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something bad happened recently and i felt really shit and suicidal the last 2 days.

i almost checked myself into the hospital or mental asylum to stop myself killing myself.

i had to ring the suicide hotline people and cried on the phone it was embarrassing but i felt realyyyyyy shit.

and ive had like 2 hours sleep in the last 3 days



but im trying to stay busy, studying for a certification

went to the gym early in the morning, did a workout, went in the jacuzzi, steam room, sauna, plunge pool where its really cold for 10 mins. dunked my head under the water for a few mins. i think thats good for u. really helps any inflammation in ur body.


talked with my chink foid, i think shes really done with me this time. i need to go back on dating apps


felt shit tonight not doing anything after studying. and my ldr filipina gf was asleep. so i went to see an escort



my ideal type is slim body, petite, white girl but with a deep dark tan. bleach blonde hair. maybe a few cute tattoos. nice lips


but at the agency no one good was on today but i found a blonde girl , 24yo , romanian but she was pale in the pics. not ideal but i thought fuck it i just want to feel good


but i showed up and she was my exact type. i asked if she had been on the sunbeds cos she was brown, and she said she just got back from holiday so she was really dark. petite, tiny waist, bleach blonde hair, fake boobs, cut tattoos , nice lips, blue eyes.



we had nice convo, felt a bit awkward at the start cos i cba to use my brain to think of things to talka bout with an escort. she was sexy AS FUCK


honestly the hottest girl ive ever fucked in my life. £90 for 30 mins.


also she said shes "from here" (in england) but her profile said romania. and she had a romanian accent. i asked her like 3 times where shes from, where is her homeland

but she wouldnt tell me, its like she was ashamed/insecure about it. she wanted to be a real white- british

and then she said "im not as white as you think"

but really she looks white



started off with kissing. got her to suck my dick.

ive been in a shit mood and really not horny. i couldnt get hard for like 5 minutes. only half.

despite shes the hottest girl i ever fucked.


i asked her if she showered cos i wanted to 69. but she got offended. and i had to explain why i asked if she showered. she thought i meant she was dirty or smelly or something but then she was okay again but that made me a bit soft

so i told her kiss me and i sucked on her boobs and looked at her tanned body while she touched my dick and i got hard


her boobs felt fucking weird. they were a bad job of fake boobs.

like the silicone was stuck to her rib cage, but her boobs skin was unattached to it so u could pull it away from the sillicone. bit weird

but it looked aesthetically good. u could just feel that tho when u grabbed them or sucked them.


fucked her missionary. looked in her eyes and we both smiled. she had really light blue eyes. but now i think back, i feel like it might be contacts cos she was maxxed out

then got her on top of me, slimness is so important man. so u can see their tiny waist bouncing on your dick and grab it. it feels insane. and her perky boobs. wish i couldve recorded it

then doggy, pulled her bleach blonde hair. her tiny waist looked amazing from this angle. then i cummed but still had like 10 mins left


she cleaned me then hugged for 10 minutes.

asked about my tattoo, said its really nice. asked for the guys name who did it, he was also romanian. got me to show his IG so she can take a pic

showed me her tiktok accoutn she had like 223k followers , just vids of her doing nothing getting hundreds of thousands of views

said she liked my hair, i just put highlights in it. obviously saying all these thngs cos its part of the service

but it still makes you feel good, gets you out the house if ur a lonely incel, empties your balls. get to chill with a hot af girl for a while and have her be your bitch

had a big hug and kiss at the door then i left




feel a bit better now but i think im going to need to go gym every day, stay busy all day, go to boxing 1on1 session every weekend, get back on tinder and find a new UK asian girl to fuck with so i can stop feeling suicidal hopefully that will make my mental health better
 
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Better than rotting
 
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whats ber timtok
 
Schery effect is gonna kick in soon.

Looks like were about to lose another member to suicide boyos (and if you actually do end up doing it. Don’t make multiple posts and attention seek it like what that fucking cunt yuno did)

Hoping you find peace.
 
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Dnr manlet
 
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Moneymaxx and visit her weekly for mentalhealthmaxxing
 
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Mirin
 
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I didn't really read but don't go to the ward. They will only ruin you further there.
 
