my mental state is deteriorating

[yeahfinn]

i am 17 NEET my family is poor and brainwashed by society i have been abusing weed and it is making me lose it but i have nothing else to comfort me my girlfriend is ashamed of me because of how pessimistic i am she works she drives shes healthy but i cant work or drive until i work but i cant drive without money and i have no money because i cant work and i cant work because my grades are so below average i am envious of her but i feel ashamed to be alive and dating her when she could do better. i am not an ideal height nor is my face anything to truly admire, i need to get out and make money to make everyone like me and be proud of me

 

[yeahfinn]

its sad im posting this but im out of options im so lost

 

[yeahfinn]

my intelligence is very poor aswell. i likely have some severe nd disease which doesnt help,

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

why would you want her to get someone better

your worth is not decided by meaningless things like cars, grades or your job enjoy neet heaven and slay as often as possible

 

[yeahfinn]

why would you want her to get someone better

your worth is not decided by meaningless things like cars, grades or your job enjoy neet heaven and slay as often as possible

i dont want her to get someone better. i want her and i want her to only want me, im only saying she can because of how upsetting my life is. i dont want a lustfull life i just want to make an impact

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

i dont want her to get someone better. i want her and i want her to only want me, im only saying she can because of how upsetting my life is. i dont want a lustfull life i just want to make an impact

you aren't a special sole sent to earth for a great purpose you are most of our dreams you'll soon learn that being single and wage saving is hell

 

[yeahfinn]

you aren't a special sole sent to earth for a great purpose you are most of our dreams you'll soon learn that being single and wage saving is hell

maybe im nothing special but i atleast want to be known, i want my looks to carry me through life but because i have no money i cant afford solutions

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

maybe im nothing special but i atleast want to be known, i want my looks to carry me through life but because i have no money i cant afford solutions

chassing other's attention is dumb live life, improve and be happy

 

[yeahfinn]

chassing other's attention is dumb live life, improve and be happy

i more want other peoples attention purely for monetary gain. perhaps i become an influencer or model, or play in a band.

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

i more want other peoples attention purely for monetary gain. perhaps i become an influencer or model, or play in a band.

money is only important to neetmaxx and go on holydays more

 

[Panaeolus cyanescen]

i am 17 NEET my family is poor and brainwashed by society i have been abusing weed and it is making me lose it but i have nothing else to comfort me my girlfriend is ashamed of me because of how pessimistic i am she works she drives shes healthy but i cant work or drive until i work but i cant drive without money and i have no money because i cant work and i cant work because my grades are so below average i am envious of her but i feel ashamed to be alive and dating her when she could do better. i am not an ideal height nor is my face anything to truly admire, i need to get out and make money to make everyone like me and be proud of me

i am 17 NEET my family is poor and brainwashed by society i have been abusing weed and it is making me lose it but i have nothing else to comfort me my girlfriend is ashamed of me because of how pessimistic i am she works she drives shes healthy but i cant work or drive until i work but i cant drive without money and i have no money because i cant work and i cant work because my grades are so below average i am envious of her but i feel ashamed to be alive and dating her when she could do better. i am not an ideal height nor is my face anything to truly admire, i need to get out and make money to make everyone like me and be proud of me

future ceiling decoration

 

[yeahfinn]

money is only important to neetmaxx and go on holydays more

well i cant rot all day

 

[yeahfinn]

future ceiling decoration

ill be more than that

 

[putumayo]

why would you want her to get someone better

your worth is not decided by meaningless things like cars, grades or your job enjoy neet heaven and slay as often as possible

if you actually love her and arent clinging onto her to keep yourself sane, you would leave her so she isnt anchored by you any further @yeahfinn

 

[yeahfinn]

if you actually love her and arent clinging onto her to keep yourself sane, you would leave her so she isnt anchored by you any further @yeahfinn

i do think thats a good point. but i want to improve myself for her instead of constantly making things worse

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

if you actually love her and arent clinging onto her to keep yourself sane, you would leave her so she isnt anchored by you any further @yeahfinn

you're a fucking cuck just fucking lol this is literally all their mentality

"I love her so much I'll buy her a porn star to fuck her perfectly and watch how happy she is"

 

[putumayo]

you're a fucking cuck just fucking lol this is literally all their mentality

"I love her so much I'll buy her a porn star to fuck her perfectly and watch how happy she is"

no, he is literally just worthless and shouldn’t be with anybody, if the roles were reversed i would be telling him to leave his girlfriend

cuck he provides 0 value and his girlfriend does more than him

 

[yeahfinn]

no, he is literally just worthless and shouldn’t be with anybody, if the roles were reversed i would be telling him to leave his girlfriend

cuck he provides 0 value and his girlfriend does more than him

but if i leave her then i'll have even less to fight for. im on here because i want to improve my worth so that we can both be even happier

