Weter
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(im 16) my mother literally doesnt care or help with any of my health problems i ask her to. I suffered from a terrible acne and had to beg her for 2 monthes to go to a dermatologist just so that idiot can prescribe me Accutane that will crush my IGF-1.
Same with my growth plates X-rays, and IGF-1, E2 blood tests.
I need to beg(quite a long time) for any smallest medical help or appointment with a doctor.
But i would have thugged it out as i am used to but not only she doesn’t help me with any of my problems, she ruins my own attempts!
I recently got a default “heightmax” kit, that i was saving for and bought from own money, literally like fucking useless and no risk boron, D3, Zinc, Vit C, and other minerals, guess what did she say?
“Take the blood tests before taking any pill, you need those pills because you are a drug addict?” She did know its for my manlet height growth support, and consciously took my fucking pills away and hid’d them somewhere in the house. The funny thing, is that im on my day 34 of asking her to go and get blood tests, and she still doesn’t let me to.
I dont have an idea where should i hide my future AI and HGH, its just so fucking unfair and ridiculously dumb what she is doing. Im wasting my time with growth plates, with my face, i need medical help or at least appointments for multiple conditions and i cant get any, not because we(family) do not have money, but because my mother simply wants me to stay ugly.
I tried talking a lot
She purposely wants me to suffer, to hate myself everyday, to keep sitting in barbershop with my eyes closed because im terrified of looking at the mirror, she wants me to stay ugly. I guess she wants me to kill myself, at the moment i get independence(18yo) my finance situation most likely will be a disaster and i wont afford any tools for fixing my sick and ugly birth. Then i will be drafted to war and die, at least it’s gonna be better then just killing myself at this very moment.(Im ukranian)
I understand that there is no empathy and i do not ask for one towards me, but i hope this text can make someone at least appreciate what you have or take an action before its too late, maybe to make someone hide all their supplements and aids.
Same with my growth plates X-rays, and IGF-1, E2 blood tests.
I need to beg(quite a long time) for any smallest medical help or appointment with a doctor.
But i would have thugged it out as i am used to but not only she doesn’t help me with any of my problems, she ruins my own attempts!
I recently got a default “heightmax” kit, that i was saving for and bought from own money, literally like fucking useless and no risk boron, D3, Zinc, Vit C, and other minerals, guess what did she say?
“Take the blood tests before taking any pill, you need those pills because you are a drug addict?” She did know its for my manlet height growth support, and consciously took my fucking pills away and hid’d them somewhere in the house. The funny thing, is that im on my day 34 of asking her to go and get blood tests, and she still doesn’t let me to.
I dont have an idea where should i hide my future AI and HGH, its just so fucking unfair and ridiculously dumb what she is doing. Im wasting my time with growth plates, with my face, i need medical help or at least appointments for multiple conditions and i cant get any, not because we(family) do not have money, but because my mother simply wants me to stay ugly.
I tried talking a lot
She purposely wants me to suffer, to hate myself everyday, to keep sitting in barbershop with my eyes closed because im terrified of looking at the mirror, she wants me to stay ugly. I guess she wants me to kill myself, at the moment i get independence(18yo) my finance situation most likely will be a disaster and i wont afford any tools for fixing my sick and ugly birth. Then i will be drafted to war and die, at least it’s gonna be better then just killing myself at this very moment.(Im ukranian)
I understand that there is no empathy and i do not ask for one towards me, but i hope this text can make someone at least appreciate what you have or take an action before its too late, maybe to make someone hide all their supplements and aids.