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something bad happened recently and i felt really shit and suicidal the last 2 days.

i almost checked myself into the hospital or mental asylum to stop myself killing myself.

i had to ring the suicide hotline people and cried on the phone it was embarrassing but i felt realyyyyyy shit.

and ive had like 2 hours sleep in the last 3 days



but im trying to stay busy, studying for a certification

went to the gym early in the morning, did a workout, went in the jacuzzi, steam room, sauna, plunge pool where its really cold for 10 mins. dunked my head under the water for a few mins. i think thats good for u. really helps any inflammation in ur body.


talked with my chink foid, i think shes really done with me this time. i need to go back on dating apps


felt shit tonight not doing anything after studying. and my ldr filipina gf was asleep. so i went to see an escort



my ideal type is slim body, petite, white girl but with a deep dark tan. bleach blonde hair. maybe a few cute tattoos. nice lips


but at the agency no one good was on today but i found a blonde girl , 24yo , romanian but she was pale in the pics. not ideal but i thought fuck it i just want to feel good


but i showed up and she was my exact type. i asked if she had been on the sunbeds cos she was brown, and she said she just got back from holiday so she was really dark. petite, tiny waist, bleach blonde hair, fake boobs, cut tattoos , nice lips, blue eyes.



we had nice convo, felt a bit awkward at the start cos i cba to use my brain to think of things to talka bout with an escort. she was sexy AS FUCK


honestly the hottest girl ive ever fucked in my life. £90 for 30 mins.


also she said shes "from here" (in england) but her profile said romania. and she had a romanian accent. i asked her like 3 times where shes from, where is her homeland

but she wouldnt tell me, its like she was ashamed/insecure about it. she wanted to be a real white- british

and then she said "im not as white as you think"

but really she looks white



started off with kissing. got her to suck my dick.

ive been in a shit mood and really not horny. i couldnt get hard for like 5 minutes. only half.

despite shes the hottest girl i ever fucked.


i asked her if she showered cos i wanted to 69. but she got offended. and i had to explain why i asked if she showered. she thought i meant she was dirty or smelly or something but then she was okay again but that made me a bit soft

so i told her kiss me and i sucked on her boobs and looked at her tanned body while she touched my dick and i got hard


her boobs felt fucking weird. they were a bad job of fake boobs.

like the silicone was stuck to her rib cage, but her boobs skin was unattached to it so u could pull it away from the sillicone. bit weird

but it looked aesthetically good. u could just feel that tho when u grabbed them or sucked them.


fucked her missionary. looked in her eyes and we both smiled. she had really light blue eyes. but now i think back, i feel like it might be contacts cos she was maxxed out

then got her on top of me, slimness is so important man. so u can see their tiny waist bouncing on your dick and grab it. it feels insane. and her perky boobs. wish i couldve recorded it

then doggy, pulled her bleach blonde hair. her tiny waist looked amazing from this angle. then i cummed but still had like 10 mins left


she cleaned me then hugged for 10 minutes.

asked about my tattoo, said its really nice. asked for the guys name who did it, he was also romanian. got me to show his IG so she can take a pic

showed me her tiktok accoutn she had like 223k followers , just vids of her doing nothing getting hundreds of thousands of views

said she liked my hair, i just put highlights in it. obviously saying all these thngs cos its part of the service

but it still makes you feel good, gets you out the house if ur a lonely incel, empties your balls. get to chill with a hot af girl for a while and have her be your bitch

had a big hug and kiss at the door then i left




feel a bit better now but i think im going to need to go gym every day, stay busy all day, go to boxing 1on1 session every weekend, get back on tinder and find a new UK asian girl to fuck with so i can stop feeling suicidal hopefully that will make my mental health better

Go befome a fighter. That is your destiny as a manlet. Fuck all this shit
 
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I have difficulty finding good brothels, any good forums you know about where specific locations are discussed?
 
cant beat anyone up if im a manlet
volkanovski, gervonta davis, manny pacquiao, this is ur calling. Ponder upon this. The only escape to manletism is to embrace it through fighting. That’s your only choice to your meaningless life
 
volkanovski, gervonta davis, manny pacquiao, this is ur calling. Ponder upon this. The only escape to manletism is to embrace it through fighting. That’s your only choice to your meaningless life
all subhumans, when a serious 6´4 guy appears you will get dropped

stop coping, if you are short you will always be inferior in physical games

try chess or yugioh
 
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volkanovski, gervonta davis, manny pacquiao, this is ur calling. Ponder upon this. The only escape to manletism is to embrace it through fighting. That’s your only choice to your meaningless life
they beat up other manlets. not normal men. its over for me
 
all subhumans, when a serious 6´4 guy appears you will get dropped

stop coping, if you are short you will always be inferior in physical games

try chess or yugioh
i agree. even 5ft10 guy
 
they beat up other manlets. not normal men. its over for me
No bruh, islam was taller then volk, max holloway was taller then volk, pacman defeated oscar delehayo who was taller, gervonta beat garcia who was taller.

