My mother has completely lost all faith in me

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I said "I'll be going to school again later this year" and she said "you are just gonna drop out like you always do."

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It's understandable though, since starting college in 2016 I have dropped out more than 10 times. :feelskek:
 
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bro same i ahve 5 week absense in row and i always tell my parents i will go next day and they always say the snae thinf muh you aaid that the previou ls day
 
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bro same i ahve 5 week absense in row and i always tell my parents i will go next day and they always say the snae thinf muh you aaid that the previou ls day
Just five weeks of absence? Dude they'd trade you with me if they could since that's waaaaay better than dropping out for 7 years in a row. Fuck holy shit I just realized I've been doing this for 7 years. :eek:
 
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How old are you nigga ???
You sound like a virgin
 
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True, you got to have nerves of steel and extreme perseverance to get through uni. I too dropped out cus I couldn’t handle the nt mogs, and I wasn’t grasping/learning well enough. Realistically, i should have passed many years ago
 
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How old are you nigga ???
You sound like a virgin
I'm 27. And it's pretty much well fuckin known by now that I'm a KHHV. Pretty sure I approved your account on here btw. :feelshah:
 
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I'm 27. And it's pretty much well fuckin known by now that I'm a KHHV. Pretty sure I approved your account on here btw. :feelshah:
Are you a mod or something???
And what's the reason for you being khhv
 
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True, you got to have nerves of steel and extreme perseverance to get through uni. I too dropped out cus I couldn’t handle the nt mogs, and I wasn’t grasping/learning well enough. Realistically, i should have passed many years ago
I just dropped out all the time due to a lack of motivation. Plus having to sleep on time is something difficult to get used to when I spent so much time sleeping whenever I want and getting up whenever I want. Those were the two main factors. I always got along with classmates once I got to know them but only once I was the only ethnic and nobody said anything to me, normally someone would initiate a convo with me but not when I was the only ethnic in class. JFL.
 
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Are you a mod or something???
And what's the reason for you being khhv
Yes I'm a moderator on here. I'm KHHV due to religious reasons and also because I'm ugly as fuck I guess, brutally got rejected by my oneitis sometime ago. Scarred me.
 
I just dropped out all the time due to a lack of motivation. Plus having to sleep on time is something difficult to get used to when I spent so much time sleeping whenever I want and getting up whenever I want. Those were the two main factors. I always got along with classmates once I got to know them but only once I was the only ethnic and nobody said anything to me, normally someone would initiate a convo with me but not when I was the only ethnic in class. JFL.
Well, at least you get along with the people around you. That makes things a lot easier
 
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I just dropped out all the time due to a lack of motivation. Plus having to sleep on time is something difficult to get used to when I spent so much time sleeping whenever I want and getting up whenever I want. Those were the two main factors. I always got along with classmates once I got to know them but only once I was the only ethnic and nobody said anything to me, normally someone would initiate a convo with me but not when I was the only ethnic in class. JFL.
what are you trying to study to become? And like how are you survivng as a literal NEET?
 
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Yes I'm a moderator on here. I'm KHHV due to religious reasons and also because I'm ugly as fuck I guess, brutally got rejected by my oneitis sometime ago. Scarred me.
What religion reasons????
And what are your failos ???
Are you sub5 asian or indian guy???
 
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Well, at least you get along with the people around you. That makes things a lot easier
It does but during group projects you can have fallouts with people you were cool with.
 
what are you trying to study to become? And like how are you survivng as a literal NEET?
Computer science. I survive by being a leech. I recently got a computer job though so we gucci for now.
 
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Computer science. I survive by being a leech. I recently got a computer job though so we gucci for now.
so you have a job? Nice man, how much are you even earning rn
 
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What religion reasons????
And what are your failos ???
Are you sub5 asian or indian guy???
Sex before marriage is a big no no. My failo is lack of harmony due to acquired facial deformity. I am Pakistani. But I live in the Netherlands. So I can always have sex with prostitutes if I really wanted to. Turned down several requests by my friend to have a threesome with him and his female fuckbuddy. He got a few new ones these days and he would want me to join in their sessions if I asked him to but it goes against my religious beliefs.
 
