ItsOverCel
18 yo 180 cm 90 kg. Rotting autist
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I already look not disgusting enough to have a gf. And I had an opportunity to get the girl I liked, she gave me IOIs and initiated everything by herself. I fucked up so bad I literally brutally rejected her just because I am narcy low iq shit. I dont really want to hit the gym anymore or looksmax I am just depressed and sleep all day and cry occasionally. I need to work on my personality and it does matter at least in my case where my personality is brutally fucked up by 18 years of inceldom, 4 of which have been spent on incel and blackpill forums. That shit has ruined my life and has made me mentally ill. I think after I regain my consciousness I will keep looksmaxing but I will now spend more time on improving my ruined social skills with a psychiatrist I have already made an appointment with. I know I will not be able to get over it all alone since the issue is now too fucking deep to the point I am afraid of becoming really happy and reap the rewards of looksmaxing I have done. I wish I had started working on this earlier but shit well I will go play some video games and cry rn I am still depressed its over for my fucked up incel brain
