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My mother raped me
I don’t even know how I’m going to write and post this on here but I just wanna get it off my chest. I’m a pretty tall and muscular guy, I’m also pretty social and have lots of friends. I’m a student so naturally I live by myself. My mother has always been against that idea and she also hates when I talk to girls or show a little affection towards other people, she always wants to be in my life and decide everything . My father passed away when I was a kid so I don’t know much about him and my mother hasn’t dated anyone since. So of course I spend a lot of my holidays with her. But when I visited her during spring break she was acting really off but I didn’t think much of it because she got pretty sad after my fathers death and she is still in mourning. I sat with her we talked about stuff, ate and watched movies. I went to to sleep early cause I had been driving a lot that day so I had gotten pretty tired naturally. Next thing I know is my mother sitting on top of me while I was completely naked and that’s when things happened. I was so shocked that I didn’t move a fucking finger or say a word it felt unreal. After her disgusting act she told me how much she loved me and that I was perfect and started praising me. After that I packed my stuff and drove crying the whole way home. I keep having nightmares about it every single day and every time someone’s touches me I remember everything, I also can’t stop throwing up every time I remember something. I feel so ashamed of myself. Even my friends have noticed that I’ve gotten weird lately but I haven’t told anyone and I do not know what to do. I can’t sleep eat or behave properly I just want this to end. I fucking hate myself for letting her do what she did. She tried calling me several times but I can’t even talk to her anymore. She also sent me a message saying that it’s my fault I resemble my father so much and that she wasn’t in the right state of mind. I’m fucking losing it.
I don’t even know how I’m going to write and post this on here but I just wanna get it off my chest. I’m a pretty tall and muscular guy, I’m also pretty social and have lots of friends. I’m a student so naturally I live by myself. My mother has always been against that idea and she also hates when I talk to girls or show a little affection towards other people, she always wants to be in my life and decide everything . My father passed away when I was a kid so I don’t know much about him and my mother hasn’t dated anyone since. So of course I spend a lot of my holidays with her. But when I visited her during spring break she was acting really off but I didn’t think much of it because she got pretty sad after my fathers death and she is still in mourning. I sat with her we talked about stuff, ate and watched movies. I went to to sleep early cause I had been driving a lot that day so I had gotten pretty tired naturally. Next thing I know is my mother sitting on top of me while I was completely naked and that’s when things happened. I was so shocked that I didn’t move a fucking finger or say a word it felt unreal. After her disgusting act she told me how much she loved me and that I was perfect and started praising me. After that I packed my stuff and drove crying the whole way home. I keep having nightmares about it every single day and every time someone’s touches me I remember everything, I also can’t stop throwing up every time I remember something. I feel so ashamed of myself. Even my friends have noticed that I’ve gotten weird lately but I haven’t told anyone and I do not know what to do. I can’t sleep eat or behave properly I just want this to end. I fucking hate myself for letting her do what she did. She tried calling me several times but I can’t even talk to her anymore. She also sent me a message saying that it’s my fault I resemble my father so much and that she wasn’t in the right state of mind. I’m fucking losing it.
