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I told the late @benchortable this. I want to get it out of me. When I was a kid I was constantly compared to other kids. I remember at one point she said a kid is smarter and better looking than me. As a kid I didn't think much about it. It was true. But now as an adult I cry about it sometimes. I realize my looksmaxxing aspiration comes from wanting my mom's approval. She would always call me a bad person and tell me how selfish I am. Because of her I am high inhib when it comes to doing bad things and I feel the need to be a good person. I can confidently say I am a good person. I never struck a person's weak point and I help people even if they don't know I did. It's ironic a piece of shit like her can beat morality into me.
I realize this but I still want her approval. I am a abused dog.
I realize this but I still want her approval. I am a abused dog.