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Sex before marriage is a big no no. My failo is lack of harmony due to acquired facial deformity. I am Pakistani. But I live in the Netherlands. So I can always have sex with prostitutes if I really wanted to. Turned down several requests by my friend to have a threesome with him and his female fuckbuddy. He got a few new ones these days and he would want me to join in their sessions if I asked him to but it goes against my religious beliefs.
what a chad
 
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so you have a job? Nice man, how much are you even earning rn
Yeah I started last month. I get paid per hour but it’s on my bank every month rather than everyday. I don’t make much, just €11,66/hour. Minimum wage basically. This week I barely worked, only half an hour so that’s only €5 but last month I worked probably 10 hours in total maybe, so that’s €116,60 but I didn’t really note down my hours so I didn’t get money for most of my work. I’m too lazy. Next payday is next week so I gotta pick it up and note down my hours asap.
 
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Sex before marriage is a big no no. My failo is lack of harmony due to acquired facial deformity. I am Pakistani. But I live in the Netherlands. So I can always have sex with prostitutes if I really wanted to. Turned down several requests by my friend to have a threesome with him and his female fuckbuddy. He got a few new ones these days and he would want me to join in their sessions if I asked him to but it goes against my religious beliefs.
So you are a volcel
Why dont you marry then???
To be honest living in the west and following a religion sounds incel to me
Mate you are 27 if you aren't gonna live life now then when ???
 
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School is for cucks
 
I said "I'll be going to school again later this year" and she said "you are just gonna drop out like you always do."

:feelsrope:

It's understandable though, since starting college in 2016 I have dropped out more than 10 times. :feelskek:
What have you studied in college?
 
So you are a volcel
Why dont you marry then???
To be honest living in the west and following a religion sounds incel to me
Mate you are 27 if you aren't gonna live life now then when ???
male fertiltiy lasts till 50 bro
 
we are fucked in the heads
do you have OCD ?
 
I said "I'll be going to school again later this year" and she said "you are just gonna drop out like you always do."

:feelsrope:

It's understandable though, since starting college in 2016 I have dropped out more than 10 times. :feelskek:
Why don’t you just go to clsss bro. I’m incel and I always go to class and I study to maintain grades. It’s not that hard and you have nothing better to do so stop wasting your time and do something
 
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Yeah I started last month. I get paid per hour but it’s on my bank every month rather than everyday. I don’t make much, just €11,66/hour. Minimum wage basically. This week I barely worked, only half an hour so that’s only €5 but last month I worked probably 10 hours in total maybe, so that’s €116,60 but I didn’t really note down my hours so I didn’t get money for most of my work. I’m too lazy. Next payday is next week so I gotta pick it up and note down my hours asap.
wtf type of job is this? You can work as much as you want and write down your own hours! Elaborate!
 
What have you studied in college?
I have studied different fields. Healthcare sector, educational sector, financial sector, judicial sector, social sector. You name it and I've done it. One sector I didn't explore was IT sector so I'm going to be studying computer science now. If this fails I might as well rope because there's nothing else I can try. So I gotta give it my all.
 
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I have studied different fields. Healthcare sector, educational sector, financial sector, judicial sector, social sector. You name it and I've done it. One sector I didn't explore was IT sector so I'm going to be studying computer science now. If this fails I might as well rope because there's nothing else I can try. So I gotta give it my all.
Why you have dropped out?
 
So you are a volcel
Why dont you marry then???
To be honest living in the west and following a religion sounds incel to me
Mate you are 27 if you aren't gonna live life now then when ???
I am a volcel but also a truecel at the same time. I call myself a voltruecel. Because on the one hand, yes I am a volcel but on the other, I'm also fuckin hideous and it's obvious due to the way I was rejected by my oneitis. I can't marry because I don't have my life in order, but even if I did, my looks would bar me from gettin married cause I'm just too ugly.
 