It’s not about height itself, it’s about using your leverage and reach to your advantage.

Your calling starts now. You will become the GOAT welterweight of boxing or MMA. Your choice
 
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get a job so you can start escorting weekly, will help you
i cant do wageslaving man it makes me wanna kms.

im either rotting on neetbux or remote jobmaxxing and geomaxxing
 
im a manlet myself and i hate this faggot manlet
 
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showed me her tiktok accoutn she had like 223k followers , just vids of her doing nothing getting hundreds of thousands of views
Why doesnt she monetise it then instead of sucking off old men for 90 quid.
Doesnt add up
Or maybe shes that clueless in which case you should become her social media and onlyfans manager and raise her out of poverty
 
something bad happened recently and i felt really shit and suicidal the last 2 days.

i almost checked myself into the hospital or mental asylum to stop myself killing myself.

i had to ring the suicide hotline people and cried on the phone it was embarrassing but i felt realyyyyyy shit.

and ive had like 2 hours sleep in the last 3 days



but im trying to stay busy, studying for a certification

went to the gym early in the morning, did a workout, went in the jacuzzi, steam room, sauna, plunge pool where its really cold for 10 mins. dunked my head under the water for a few mins. i think thats good for u. really helps any inflammation in ur body.


talked with my chink foid, i think shes really done with me this time. i need to go back on dating apps


felt shit tonight not doing anything after studying. and my ldr filipina gf was asleep. so i went to see an escort



my ideal type is slim body, petite, white girl but with a deep dark tan. bleach blonde hair. maybe a few cute tattoos. nice lips


but at the agency no one good was on today but i found a blonde girl , 24yo , romanian but she was pale in the pics. not ideal but i thought fuck it i just want to feel good


but i showed up and she was my exact type. i asked if she had been on the sunbeds cos she was brown, and she said she just got back from holiday so she was really dark. petite, tiny waist, bleach blonde hair, fake boobs, cut tattoos , nice lips, blue eyes.



we had nice convo, felt a bit awkward at the start cos i cba to use my brain to think of things to talka bout with an escort. she was sexy AS FUCK


honestly the hottest girl ive ever fucked in my life. £90 for 30 mins.


also she said shes "from here" (in england) but her profile said romania. and she had a romanian accent. i asked her like 3 times where shes from, where is her homeland

but she wouldnt tell me, its like she was ashamed/insecure about it. she wanted to be a real white- british

and then she said "im not as white as you think"

but really she looks white



started off with kissing. got her to suck my dick.

ive been in a shit mood and really not horny. i couldnt get hard for like 5 minutes. only half.

despite shes the hottest girl i ever fucked.


i asked her if she showered cos i wanted to 69. but she got offended. and i had to explain why i asked if she showered. she thought i meant she was dirty or smelly or something but then she was okay again but that made me a bit soft

so i told her kiss me and i sucked on her boobs and looked at her tanned body while she touched my dick and i got hard


her boobs felt fucking weird. they were a bad job of fake boobs.

like the silicone was stuck to her rib cage, but her boobs skin was unattached to it so u could pull it away from the sillicone. bit weird

but it looked aesthetically good. u could just feel that tho when u grabbed them or sucked them.


fucked her missionary. looked in her eyes and we both smiled. she had really light blue eyes. but now i think back, i feel like it might be contacts cos she was maxxed out

then got her on top of me, slimness is so important man. so u can see their tiny waist bouncing on your dick and grab it. it feels insane. and her perky boobs. wish i couldve recorded it

then doggy, pulled her bleach blonde hair. her tiny waist looked amazing from this angle. then i cummed but still had like 10 mins left


she cleaned me then hugged for 10 minutes.

