My life is so shit that I get too cheerful sometimes to the point it’s offputting

[Prøphet]

I’m so isolated that if I talk to someone or go out I get so excited it’s hard to contain and it creeps people out

Such a Truecel abused dog trait

 

[Prøphet]

Dnr

 

[GenZ]

I remember you prophet, what exactly happened in your childhood? You can PM me and we can chat if you're not comfy posting here

 

[Prøphet]

I remember you prophet, what exactly happened in your childhood? You can PM me and we can chat if you're not comfy posting here

wdym exactly

I just had a shit childhood overall, always been subhuman, deformed, treated like dirt and exiled because of my face and nd status

 

[GenZ]

wdym exactly

I just had a shit childhood overall, always been subhuman, deformed, treated like dirt and exiled because of my face and nd status

Teachers hated you too?

 

[Prøphet]

Teachers hated you too?

Not really they kind of took pity it was mostly the other kids

 

[tansel]

wdym exactly

I just had a shit childhood overall, always been subhuman, deformed, treated like dirt and exiled because of my face and nd status

i’m sorry man

 

[GenZ]

Not really they kind of took pity it was mostly the other kids

But was being exiled so bad? I was exiled socially too up until recently and I realized just how little I need people. You have definitely developed cognitively a lot just by virtue of not having anyone to rely on right?

 

[Prøphet]

i’m sorry man

Don’t pity me I’m just getting it off my chest

 

[Prøphet]

But was being exiled so bad? I was exiled socially too up until recently and I realized just how little I need people. You have definitely developed cognitively a lot just by virtue of not having anyone to rely on right?

I actually have been thinking a lot about it

I don’t think life / happiness / experience is as quantifiable as I used to think

The pain got in the way of my will but then my will changed a bit

I regret that it happened yet at the same time I dont

 

[TheEndMogger]

brutally over for all the humans

 

[GenZ]

I actually have been thinking a lot about it

I don’t think life / happiness / experience is as quantifiable as I used to think

The pain got in the way of my will but then my will changed a bit

I regret that it happened yet at the same time I dont

That's a normal neural reformation, your brain just couldn't get its serotonin and dopamine where biologically it would expect to so it hotwired itself to get it from other places. Not bad, not good, just normal.

My biggest regret is not being able to change how my brain operated when I was young enough. I'd get fucked over by the same people over and over again and I'd forgive them just to get fucked over again.

What do you mean about happiness not being exactly quantifiable? I'm asking because I think in terms of neurotransmitters so philosophical things have a bit of "language" barrier for me

 

[Prøphet]

That's a normal neural reformation, your brain just couldn't get its serotonin and dopamine where biologically it would expect to so it hotwired itself to get it from other places. Not bad, not good, just normal.

My biggest regret is not being able to change how my brain operated when I was young enough. I'd get fucked over by the same people over and over again and I'd forgive them just to get fucked over again.

What do you mean about happiness not being exactly quantifiable? I'm asking because I think in terms of neurotransmitters so philosophical things have a bit of "language" barrier for me

I guess I see the experience of happiness as so subjective, it’s a little silly that we’re so dead set on comparing something so ethereal and personal. And it seems to be something so fleeting, yet we’re so quick and instinctual to assign it as the meaning of life. 2 people could take a tablet that raises their dopamine to the same level, one may come out with a completely different experience / meaning / growth. I think there is something higher than happiness that man is striving for. But it can’t exactly be described in language. And none of this negates the sting and regret when one misses out on it. Which again will vary.

 

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if I talk to someone or go out I get so excited it’s hard to contain

 

[Prøphet]

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[xevuxia]

Dnr

Dnr

 

[Prøphet]

Dnr

I expected better from another 2024cel

 

[xevuxia]

I expected better from another 2024cel

 

[GenZ]

I guess I see the experience of happiness as so subjective, it’s a little silly that we’re so dead set on comparing something so ethereal and personal. And it seems to be something so fleeting, yet we’re so quick and instinctual to assign it as the meaning of life. 2 people could take a tablet that raises their dopamine to the same level, one may come out with a completely different experience / meaning / growth. I think there is something higher than happiness that man is striving for. But it can’t exactly be described in language. And none of this negates the sting when one misses out on it.

Men have been castrated, honestly it's us that are carrying the torch right now. Looksmaxing is not just about looks in my opinion, at least not anymore. Literally we're the generation that will reset the suffering cycle.