in the country. In a fraternity.
Hold leadership positions in multiple clubs on campus.
Became a pilot last month jfl

Still can't find love or happiness. Still haven't taken a girl home from the bar same night and fucked her in 4 years at college.

"Lifemax" is cope. I'm already at the top in everything besides looks and nothing changes. They will still leave you for the next guy who is better looking despite any manipulation, games, or methods you pull on them to get them around you. They can sniff us out like dogs.
WOW SAME MY ALL THREE MY EXS CHEATED 😭😭
 
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WOW SAME MY ALL THREE MY EXS CHEATED 😭😭
My most recent ex never cheated AFAIK but most likely did. She just would bring other dudes into the relationship constantly and try and gaslight me. She was htb and I am like mtn/ltn. Haven't fucked a new girl since I dumped her and it's fucking with my head. I literally lost the ability to talk to a girl and develop feelings because she fucked me up so bad and I can't downgrade due to my self-respect backed up by low self-esteem.

I used to be such a confident person. Fuck man
 
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Well you did great so far, with that many stuff lined up you can build on your happiness now no problem.

look for what is missing, be honest with yourself, what you said here is just status simbols, not anything meaningfull for life

having a perfect instagram doesn't mean you have a good life, just that you have a lot of good status simbols

dicklet incel is having the time of his life in the basement playing dungeon and dragons with his friends where he can be himself hate on women niggers and jews without a worry in the world and then he fap alone in his bedroom and sleep like a kid.

life is about the inside not your status
 
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My most recent ex never cheated AFAIK but most likely did. She just would bring other dudes into the relationship constantly and try and gaslight me. She was htb and I am like mtn/ltn. Haven't fucked a new girl since I dumped her and it's fucking with my head. I literally lost the ability to talk to a girl and develop feelings because she fucked me up so bad and I can't downgrade due to my self-respect backed up by low self-esteem.

I used to be such a confident person. Fuck man
Same I like being single but sometimes I want to cry my main hobby is watching TV now and I eat for dopamine just like a foid at least not drugs anymore or drinking everyday
 
Well you did great so far, with that many stuff lined up you can build on your happiness now no problem.

look for what is missing, be honest with yourself, what you said here is just status simbols, not anything meaningfull for life

having a perfect instagram doesn't mean you have a good life, just that you have a lot of good status simbols

dicklet incel is having the time of his life in the basement playing dungeon and dragons with his friends where he can be himself hate on women niggers and jews without a worry in the world and then he fap alone in his bedroom and sleep like a kid.

life is about the inside not your status

I am most likely a narcissist, or autistic on some level, with deep seated insecurities from my formative years of sitting alone at lunch or walking aimlessly around the halls to not look like a loser. I struggle to develop deep relationships and frankly am a terrible person. I forget close and immediate family members birthdays. I don't text people on holidays. I don't build relationships or network well unless I have a gun to my head to do it or I will be a failure (investment banking networking). I have no regard for anything around me unless it is what I am maniacally obsessed about in that exact moment. I snap easily at family. I don't call my parents unless I need something, ever, unless I am on substances. I don't keep my room clean. I am a terrible roommate. I am not disciplined in any aspect of my life and I am wasting all my potential, and I feel trapped.

At the same time I am terrified of being alone.

Feel free to DNR me. Sorry. Your message was helpful in a lot of ways though.
 
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I wish this was larp. My life is so good on paper but I am miserable and just want my stupid, whore, cheating ex. Fuck god.

Stats:
6"3
White/Caucasian
Large Penis (7.7")
Family Networth $100M (dad sold company to Private Equity).
4 Houses (california, hamptons, etc.)
Job lined up after I graduate in investment banking. Total comp ~175k. Earned this myself, nobody helped me.
Go to a top party school in the country. In a fraternity.
Hold leadership positions in multiple clubs on campus.
Became a pilot last month jfl

Still can't find love or happiness. Still haven't taken a girl home from the bar same night and fucked her in 4 years at college.

"Lifemax" is cope. I'm already at the top in everything besides looks and nothing changes. They will still leave you for the next guy who is better looking despite any manipulation, games, or methods you pull on them to get them around you. They can sniff us out like dogs.
Same, family is wealthy but not that much as yours. Face is the most important
 
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100 million dollars holy shit bro you got all of this why tf are you worried about girls
 
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stop with these sob stories ngas would kill to be you
 
100 million dollars holy shit bro you got all of this why tf are you worried about girls

Money does not make you happy, and it especially doesn't when you didn't earn any of it yourself.
 
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Money does not make you happy, and it especially doesn't when you didn't earn any of it yourself.
you are right don’t get me wrong but the reason why it’s a surprise is because you have a much higher advantage of succeeding then any of us, like you have the picture perfect life that gives you so many opportunities other people don’t, if your goal is to pull girls then all you really have to do is find the problems in why you can’t pull and look into it a lot, then fix the problems relying on your opportunity
 
I am most likely a narcissist, or autistic on some level, with deep seated insecurities from my formative years of sitting alone at lunch or walking aimlessly around the halls to not look like a loser. I struggle to develop deep relationships and frankly am a terrible person. I forget close and immediate family members birthdays. I don't text people on holidays. I don't build relationships or network well unless I have a gun to my head to do it or I will be a failure (investment banking networking). I have no regard for anything around me unless it is what I am maniacally obsessed about in that exact moment. I snap easily at family. I don't call my parents unless I need something, ever, unless I am on substances. I don't keep my room clean. I am a terrible roommate. I am not disciplined in any aspect of my life and I am wasting all my potential, and I feel trapped.

At the same time I am terrified of being alone.

Feel free to DNR me. Sorry. Your message was helpful in a lot of ways though.
if you think you're a scumbag and that bothers you just be nice, practice good, go help out a friend or a family member, not with money but with your labor or time

if you fear being alone just go actively look for friends, I did that and it worked wonders for me.

be yourself, at least this will give you peace of mind, speak your mind, find people with the same mind as you

about relationships sadly there is no amount of money or looks that will hold it together, avoid it like the plage cause 100% of women are trash, it is not a matter of personal performance, it is just a rigged game, even the best player of the world will lose if you rigged his game.
 
Larpus maximus or else you must be seriously fucking hideous for a foid to cheat on you with an 8 inch dick
 
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I wish this was larp. My life is so good on paper but I am miserable and just want my stupid, whore, cheating ex. Fuck god.

Stats:
6"3
White/Caucasian
Large Penis (7.7")
Family Networth $100M (dad sold company to Private Equity).
4 Houses (california, hamptons, etc.)
Job lined up after I graduate in investment banking. Total comp ~175k. Earned this myself, nobody helped me.
Go to a top party school in the country. In a fraternity.
Hold leadership positions in multiple clubs on campus.
Became a pilot last month jfl

Still can't find love or happiness. Still haven't taken a girl home from the bar same night and fucked her in 4 years at college.

"Lifemax" is cope. I'm already at the top in everything besides looks and nothing changes. They will still leave you for the next guy who is better looking despite any manipulation, games, or methods you pull on them to get them around you. They can sniff us out like dogs.
me irritates the fuck outta me
you have everything going for you except a foid:lul:
youll be fine bro
 
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