mouthbreatheraf
mentally ill loner
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- May 4, 2019
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My life is so shitty. It all started with my mouth breathing. I was a really handsome boy when I was a little kid. When I looked at my souvenir photos, I saw that my eye area, my cheekbones and my jaw were superb. Everything about me was so cool. Then suddenly the nasal polyp came out and fucked my life. During high school and mid school, I kept breathing from my mouth. I knew something was wrong because I didn't feel as vigorous as before. Tired eyes, fatigue, crooked teeth, zero chin. And when I realized I had nasal polyps in my nose, I was 18! I don't know how my stupid family didn't realize until now and let me became an incel fuck. That's why I will always hate them.There is also a wound in my arm which makes me self conscious and not to wear short sleeve shirts. I seriously don't know what the fuck am I gonna do. Seriously, I'm way more ugly than any of those looksmax users who complain of their external appearance. My face is a legitshow. Even mewing can't fix this shit. Fml. Suicide seems to be the only remedy for me. I can't afford surgery. I'm not rich and can't even afford it with the minimum wage. The fact that such a small problem ruined my life makes me sick and wanna commit suicide. I'm still 18 and I fucking hate living like this.