asked about my tattoo, said its really nice. asked for the guys name who did it, he was also romanian. got me to show his IG so she can take a pic

showed me her tiktok accoutn she had like 223k followers , just vids of her doing nothing getting hundreds of thousands of views

said she liked my hair, i just put highlights in it. obviously saying all these thngs cos its part of the service

but it still makes you feel good, gets you out the house if ur a lonely incel, empties your balls. get to chill with a hot af girl for a while and have her be your bitch

had a big hug and kiss at the door then i left




feel a bit better now but i think im going to need to go gym every day, stay busy all day, go to boxing 1on1 session every weekend, get back on tinder and find a new UK asian girl to fuck with so i can stop feeling suicidal hopefully that will make my mental health better
Better than to LDAR
 
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it was probably condom so
spiderman GIF by FirstAndMonday
 
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sorry lil homie
 
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Interesting
 
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weird story bro
 
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cant beat anyone up if im a manlet

You can

1. "height advantage" in fighting is mostly because of the extra weight
2. it can be negated by skill, even these size moggers are trash at actual fighting and they will get cleaned up by a manlet with experience
3. you can also just bulk until you're above average weight
 
something bad happened recently and i felt really shit and suicidal the last 2 days.

i almost checked myself into the hospital or mental asylum to stop myself killing myself.

i had to ring the suicide hotline people and cried on the phone it was embarrassing but i felt realyyyyyy shit.

and ive had like 2 hours sleep in the last 3 days



but im trying to stay busy, studying for a certification

went to the gym early in the morning, did a workout, went in the jacuzzi, steam room, sauna, plunge pool where its really cold for 10 mins. dunked my head under the water for a few mins. i think thats good for u. really helps any inflammation in ur body.


talked with my chink foid, i think shes really done with me this time. i need to go back on dating apps


felt shit tonight not doing anything after studying. and my ldr filipina gf was asleep. so i went to see an escort



my ideal type is slim body, petite, white girl but with a deep dark tan. bleach blonde hair. maybe a few cute tattoos. nice lips


but at the agency no one good was on today but i found a blonde girl , 24yo , romanian but she was pale in the pics. not ideal but i thought fuck it i just want to feel good


but i showed up and she was my exact type. i asked if she had been on the sunbeds cos she was brown, and she said she just got back from holiday so she was really dark. petite, tiny waist, bleach blonde hair, fake boobs, cut tattoos , nice lips, blue eyes.



we had nice convo, felt a bit awkward at the start cos i cba to use my brain to think of things to talka bout with an escort. she was sexy AS FUCK


honestly the hottest girl ive ever fucked in my life. £90 for 30 mins.


also she said shes "from here" (in england) but her profile said romania. and she had a romanian accent. i asked her like 3 times where shes from, where is her homeland

but she wouldnt tell me, its like she was ashamed/insecure about it. she wanted to be a real white- british

and then she said "im not as white as you think"

but really she looks white



started off with kissing. got her to suck my dick.

ive been in a shit mood and really not horny. i couldnt get hard for like 5 minutes. only half.

despite shes the hottest girl i ever fucked.


i asked her if she showered cos i wanted to 69. but she got offended. and i had to explain why i asked if she showered. she thought i meant she was dirty or smelly or something but then she was okay again but that made me a bit soft

so i told her kiss me and i sucked on her boobs and looked at her tanned body while she touched my dick and i got hard


her boobs felt fucking weird. they were a bad job of fake boobs.

like the silicone was stuck to her rib cage, but her boobs skin was unattached to it so u could pull it away from the sillicone. bit weird

but it looked aesthetically good. u could just feel that tho when u grabbed them or sucked them.


fucked her missionary. looked in her eyes and we both smiled. she had really light blue eyes. but now i think back, i feel like it might be contacts cos she was maxxed out

then got her on top of me, slimness is so important man. so u can see their tiny waist bouncing on your dick and grab it. it feels insane. and her perky boobs. wish i couldve recorded it

then doggy, pulled her bleach blonde hair. her tiny waist looked amazing from this angle. then i cummed but still had like 10 mins left


she cleaned me then hugged for 10 minutes.

asked about my tattoo, said its really nice. asked for the guys name who did it, he was also romanian. got me to show his IG so she can take a pic

showed me her tiktok accoutn she had like 223k followers , just vids of her doing nothing getting hundreds of thousands of views

said she liked my hair, i just put highlights in it. obviously saying all these thngs cos its part of the service

but it still makes you feel good, gets you out the house if ur a lonely incel, empties your balls. get to chill with a hot af girl for a while and have her be your bitch

had a big hug and kiss at the door then i left




feel a bit better now but i think im going to need to go gym every day, stay busy all day, go to boxing 1on1 session every weekend, get back on tinder and find a new UK asian girl to fuck with so i can stop feeling suicidal hopefully that will make my mental health better
"£90 for 30 mins."
nigga bought sex :lul:
 
something bad happened recently and i felt really shit and suicidal the last 2 days.

