My Mom Called Me a Fat, Ugly Loser and Said the Least I Could Do Was Have a Good Personality

[AnActualidoit]

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

 

[AnActualidoit]

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

Bump, speant a while on this for no reply’s 🫩

 

[100%nt]

Dnr nigger

 

[pepotero]

Dnr but rope

 

[ihatefoids88]

extreme dnr

 

[AnActualidoit]

Dnr but rope

Should read it, before recommending

 

[pepotero]

Should read it, before recommending

Ok

 

[pepotero]

I d

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

l did read now dont rope but im sorry for the mom you have how one can be so cruel with her own child

 

[AnActualidoit]

I d

l did read now dont rope but im sorry for the mom you have how one can be so cruel with her own child

Yeah, it was the worst time in my life. It’s crazy my own mom changed the way she treats me because of my looks.

 

[Levelspawn]

Nigga it's okay your mom doesn't deserve you, ascend and fuck a stacy in front of her or stay away for uni and never call her

 

[AnActualidoit]

Nigga it's okay your mom doesn't deserve you, ascend and fuck a stacy in front of her or stay away for uni and never call her

Getting with a stacy is pretty hard tho

 

[ngannou]

Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ than you shall be saved

 

[AnActualidoit]

Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ than you shall be saved
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Very helpful fr

 

[Levelspawn]

Getting with a stacy is pretty hard tho

Fuck

 

[AnActualidoit]

Fuck

When we ascend hard enough, we’ll get stacy’s trust.

 

[Sayori]

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

Dnr

 

[Yero]

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

TLDR just rope

 

[AnActualidoit]

TLDR just rope

Might if i’m not at least hhtn by 19

 

[valentine]

idon't like your avi tbh

 

[AnActualidoit]

idon't like your avi tbh

To each their own used to be a old stuffed animal my mom threw away

 

[psltristan1]

@Norm Macdonald

 

[Whiteboard7]

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Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

How life for you rn cause this threads a bit old

 

[Whiteboard7]

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Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

I mean what is your daily routine

 

[AnActualidoit]

I

I mean what is your daily routine

Trying to gain more muscle, so cardio and weights. Skin care and some other looks maxing bs. Life’s ok my family likes me since I look better.

 

[Whiteboard7]

Trying to gain more muscle, so cardio and weights. Skin care and some other looks maxing bs. Life’s ok my family likes me since I look better.

Thats good to hear. Whats your split in the gym, valid ngl I'm doing the same stuff

 

[Banana.]

Ok

Yo this actually pmo you have to atleast read it or get an idea of it before saying “dnr” because “muhhh big letters”

Respectfully if you can’t handle reading 1 paragraph easily maybe you shouldn’t be on a forum mainly about reading big shi

 

[AnActualidoit]

Thats good to hear. Whats your split in the gym, valid ngl I'm doing the same stuff

This is what my split looks like. I’m not completely sure it’s the best, but it’s been working for me. The main thing has always been my diet. I used to be obese, so I had to be careful with what I ate. I need to make sure I don’t overeat, but also not under eat. When I lost the weight, I barely ate at all. I ran a really aggressive cut and ended up cutting so low that I couldn’t even eat my way back up, lmao.

My split
Day 1 Push chest, shoulders, triceps.
Day 2 Pull back, biceps, forearms.
Day 3 Legs, abs.
Day 4 Upper chest, back, shoulders.
Day 5 Lower legs, abs.

I usually do cardio three to four times a week depending on my mood, and I add 30-minute treadmill walks at a 15 incline and 3 mph.

 

[annenisikeyim]

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

 

[small_solomon]

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

Evil mom im sorry she said that about you i read the full thing btw but also icl looking better chasing to be better facially with this kind of mindset won’t free you you will never be satisfied

 

[The Grinch]

Ddnrd + it never happened, but i‘m sure that‘s what she secretly thinks about you

 

[AnActualidoit]

Ddnrd + it never happened, but i‘m sure that‘s what she secretly thinks about you

This did happen and I’ll show my ascension once I have ascended enough. I’ll even voice record my mom admitting it lmao gonna be peak just wait.

 

[The Grinch]

This did happen and I’ll show my ascension once I have ascended enough. I’ll even voice record my mom admitting it lmao gonna be peak just wait.

God what a wimp you are. Just move on and grow up, you‘re acting like a bitch

 

[neurodivergent]

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

Never thought I would hope someone would commit murder by the end of a story

 

[Whiteboard7]

This is what my split looks like. I’m not completely sure it’s the best, but it’s been working for me. The main thing has always been my diet. I used to be obese, so I had to be careful with what I ate. I need to make sure I don’t overeat, but also not under eat. When I lost the weight, I barely ate at all. I ran a really aggressive cut and ended up cutting so low that I couldn’t even eat my way back up, lmao.

My split
Day 1 Push chest, shoulders, triceps.
Day 2 Pull back, biceps, forearms.
Day 3 Legs, abs.
Day 4 Upper chest, back, shoulders.
Day 5 Lower legs, abs.

I usually do cardio three to four times a week depending on my mood, and I add 30-minute treadmill walks at a 15 incline and 3 mph.

I gotcha. I hope it gets better for u with your weight. Good split

 

[LTNUser]

Yo this actually pmo you have to atleast read it or get an idea of it before saying “dnr” because “muhhh big letters”

Respectfully if you can’t handle reading 1 paragraph easily maybe you shouldn’t be on a forum mainly about reading big shi

You should talk about OP's formatting as well
He needs to learn how to format threads so that the message is understood more easily otherwise it's like reading a wall of text.
Many guys don't have patience these days and the attention span of this forum is also pretty poor

 

[AnActualidoit]

You should talk about OP's formatting as well
He needs to learn how to format threads so that the message is understood more easily otherwise it's like reading a wall of text.
Many guys don't have patience these days and the attention span of this forum is also pretty poor

It’s mostly just ranting about my past experiences in life, you’re right tho I do need to improve in that.

 

[Saint Casanova]

Cut her out of your life as soon as possible. Just because it’s your family doesn’t mean they care about you or have your best interests at heart

 

[g4rlic]

I don't know if your relationship with your mother could ever truly repair after that. also you being obese was probably in some part from upbringing, your mother although I do feel bad for her probably shouldn't have had kids tbh.

 

[sick kunt31]

 

[Wildlife]

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

Your mother is evil

 

[elim.doc]

Sad history bro, hopefully you ascend further in all areas of life to make her swallow her words

 

[Truecelcoper]

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

dnr nigga

 

[FoidEater]

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

Dnr but loose bf and ignore her

 

[AnActualidoit]

Your mother is evil

I wouldn’t say she’s evil, she was right at the time that’s what any women would have told me. She just showed me how people actually thought and how the world works. Looks really do matter.

 

[AnActualidoit]

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Peak because of the video lowkey

 

[itsoverformeiamgoin]

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

I believe in you bro you can ascend there’s always hope, don’t listen to the trolls saying dnr

 

[VrillFatNoob24]

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

brootalmaxx

 

[calebgr]

just die nigger

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be

 

[bolinha]

Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ than you shall be saved
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we not going start this shit okay?

 

[mrdouchebag]

DNR

But just by reading the title, you should have a darktriadmaxxed TERRIBLE personality just to complete the TRIFECTA.
You're more likely to succeed as a fat ugly machiavellian ruthless bastard than a fat ugly good natured naive retard.