MY LIFE (Mentally issue because of BLACKPILL ) PLS READ IT

[Chimical_Crown]

I here to talk about something that really hurt me last few month . But now i finnaly accept .
IM 18 years old and some months .A FEW month ago i was litterally obsessed by my height i was 175cm ( exactly 176.2 in the morning and 174.5 in the Night) and i consider my self an LTN bc i have a fucked up noise and eyes area and broken thoot.
So after a month or 2 of being crazy about this i have started to eat more and have a good sleep go to gym it was a hard softmaxing . But after a month of not seing the difference I've done an Grow Plate X-RAY ( That was the most terrible thing ive done)

I was devasted bc my plate was Closed , After this tragedy i was completly fucked Up mentally and physiclly , Litterally and i DONT JOKE every time someone past next to me ive used to compare to my height and face card that was a VIRUS A DISEASE .
I cry a lot i was mentally instable bc i knew I will be faking be fucked in this societie all my life .
SO i start not to sleep bc i dont see the interest in these if i cant grow and this impacted my facial card and my life go fucked more.
I was scary to talk to people , if someone dont engage the conversation i will never talk to someone .


SOME MONTH LATER: now i finnaly accept my height wonder if i cant grow some millimiters but you knowi dont care , AND YOU WILL SAY TOME WHY ?

I discovred a thing that changed my life , ( THIS SOCIETY is rooted at the level max ) Looks is 100% litterally everythings in ALL ASPECT OF LIFE

Now IM HAPPY BC EVERY TIME I WAKE UP AND SEE MY SELF IN A MIRROR I DONT SAY WHY I DIDNT GROW JUST I INSULT MY SELF BC I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE MY SELF FUCK ME FUCK ME FUCK MY SELF HAHAHAHAHHAHAH

ITS REALLY PEACFULL AND CALMING WHEN I HATE MY SELF EVERYDAY WHEN I SAW A MIRROR LITERALLY EVERYTIME , EVERY FUCKING THING IN MY SELF DISGUST ME .

NOW IM HAPPY BC IM ROOTED BUT WHO CARE IN THIS SOCIETY WHO IS FULL OF OTHER ROTTEN PEOPLE .

But im not dumb GUYS ? you know IVE PLANNED A FULLY PROGRAM HAHAHAHAHHAHAH THIS SUMMER TO ASCEND .

I WILL FINALLY ASCEND THIS SUMMER WITH A PROGRAM OF HARDMAXING AND SURGEY I WILL BE A HMTN OR LTN IF ITS WORK.

WHAT A BEAUTIFULL LIFE NO ?





GUYS IF I HAVE ONE THING TO SAY TO YOU AND NEED TO KNOW IS BLACK PILL IS REAL

 

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I here to talk about something that really hurt me last few month . But now i finnaly accept .
IM 18 years old and some months .A FEW month ago i was litterally obsessed by my height i was 175cm ( exactly 176.2 in the morning and 174.5 in the Night) and i consider my self an LTN bc i have a fucked up noise and eyes area and broken thoot.
So after a month or 2 of being crazy about this i have started to eat more and have a good sleep go to gym it was a hard softmaxing . But after a month of not seing the difference I've done an Grow Plate X-RAY ( That was the most terrible thing ive done)

I was devasted bc my plate was Closed , After this tragedy i was completly fucked Up mentally and physiclly , Litterally and i DONT JOKE every time someone past next to me ive used to compare to my height and face card that was a VIRUS A DISEASE .
I cry a lot i was mentally instable bc i knew I will be faking be fucked in this societie all my life .
SO i start not to sleep bc i dont see the interest in these if i cant grow and this impacted my facial card and my life go fucked more.
I was scary to talk to people , if someone dont engage the conversation i will never talk to someone .


SOME MONTH LATER: now i finnaly accept my height wonder if i cant grow some millimiters but you knowi dont care , AND YOU WILL SAY TOME WHY ?

I discovred a thing that changed my life , ( THIS SOCIETY is rooted at the level max ) Looks is 100% litterally everythings in ALL ASPECT OF LIFE

Now IM HAPPY BC EVERY TIME I WAKE UP AND SEE MY SELF IN A MIRROR I DONT SAY WHY I DIDNT GROW JUST I INSULT MY SELF BC I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE MY SELF FUCK ME FUCK ME FUCK MY SELF HAHAHAHAHHAHAH

ITS REALLY PEACFULL AND CALMING WHEN I HATE MY SELF EVERYDAY WHEN I SAW A MIRROR LITERALLY EVERYTIME , EVERY FUCKING THING IN MY SELF DISGUST ME .

NOW IM HAPPY BC IM ROOTED BUT WHO CARE IN THIS SOCIETY WHO IS FULL OF OTHER ROTTEN PEOPLE .

But im not dumb GUYS ? you know IVE PLANNED A FULLY PROGRAM HAHAHAHAHHAHAH THIS SUMMER TO ASCEND .

I WILL FINALLY ASCEND THIS SUMMER WITH A PROGRAM OF HARDMAXING AND SURGEY I WILL BE A HMTN OR LTN IF ITS WORK.

WHAT A BEAUTIFULL LIFE NO ?





GUYS IF I HAVE ONE THING TO SAY TO YOU AND NEED TO KNOW IS BLACK PILL IS REAL

deal with it not everyone can be a tall chad

 

[Dolorous]

 

[ETR]

At the very least you can show love to others in the same situation as you because you can truly sympathise with them. Take the kindness pill