never rly had a family member die since i was a little ass kid.. my emotions have been extremely blunted this morning but the news is fucked up
i appreciate it bro
Anytime dude
My Grandpa's brother died 2 months ago and I didn't feel anything aswell even though I liked him, most likely has something to do with how self centered us blackpillers are. Makes us numb to other people's suffering unless we relate to it
damn dude. maybe ur right. but i am thinking about my cousins, this is fucking horrible, and they're about to tell my grandma who's in her 80s right now that her son randomly died.. and im in a different state just sitting here on ketamine telling a forum about my thoughts instead of being with my family downstairs and it's christmas. my twin brother wasn't responding this morning and his car was on the side of the road an hour away, i shit you not i had a dream that he died in a car accident last night and woke up in a cold sweat. he ends up being asleep at my friend's grandmas house out in the country, so we found out he's safe, then 10 minutes later i found out my uncle died. strange fucking day dude.