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we are fucked in the heads
do you have OCD ?
I absolutely do, how did you know? Been dealin with that shit for over a decade, used to be an extreme form of OCD but all praise to God it's a lot less now than before. I still got it though but not as bad, I'd say 90% of it is gone but the 10% is here to stay. I also got intrusive thoughts and images which is typical of OCD so I'm still fucked.
 
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Why don’t you just go to clsss bro. I’m incel and I always go to class and I study to maintain grades. It’s not that hard and you have nothing better to do so stop wasting your time and do something
Because I'm just too lazy to go, often I just end up rotting in my room and lose the will go to outside, preferring to stay at home etc. Anyway yeah life's goin in a better direction, got a small-time computer job now and I got time to kill until the third quarter of the year so we gucci.
 
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bro lets be real...... no lol
Look, read this post of mine:

"Sex before marriage is a big no no. My failo is lack of harmony due to acquired facial deformity. I am Pakistani. But I live in the Netherlands. So I can always have sex with prostitutes if I really wanted to. Turned down several requests by my friend to have a threesome with him and his female fuckbuddy. He got a few new ones these days and he would want me to join in their sessions if I asked him to but it goes against my religious beliefs."
 
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Because I'm just too lazy to go, often I just end up rotting in my room and lose the will go to outside, preferring to stay at home etc. Anyway yeah life's goin in a better direction, got a small-time computer job now and I got time to kill until the third quarter of the year so we gucci.
Don’t be lazy brah gotta make money. Imma slay escorts when the time comes
 
Look, read this post of mine:

"Sex before marriage is a big no no. My failo is lack of harmony due to acquired facial deformity. I am Pakistani. But I live in the Netherlands. So I can always have sex with prostitutes if I really wanted to. Turned down several requests by my friend to have a threesome with him and his female fuckbuddy. He got a few new ones these days and he would want me to join in their sessions if I asked him to but it goes against my religious beliefs."
Volcel
 
nigga says sex before marriage is haram but how much u wanna bet u jack off
 
Sex before marriage is a big no no. My failo is lack of harmony due to acquired facial deformity. I am Pakistani. But I live in the Netherlands. So I can always have sex with prostitutes if I really wanted to. Turned down several requests by my friend to have a threesome with him and his female fuckbuddy. He got a few new ones these days and he would want me to join in their sessions if I asked him to but it goes against my religious beliefs.
stupid fucking muzzie moment
 
wtf type of job is this? You can work as much as you want and write down your own hours! Elaborate!
I'm formally called a junior data entry worker. More specifically I digitalize high school exams and national exams. You just gotta write down how long you worked on an exam and clarify which exam it was for. Then if you get feedback you gotta fix whatever you did wrong, usually it's either the layout or because I forgot to use the right font or I used the wrong question form for students to use.
 
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Why you have dropped out?
Mainly a lack of motivation and also my insomnia has fucked up my sleeping schedule. It's all in my head cause some days I feel like I don't wanna go outside at all so I end up ditching classes and then thinkin my freedom's being restricted cause I can't sleep whenever I want and wake up whenever I want due to havin to go to school the next day. I really gotta fix my head cause this isn't normal.
 
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nigga says sex before marriage is haram but how much u wanna bet u jack off
Jerking off is permissible from an Islamic perspective. I follow the Hanafi maddhab which permits masturbation for unmarried men and married men whose wives are physically far away. However the thing is, I heavily use porn as well therefore that is the impermissible part of it all so I'm pretty fucked when it comes to that. However it's certainly the lesser evil so I don't care nor do I feel bad bout it.
 
Mainly a lack of motivation and also my insomnia has fucked up my sleeping schedule. It's all in my head cause some days I feel like I don't wanna go outside at all so I end up ditching classes and then thinkin my freedom's being restricted cause I can't sleep whenever I want and wake up whenever I want due to havin to go to school the next day. I really gotta fix my head cause this isn't normal.
Try cardio in the morning.
 