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

no, he is literally just worthless and shouldn’t be with anybody, if the roles were reversed i would be telling him to leave his girlfriend

cuck he provides 0 value and his girlfriend does more than him

the only she does more than him is be a slave

"worthless" how come ? your value isn't attributed to what you sacrifice to maintain society if he has a loving relationship it's bc he deserves it he meets the requirements

 

[putumayo]

but if i leave her then i'll have even less to fight for. im on here because i want to improve my worth so that we can both be even happier

if thats true then spend less time ranting on forums and more time getting your grades up so your parents let you get a job

 

[yeahfinn]

if thats true then spend less time ranting on forums and more time getting your grades up so your parents let you get a job

im from the uk. thats not how it works, i no longer have the opportunity to get my grades up. both parents are also unemployed, do you see my despair?

 

[faustchan]

i more want other peoples attention purely for monetary gain. perhaps i become an influencer or model, or play in a band.

if u want attention lock in get ur life together by getting money off of social media and then become an influencer histrionic ass

 

[putumayo]

the only she does more than him is be a slave

"worthless" how come your value isn't attributed to what you sacrifice to maintain society if he has a loving relationship it's bc he deserves it he meets the requirements

17, cant drive, cant even keep up with schooling and maintain his grades, cant work

his girlfriend is doing everything he also should be able to do at his age

just because you relate to his level of pathetic doesnt make it any less pathetic

im not gonna sit here and debate with you on whether or not he “deserves her”

my point is that if he isnt able to support himself or do anything for himself he shouldn’t be complaining about being a let down to this woman and should let her have some peace of mind while she actually progresses in life

 

[yeahfinn]

if u want attention lock in get ur life together by getting money off of social media and then become an influencer histrionic ass

thanks, but that is way easier said than done. Ive been trying to get money ever since i turned 16. ive had no luck

 

[putumayo]

im from the uk. thats not how it works, i no longer have the opportunity to get my grades up. both parents are also unemployed, do you see my despair?

i think your priorities are wrong

 

[faustchan]

thanks, but that is way easier said than done. Ive been trying to get money ever since i turned 16. ive had no luck

its a self discipline problem then, u just dont want it enough. get connections and start improving urself. either start talking to people or dont complain about it online

 

[yeahfinn]

i think your priorities are wrong

you and @faustchan are both correct. i simply do not try hard enough

 

[iblameliam123]

i am 17 NEET my family is poor and brainwashed by society i have been abusing weed and it is making me lose it but i have nothing else to comfort me my girlfriend is ashamed of me because of how pessimistic i am she works she drives shes healthy but i cant work or drive until i work but i cant drive without money and i have no money because i cant work and i cant work because my grades are so below average i am envious of her but i feel ashamed to be alive and dating her when she could do better. i am not an ideal height nor is my face anything to truly admire, i need to get out and make money to make everyone like me and be proud of me

grow some balls and build a life you can be proud of and that your girl will , are u a man or a bitch . no one else will do it for you , start now.

 

[faustchan]

you and @faustchan are both correct. i simply do not try hard enough

glad we figured it out

 

[yeahfinn]

grow some balls and build a life you can be proud of and that your girl will , are u a man or a bitch . no one else will do it for you , start now.

where would you reccomend starting off

 

[putumayo]

you and @faustchan are both correct. i simply do not try hard enough

theres nothing wrong with feeling the way you do, but if there isnt change you’re just gonna sit here throwing a pity party for yourself until its actually too late

 

[Orion]

its a self discipline problem then, u just dont want it enough. get connections and start improving urself. either start talking to people or dont complain about it online

very true if u just give up on urself like this saying u cant work u cant drive this that then u cant really expect anything to change in ur future u need to try to get those things even if ur parents dont approve of it
its very unfortunate that your parents are unemployed and shit but theres many examples of niggas escaping poverty stricken families and end up being millionaires/billionaires, its already been done u dont have an excuse not to try
start trying

 

[yeahfinn]

glad we figured it out

i appreciate it, ill devote myself to money even though thats not how life should be

 

[faustchan]

i appreciate it, ill devote myself to money even though thats not how life should be

devote urself to social success first

 

[yeahfinn]

very true if u just give up on urself like this saying u cant work u cant drive this that then u cant really expect anything to change in ur future u need to try to get those things even if ur parents dont approve of it
its very unfortunate that your parents are unemployed and shit but theres many examples of niggas escaping poverty stricken families and end up being millionaires/billionaires, its already been done u dont have an excuse not to try
start trying

thank you its nice to see alot of people really giving me advice on here. i'll do better