my mood corresponds heavily to that of those around me

[pexy]

my mother is having an emotional breakdown

as she does at least once a week

and it ruins my whole mood

all another person’s negativity does is infect me and make me feel horrible for them and then makes me feel horrible about my own personal struggles

i think this is why my mental health and clarity was much stronger 6 months ago when i lived alone

im already emotionally unstable and neurotic so when im constantly in the midst of pessimistic and depressive energy it makes me fucking suicidal

 

[pexy]

@Mansur
@Prøphet

 

[pexy]

bump

 

[Mansur]

all another person’s negativity does is infect me and make me feel horrible for them and then makes me feel horrible about my own personal struggles

u should be empathic to a certain extent but not to this level, your mom having these breakdowns frequently should make u perceive it even less as smth worthy of worrying

Why bother about people in the first place, if they wouldnt have behaved the same towards you

 

[pexy]

u should be empathic to a certain extent but not to this level, your mom having these breakdowns frequently should make u perceive it even less as smth worthy of worrying

she’s highly neurotic and i get it from her

and to be honest her reasons for breaking down are understandable

id be the same i just wouldn’t show it how she does

Why bother about people in the first place, if they wouldnt have behaved the same towards you

that’s true

she’s a very emotionally selfish person in the sense where she’ll make it blatant how horrible she feels and will completely disregard and dismiss the way you feel

she has an insane victim complex (as most mothers do i suppose)

i know she wouldn’t care for me

yet i can’t help but care for her