My mind is falling apart

[Deleted member 3556]

I feel the fucking dude from fight club. Every time I try to sleep my heart starts beating fast, I get restless legs, and I end up wide awake. Then I stop trying to sleep and I’m exhausted from lack of sleep. I just drove all fucking night. Do I pay full price to a note for 5 hours of shit sleep? If not what the fuck else do I do? I’m perpetually exhausted and cracked out at the same time. Lost and alone with no direction. I’m seriously starting to fucking lose it the last week or so.

I urgently need ambien or some kind of fucking benzo to turn my piece of shit brain off but I have no fucking clue how to get it. AND NOW ITS SATURDAY MORNING FUCK

 

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[Deleted member 3556]

Ero

 

[Deleted member 9890]

mirin

 

[Deleted member 14455]

inject some of @CupOfCoffee stack

 

[Deleted member 12217]

I feel the fucking dude from fight club. Every time I try to sleep my heart starts beating fast, I get restless legs, and I end up wide awake. Then I stop trying to sleep and I’m exhausted from lack of sleep. I just drove all fucking night. Do I pay full price to a note for 5 hours of shit sleep? If not what the fuck else do I do? I’m perpetually exhausted and cracked out at the same time. Lost and alone with no direction. I’m seriously starting to fucking lose it the last week or so.

I urgently need ambien or some kind of fucking benzo to turn my piece of shit brain off but I have no fucking clue how to get it. AND NOW ITS SATURDAY MORNING FUCK

Have you tried to get a ltr and cuddle with her? Apparently that is good for sleep.

Oxytocin shit

 

[Deleted member 3556]

Have you tried to get a ltr and cuddle with her? Apparently that is good for sleep.

Oxytocin shit

I’m laying in bed with her rn and can’t sleep. Doesn’t help me at all

 

[Deleted member 12217]

I’m laying in bed with her rn and can’t sleep. Doesn’t help me at all

Who who who?

am i correct in the assumption it’s the tinder girl ?

 

[Deleted member 3556]

Who who who?

Girl from the tinder thread we’ve been together every day

 

[Deleted member 12217]

Girl from the tinder thread we’ve been together every day

Nigga I fckin told you hhahahahhaha

 

[Deleted member 3556]

Nigga I fckin told you hhahahahhaha

Told me what? Oh. Nah idk man she can’t hang sexually although it’s good when she can. Plus it’s so frustrating when she falls asleep so easily with me and I end up awake for hours

 

[Deleted member 12217]

I’m laying in bed with her rn and can’t sleep. Doesn’t help me at all

Maybe you don’t love her deeply enough ? I heard it only works if you really love the other person shit. You can’t just cuddle with anybody afaik

 

[Deleted member 12217]

Told me what? Oh. Nah idk man she can’t hang sexually although it’s good when she can. Plus it’s so frustrating when she falls asleep so easily with me and I end up awake for hours

Nah man I don’t mean it negatively. Just funny how you said one time hookup and shit and I thought naaah that’s gonna be different.

 

[Deleted member 3556]

Maybe you don’t love her deeply enough ? I heard it only works if you really love the other person shit. You can’t just cuddle with anybody afaik

Yeah it’s not the strongest I’ve felt but I’d say second best. It’s still early tho, we met a few days ago. Also it would definitely be easier if my balls were empty and especially if I could nut in her raw for extra feelings

 

[Deleted member 3556]

Nah man I don’t mean it negatively. Just funny how you said one time hookup and shit and I thought naaah that’s gonna be different.

Idfk my life is fucked up and I’m quite alone by she seems to want to be with me and there really isn’t much reason yet for me not to be with her

 

[Deleted member 12217]

Yeah it’s not the strongest I’ve felt but I’d say second best. It’s still early tho, we met a few days ago. Also it would definitely be easier if my balls were empty and especially if I could nut in her raw for extra feelings

I heard in a marriage you should talk about your desires n shit like this. Maybe talk it out ?

 

[Deleted member 3556]

I heard in a marriage you should talk about your desires n shit like this. Maybe talk it out ?

Copium she didn’t even know my last name til an hour ago

 

[Deleted member 12217]

Copium she didn’t even know my last name til an hour ago

Then she hardly will remember from who she got the child from. Risk it and dip jfl. Jkjk

 

[Deleted member 3556]

Then she hardly will remember from who she got the child from. Risk it and dip jfl. Jkjk

She’s on bc but doesn’t want me to nut in her I’m not tryna traumatize the poor girl

 

[Deleted member 12217]

She’s on bc but doesn’t want me to nut in her I’m not tryna traumatize the poor girl

True gentleman. Tho sucks that she ain’t helping you sleep better when you actually like her. She must be doing something wrong.

 

[Deleted member 14455]

pic of slut in bed if over 18?

 

[Deleted member 3556]

pic of slut in bed if over 18?

Lights are off

True gentleman. Tho sucks that she ain’t helping you sleep better when you actually like her. She must be doing something wrong.

Yeah I mean if she’d at least give me a handy that’d be cool. It’s only been a few days if we keep going I’ll talk to her about it.

She just started snoring a bit jfl

 

[Deleted member 14455]

Lights are off

open the door