My life

[zikzog]

After being betrayed many times. Not just in relationships. I'm lucky I haven't roped at this point. I have serious commitment issues and would probably end up making other people suffer even if I was in a relationship. I can have sex with average girls but it doesn't have any meaning to me. I have to vent my frustration on some goddamn forum because if I said anything to a psychiatrist they would outright refuse me any treatment. I would have been okay if my last relationship was any different. It might've changed me for the better, I could have learnt to love life and learn to trust people, but I can't anymore. Every time I even remotely open up to a woman about my issues they see me as weak and leave me. I thought my last relationship was different because she stayed with me even after I opened up, but that only lasted a month after that. Now I've become emotionally unavailable to everyone because I can't trust anybody.

 

[Deleted member 11748]

I will feel pity for you only if you look good

 

[zikzog]

I will feel pity for you only if you look good

Thanks brother.

 

[hennypapi]

After being betrayed many times. Not just in relationships. I'm lucky I haven't roped at this point. I have serious commitment issues and would probably end up making other people suffer even if I was in a relationship. I can have sex with average girls but it doesn't have any meaning to me. I have to vent my frustration on some goddamn forum because if I said anything to a psychiatrist they would outright refuse me any treatment. I would have been okay if my last relationship was any different. It might've changed me for the better, I could have learnt to love life and learn to trust people, but I can't anymore. Every time I even remotely open up to a woman about my issues they see me as weak and leave me. I thought my last relationship was different because she stayed with me even after I opened up, but that only lasted a month after that. Now I've become emotionally unavailable to everyone because I can't trust anybody.

if it makes u feel any better im always here to listen if u need