i almost checked myself into the hospital or mental asylum to stop myself killing myself.

i had to ring the suicide hotline people and cried on the phone it was embarrassing but i felt realyyyyyy shit.

and ive had like 2 hours sleep in the last 3 days



but im trying to stay busy, studying for a certification

went to the gym early in the morning, did a workout, went in the jacuzzi, steam room, sauna, plunge pool where its really cold for 10 mins. dunked my head under the water for a few mins. i think thats good for u. really helps any inflammation in ur body.


talked with my chink foid, i think shes really done with me this time. i need to go back on dating apps


felt shit tonight not doing anything after studying. and my ldr filipina gf was asleep. so i went to see an escort



my ideal type is slim body, petite, white girl but with a deep dark tan. bleach blonde hair. maybe a few cute tattoos. nice lips


but at the agency no one good was on today but i found a blonde girl , 24yo , romanian but she was pale in the pics. not ideal but i thought fuck it i just want to feel good


but i showed up and she was my exact type. i asked if she had been on the sunbeds cos she was brown, and she said she just got back from holiday so she was really dark. petite, tiny waist, bleach blonde hair, fake boobs, cut tattoos , nice lips, blue eyes.



we had nice convo, felt a bit awkward at the start cos i cba to use my brain to think of things to talka bout with an escort. she was sexy AS FUCK


honestly the hottest girl ive ever fucked in my life. £90 for 30 mins.


also she said shes "from here" (in england) but her profile said romania. and she had a romanian accent. i asked her like 3 times where shes from, where is her homeland

but she wouldnt tell me, its like she was ashamed/insecure about it. she wanted to be a real white- british

and then she said "im not as white as you think"

but really she looks white



started off with kissing. got her to suck my dick.

ive been in a shit mood and really not horny. i couldnt get hard for like 5 minutes. only half.

despite shes the hottest girl i ever fucked.


i asked her if she showered cos i wanted to 69. but she got offended. and i had to explain why i asked if she showered. she thought i meant she was dirty or smelly or something but then she was okay again but that made me a bit soft

so i told her kiss me and i sucked on her boobs and looked at her tanned body while she touched my dick and i got hard


her boobs felt fucking weird. they were a bad job of fake boobs.

like the silicone was stuck to her rib cage, but her boobs skin was unattached to it so u could pull it away from the sillicone. bit weird

but it looked aesthetically good. u could just feel that tho when u grabbed them or sucked them.


fucked her missionary. looked in her eyes and we both smiled. she had really light blue eyes. but now i think back, i feel like it might be contacts cos she was maxxed out

then got her on top of me, slimness is so important man. so u can see their tiny waist bouncing on your dick and grab it. it feels insane. and her perky boobs. wish i couldve recorded it

then doggy, pulled her bleach blonde hair. her tiny waist looked amazing from this angle. then i cummed but still had like 10 mins left


she cleaned me then hugged for 10 minutes.

asked about my tattoo, said its really nice. asked for the guys name who did it, he was also romanian. got me to show his IG so she can take a pic

showed me her tiktok accoutn she had like 223k followers , just vids of her doing nothing getting hundreds of thousands of views

said she liked my hair, i just put highlights in it. obviously saying all these thngs cos its part of the service

but it still makes you feel good, gets you out the house if ur a lonely incel, empties your balls. get to chill with a hot af girl for a while and have her be your bitch

had a big hug and kiss at the door then i left




feel a bit better now but i think im going to need to go gym every day, stay busy all day, go to boxing 1on1 session every weekend, get back on tinder and find a new UK asian girl to fuck with so i can stop feeling suicidal hopefully that will make my mental health better
End your worthless life subhuman dwarf
 
You can

1. "height advantage" in fighting is mostly because of the extra weight
2. it can be negated by skill, even these size moggers are trash at actual fighting and they will get cleaned up by a manlet with experience
3. you can also just bulk until you're above average weight
To beat tall people you have to get close while guarding youre head good and give them livershots. Most of the time tall people are really bad at infighting unless they are trained well.
 
Keep improving bro you can do it 💪
 

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