my mom just left me.

[Tneedtoimprove]

I'm probably going to rope. I'm already fatherless, fucking useless, ugly, hopeless, etc. Life literally has no other point aside from suffering for me. I hate my life. And obviously I'm a pretty fucking huge loser considering I'm posting on org. I don't want attention; I'm literally just writing my thoughts right now. It's a pretty unfortunate situation. I have 30 600mg pills of ibuprofen; I'm sure it's most likely lethal. Hoping it won't be that painful. I have no friends, nobody to talk to. Its fucking 420 am. I hate my life; I hate it so much. fuck bro why did I do this. I wish it was a dream. Fuck bro I'm literally 15 basically about to be a fucking orphan

 

[Sulfuras]

Why did she leave you
do you have any aunts, uncles or grandparents you could stay with?

 

[arx]

I'm probably going to rope. I'm already fatherless, fucking useless, ugly, hopeless, etc. Life literally has no other point aside from suffering for me. I hate my life. And obviously I'm a pretty fucking huge loser considering I'm posting on org. I don't want attention; I'm literally just writing my thoughts right now. It's a pretty unfortunate situation. I have 30 600mg pills of ibuprofen; I'm sure it's most likely lethal. Hoping it won't be that painful. I have no friends, nobody to talk to. Its fucking 420 am. I hate my life; I hate it so much. fuck bro why did I do this. I wish it was a dream. Fuck bro I'm literally 15 basically about to be a fucking orphan

no idea if this is real or not but

don’t rope dude it’s not worth it

 

[WonkyChin186]

I'm probably going to rope. I'm already fatherless, fucking useless, ugly, hopeless, etc. Life literally has no other point aside from suffering for me. I hate my life. And obviously I'm a pretty fucking huge loser considering I'm posting on org. I don't want attention; I'm literally just writing my thoughts right now. It's a pretty unfortunate situation. I have 30 600mg pills of ibuprofen; I'm sure it's most likely lethal. Hoping it won't be that painful. I have no friends, nobody to talk to. Its fucking 420 am. I hate my life; I hate it so much. fuck bro why did I do this. I wish it was a dream. Fuck bro I'm literally 15 basically about to be a fucking orphan

eat some junk food

 

[onfoenem]

dont do it bro. i cant imagine how you feel rn, but theres much more to life. i hope you get out of this fucked situation bro, wishing you the best man

 

[lowdimotrucel]

brutal dick pill

 

[Tneedtoimprove]

Why did she leave you
do you have any aunts, uncles or grandparents you could stay with?

because i said she didnt know how to be a mother, I blamed her for my breathing issues because she smoked in the womb, i yelled at her for being avoident(when i was confronting her she left the stove on and starting a fire, irts put out now) I recorded her attempting to grab my phone and ending up putting her arms around my neck and pulling hard on my hand, I'm a fucking horrible son, and the worst part is she didnt even fully leave yet, I thought she did when I hear the door slam, she heard me whaling in the bathroom and told me to open the door or she would break it down and then she saw the prescription bag. I didnt even take a single pill yet an she took them all away. I'll just find another way once shes fully out the house.

 

[Tneedtoimprove]

Why did she leave you
do you have any aunts, uncles or grandparents you could stay with?

My aunt wouldnt take me I dont think. She already has 2 kids, shes living in a 3 bed. Shes very busy every day with work.

 

[WonkyChin186]

0.00000000001% of frank tufanos pain btw

 

[Jason5000]

don't do it brah

 

[Tneedtoimprove]

maybe i wouldve found this funny

0.00000000001% of frank tufanos pain btw

if I wasnt figuring out whether to end my life or to do something with it

 

[WonkyChin186]

maybe i wouldve found this funny

if I wasnt figuring out whether to end my life or to do something with it

mb bro thought itd get a laugh

only you know whether the rest of your life will probably be better than being asleep permanently

don't just automatically listen to people saying don't do it, it's selfish of them, they enjoy virtue signalling

 

[Sulfuras]

because i said she didnt know how to be a mother, I blamed her for my breathing issues because she smoked in the womb, i yelled at her for being avoident(when i was confronting her she left the stove on and starting a fire, irts put out now) I recorded her attempting to grab my phone and ending up putting her arms around my neck and pulling hard on my hand, I'm a fucking horrible son, and the worst part is she didnt even fully leave yet, I thought she did when I hear the door slam, she heard me whaling in the bathroom and told me to open the door or she would break it down and then she saw the prescription bag. I didnt even take a single pill yet an she took them all away. I'll just find another way once shes fully out the house.

Damn man, but still no reason to end your life
find a job, move out, start your life without her if you feel that is the right thing to do for your sake, find God, just don't kill yourself
it's the stupidest thing you could possibly do and you will 100% regret it in your few final moments before you die and also you don't look bad so that's a big plus in life

 

[ICXCLuvr]

Corny pfp go ahead

 

[Tneedtoimprove]

Corny pfp go ahead

i cant have my face as my profile

 

[ICXCLuvr]

i cant have my face as my profile

Corny

 

[Tneedtoimprove]

Damn man, but still no reason to end your life
find a job, move out, start your life without her if you feel that is the right thing to do for your sake, find God, just don't kill yourself
it's the stupidest thing you could possibly do and you will 100% regret it in your few final moments before you die and also you don't look bad so that's a big plus in life

thanks. I'll probably walk around my city going into fast food places begging for a job.

 

[Tneedtoimprove]

Corny

okay

 

[Sulfuras]

thanks. I'll probably walk around my city going into fast food places begging for a job.

either that or construction could pay more if you are willing to work physically

 

[iLdar]

Brutal would she still have left you If you were 6'5