I am a volcel but also a truecel at the same time. I call myself a voltruecel. Because on the one hand, yes I am a volcel but on the other, I'm also fuckin hideous and it's obvious due to the way I was rejected by my oneitis. I can't marry because I don't have my life in order, but even if I did, my looks would bar me from gettin married cause I'm just too ugly.
I don't know, I thought it was similar to my case. how did you manage to alleviate these OCD ? Do you also feel guilty about things you did or were involved in in the past? something that you rationally you know you're exaggerating?
do you have a main thought in your day that you keep thinking about, then get over it and then start thinking about something else?

I have feelings of guilt and/or fear of things that might happen. things that rationally I know are exaggerated or that the chance is very small of happening.

but in my case it started to intensify more recently, although I already had this shit to a lesser extent in the past, but I didn't even realize it.
it sucks! its like I'm a slave of retarded thoughs and feelings.
 
I feel you. When I went to college:
I must have attended like 5 classes all semester. Let me count. I went to two lectures on my first day. I went to two tests in my first subject, and I believe around two more lectures there? Could have been one. Two lectures in my second subject (I was also kicked out of this class). I only attended the first day for my third subject, but I ironically did the best there because it was my best subject (math), and all the tests were take home. I did like two homework assignments the entire semester. So that's 7 or 8. Definitely not more than 10, at least. When I did attend, I just used my computer the whole time, and never worked.
I missed all my other assignments. I attended classes only really on the first day, and then I missed all my classes for a while, around two weeks. I only think I attended one quiz, after the quiz I attended my classes for a week or so. Then I just missed all my classes again, till my second test that I mentioned. After that I believe I never attended class again. I also did around two take home tests. But there was a point I hit when I just stopped caring, didn't even want to do the bare minimum to pass, never showed up to class or did any work.
I spent all my day rotting inside my room, I only left to get food or use the bathroom. I would sometimes go on walks near the woods at night when nobody was there. I didn't really talk to anyone my whole time there, and some people texted me that I ignored (they forcibly got my number from this info sheet at the dorm too)
I got kicked out of college too.
 
Don’t be lazy brah gotta make money. Imma slay escorts when the time comes
It's really difficult to adapt when being a NEET is all I knew these past 7 years. Of course I did go to school for periods of time but never that long, except once when I went to school for half a year when I was studying law and I decided to drop out cause I got bored.
 
It's really difficult to adapt when being a NEET is all I knew these past 7 years. Of course I did go to school for periods of time but never that long, except once when I went to school for half a year when I was studying law and I decided to drop out cause I got bored.
Only way for you to lose you virginity based on your standard is to betabuxx. I’ve seen subhuman guys with good careers get decent looking wives this way.
 
Try cardio in the morning.
That is if I even get up in the morning. My sleeping schedule has often be like this: sleep between 7am and noon and then wake up at 3pm and 7pm. Some days I'd sleep at 3pm and wake up at 11pm. This went on for a long time so I screwed myself the first time I became a NEET, which isn't something I chose to do. I graduated high school through an adult high school. I spent a year and a half there. After doing my finals after the first year, I didn't have enough points to graduate so I had to re-do this major essay which I declined to do earlier when they said I should probably do that as well since they're not so strict with it as most high schools are. Should have agreed to it in the first place. Because I graduated in the Winter of 2015 formally and from the Fall of 2015 until then I didn't have to go to classes cause I only had to work on the essay. College starts every Fall so I had become a NEET for the first time since college would start in the Fall of 2016. My first choice of study was Nursing, so I was going to a Nursing school. Gotta say I had a blast there. It didn't even feel like school since we did a lotta fun stuff. I was only there for less than a month but I had fed a classmate, gotten my beard shaved by female classmates and also had to "wash" a classmate who had to LARP as a patient. My favorite compliment I received there from a female classmate of mine (It was "You know, you don't say much, but when you do, you say the funniest things."). It was tons of fun, sadly I had to drop out due to my OCD. @Eduardo DOV
 
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Only way for you to lose you virginity based on your standard is to betabuxx. I’ve seen subhuman guys with good careers get decent looking wives this way.
I don't really care about losing my virginity. My focus is not that.
 
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