my life is so fuckin weird man

[darkness97]

just finished a long night of drinkin that i promised myself not to do. it's just over man. im just not it man. i will never be it. i had some lucky chances before but i let it all slide thinking on better days with more confidence.

i will never have confidence. i will always never be enough and i will suffer for all eternity because of the cards ive been dealt. it's alll over man. fuck this lfie and fuck everything man. it really never began and i was too delsional to realize it. i'm not a contender, i'm just a bench warmer really.

 

[Deleted member 74849]

just finished a long night of drinkin that i promised myself not to do. it's just over man. im just not it man. i will never be it. i had some lucky chances before but i let it all slide thinking on better days with more confidence.

i will never have confidence. i will always never be enough and i will suffer for all eternity because of the cards ive been dealt. it's alll over man. fuck this lfie and fuck everything man. it really never began and i was too delsional to realize it. i'm not a contender, i'm just a bench warmer really.

I feel the same way lately. Only it's been a bit better for me. I'm the player from the bench who comes in scores a double that wins the team, starts the next one and scores. Then he has an injury, thinks he's coming back, comes back but never scores again. And he sees the others from the stands.