
deyus
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It never actually began. I was so naive thinking that change could be made because I had some hope of accessing to. Cl, I’m sure we have all had that one dream, ohh that’s like a black pilled cannon event. Anyway I had hope but. God it’s actually over my maxilla is done for. I once said there was peace within chaos and at this point the peace in my hell of life being a Ltn 5’5(actually 5’4.5 but I larp because I’m want to cope) ethnic. In this case the only peace was the 2022-2023 Chico and Jordan era. Cuss since then it’s all been so dark. I love and hate the Blackpill. It’s made me feel a variety of emotions and had given me a variety of experiences. Like if I ever rope because I couldnt cope hard enough I want to tell my story of being on shrooms and going to the gym. And then also looksmaxing while being on shroms and then writing this shi. So like I was saying imagine the hell of going to the gym on shroms because you wanted to go the place that feels like home to you and has been there since freshman year of high school when a H Htn in comparison to everyone else asked the girl, you were going to ask 3 days earlier. All because she had trigger a chemical reaction called “love” (bunch of bs. ) inside of you, prior to your freshman year. Keep In mind that you liked this girls 3 time im your lifetime, once in elementary school (looks didn’t matter, I genuinely feel for her actually personally ( I know right like if that shi was real
), but shi was genuine. And then you fell for her in the summer before high school because you had to work construction in 102 degree weather and the only shi that kept you alive was opening her snap. And she would send herself smiling and guess what your pathetic ass would open them and fall for them. So me unaware of the importance of looks, finds the corruged (I was pear pressure by my ”friends” all taller and better looking than me) to ask her out. Keep in mind I was her looksmatch that year. We were the same height but, face is law right? Tried to ask her out, ohhh but guess what because you weren’t the most handsome you got discarded. And couldn’t build your social skills. So backs to the plot, you didn’t have the confidence to ask her out, you had an opportunity but you were to pussy to it. So 3 days later you find out, a cl (compared to all the people in the school
) had asked her out and shi said yes “(he was 5’9 ish at 14 and has the topical blue eyes.) obviously this devastated right. So you go to the red pill and go to the gym to cope. And that’s why it’s your home because it helps your cope also I forgot to mention that this pretty foid went out to date my htn 6’2 best friend. And turn out she as a bop, but not for us. A 5’5’ ethnic Ltn
. Anyway there’s more to the story and I’ll talk about the shrooms gym and shrooms looksmaxing session. In another post. Maybe not I’ll see if I rope this week or not. I think ima do these to let people experience the Ltn experience… idk if ya want more of these or not, maybe it can make you feel better about you situation
idk all I know I’ve accepted my fate. If ya got tips pls help




