My mother is a fucking retard

[hatemyself]

As you may all know, I am half black and my mother is white.

I just saw that video of “the doll test” posted here again. To give a quick description of the test, it is simply used to show that children have a strong preference for whiter people, as if it were innate.

Thinking about this, I realized my mother must have seen this or something similar growing up. Yet instead of making the conclusion that “being a nigger is a horrible fate”, she decided that “oh no this is so sad, I must implant a nigger within myself and curse him with this fate ;((((“

What a fucking imbecile. No because of her I will never be loved and will live out my days in agony because I am a black fucking piece of shit. She knows I’m subhuman and I’m sure she thinks less of me for being a stupid black nigger subconsciously. All people think that way of me. Everyone on this site things that of me. Everyone in real life thinks that of me. Amelia thought it of me. I fucking hate everyone. I hate all of you. I hate myself. I wish I wasn’t an unloved dark ass nigger subhuman.
I wish my mother actually thought about the consequences of her actions birthing a worthless fucking NIGGER animal into this world. My entire life is suffering and I ain’t got shit to look forward to. I will end up killing myself in a dark dirty shithole so nobody can find my body and resuscitate me when I pop my skull apart with a shotgun

Get worse

 

[unowkn]

As you may all know, I am half black and my mother is white.

I just saw that video of “the doll test” posted here again. To give a quick description of the test, it is simply used to show that children have a strong preference for whiter people, as if it were innate.

Thinking about this, I realized my mother must have seen this or something similar growing up. Yet instead of making the conclusion that “being a nigger is a horrible fate”, she decided that “oh no this is so sad, I must implant a nigger within myself and curse him with this fate ;((((“

What a fucking imbecile. No because of her I will never be loved and will live out my days in agony because I am a black fucking piece of shit. She knows I’m subhuman and I’m sure she thinks less of me for being a stupid black nigger subconsciously. All people think that way of me. Everyone on this site things that of me. Everyone in real life thinks that of me. Amelia thought it of me. I fucking hate everyone. I hate all of you. I hate myself. I wish I wasn’t an unloved dark ass nigger subhuman.
I wish my mother actually thought about the consequences of her actions birthing a worthless fucking NIGGER animal into this world. My entire life is suffering and I ain’t got shit to look forward to. I will end up killing myself in a dark dirty shithole so nobody can find my body and resuscitate me when I pop my skull apart with a shotgun

@mixedcell relationships can face challenges because cultural differences often make long-term stability harder to achieve, but theres really no difference since divorce rates are so high nowadays everybody and they mama dont get along

 

[abumaaan]

bullshit ass life

lightskin crying over being lightskin

 

[lurker999]

wtf is wrong with you.

 

[lurker999]

looks like you are just severely mentally ill
your race has nothing to do with anthing
go to therapy
there's nothing wrong with being black