My most depressed time

[escortcel]

I'm not far from ascending. But I feel the worst I've ever felt before, so depressed I can't even get out of bed. I quit my six figure job because I can't even do that. I don't even want to see escorts anymore, they're all the same (already spent $30k++, no regrets). Dont see the point anymore, when I run out of savings thats it

I scheduled a surgery consult but even just thinking of the commitment makes me sick. djs rhino genio, it'll make me look better sure but at what cost? Probably some of the worst pain you can experience in life and it'll be months of eating out of straws. And it's not like I'll become a chadlite or something best I can hope for is HTN. I wish I could get filler just for a bit of confidence but idk where to go for them to not fuck it up

All this for a gf? Even with autism I must have done something seriously wrong to get to 26 with barely a few dates that ghosted me. Cant be that ugly can I

 

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[Bewusst]

You're empty like the rest of this forum. Satan has consumed your soul

 

[escortcel]

You're empty like the rest of this forum. Satan has consumed your soul

Pretty much