ihatefoids65
I am unlovable
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A couple of years ago, I was in a friend group with 2 girls and 3 guys (including me) and I was the ugliest one out of the group. The girls were decently attractive, mtbs I’d say. One of them I wasn’t particularly close with but the other I was relatively good friends with. She would almost toy with me, leading me on actually making me believe I had a chance with her. She used to cuddle up to me when we were sitting down together, hold my hand, hug me and all of that stuff, we even kissed once. But whenever we weren’t together she would leave me on delivered, we basically never spoke over the phone. I didn’t realise it then, but I was being used purely for entertainment. She was evil.
Another experience was in that same group, and it was with the girl I wasn’t as close with. We were playing some stupid game where everyone would stand in a line with their eye closed and one person would kiss who they wanted. But, whenever it was my turn to pick, they would change the rules to hugging, not kissing. I ignored it, not realising that they probably found me disgusting. I then went to hug the girl I wasn’t as close with, and as soon as I laid a finger on her, she screamed. She said “ sorry sorry I just didnt expect it” and my retarded ass believed her.
Another time, it was with the girl I was close with and another, different girl. It was me, my male friend and the two girls and someone we knew from school came up to us and said “is this a 2 man” then one of the girls said “what do you think? Look at him” basically to my face” it was a similar situation with the same girls a few months later. We were hanging out with them again and then one of the girls randomly starts recording me saying “ you really think I’d go on a 2 man with that, look at him” this about a year or 2 after the first two incidents, so I wasn’t as retarded and I knew they thought I was repulsive. So at that point, I just left and now I hardly ever see them anymore, probably for the better.
Another experience was in that same group, and it was with the girl I wasn’t as close with. We were playing some stupid game where everyone would stand in a line with their eye closed and one person would kiss who they wanted. But, whenever it was my turn to pick, they would change the rules to hugging, not kissing. I ignored it, not realising that they probably found me disgusting. I then went to hug the girl I wasn’t as close with, and as soon as I laid a finger on her, she screamed. She said “ sorry sorry I just didnt expect it” and my retarded ass believed her.
Another time, it was with the girl I was close with and another, different girl. It was me, my male friend and the two girls and someone we knew from school came up to us and said “is this a 2 man” then one of the girls said “what do you think? Look at him” basically to my face” it was a similar situation with the same girls a few months later. We were hanging out with them again and then one of the girls randomly starts recording me saying “ you really think I’d go on a 2 man with that, look at him” this about a year or 2 after the first two incidents, so I wasn’t as retarded and I knew they thought I was repulsive. So at that point, I just left and now I hardly ever see them anymore, probably for the better.
