My mums trying to kick me out the house for having an mental breakdown

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

All the memories all the hardships of life just came flooding into me whilst I was revising for this job interview all my failures of life hang heavy it is crippling. It subsides after a while around 6 hours but I’m just crippled this is the only thing I have done so far I can’t even play games I’m that distraught

And this bitch my mother wants to kick me out due to this condition and something I cannot control, the fear of rejection anxiety loss and failure things that my brain replays on loop and it leaves me staring at a wall and not moving

wtf can I even do? I swear I need to fly out to NTL to get into those suicide pods I dunno how much more of this world I can take. I can’t even shed tears anymore I just sit there quiet sleeping now that’s the only joy I have in life is sleep

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

Shit won’t even get any traction because it’s not a race bait this form is partly what’s wrong with the world

All my dhitposts hit 3+ pages but an actual genuine post can’t even get more than 1 react and a page fucking pathetic state of humanity and niggers try telling me to not rope? Why when the “humans” around me are these fuckers

 

[Mosh12]

 

[Numb The Pain]

Sleepmaxxing mogs but do it too much and you start to feel super weird. If you know, you know.

 

[IanIachimoe2491]

she wants to kick u out for what

 

[shia.jihadist]

why did she say she wants to kick you out though

 

[REGULUS]

All the memories all the hardships of life just came flooding into me whilst I was revising for this job interview all my failures of life hang heavy it is crippling. It subsides after a while around 6 hours but I’m just crippled this is the only thing I have done so far I can’t even play games I’m that distraught

And this bitch my mother wants to kick me out due to this condition and something I cannot control, the fear of rejection anxiety loss and failure things that my brain replays on loop and it leaves me staring at a wall and not moving

wtf can I even do? I swear I need to fly out to NTL to get into those suicide pods I dunno how much more of this world I can take. I can’t even shed tears anymore I just sit there quiet sleeping now that’s the only joy I have in life is sleep

i'm sorry, incel.

one day she will understand that you are not completly useless.

such actions never result in a great outcome.∼

@vevcred2_0

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

Sleepmaxxing mogs but do it too much and you start to feel super weird. If you know, you know.

I know what you mean but it’s not even real sleep it’s like a form of story replay meditation where i remember every L you normies have no idea how much of a burden it is to be tormented by this.

And then to have religious asshoels tell me if I rope I go hell like my cunt of a dad it enrages me and makes me hate them (humans al the more) I despise them all I hate everything why was I even fucking born in just don’t see the point anymore what’s the point of even trying

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

i'm sorry, incel.

one day she will understand that you are not completly useless.

such actions never result in a great outcome.∼

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@vevcred2_0

I’ll be the BBC wing of the waffen SS, maybe they can give me a free ride to heaven by shooting my brains out

 

[Numb The Pain]

I know what you mean but it’s not even real sleep it’s like a form of story replay meditation where i remember every L you normies have no idea how much of a burden it is to be tormented by this.

And then to have religious asshoels tell me if I rope I go hell like my cunt of a dad it enrages me and makes me hate them (humans al the more) I despise them all I hate everything why was I even fucking born in just don’t see the point anymore what’s the point of even trying

Normies? Dawg it's me, Gengar. I'm not a normie, I'm a failed normie if anything. But yeah I can't ropemaxx because of religious reasons. It looks like you have swallowed the "I wish I never existed" pill, welcome to my life. It's a bitter thing!

 

[shia.jihadist]

Normies? Dawg it's me, Gengar. I'm not a normie, I'm a failed normie if anything. But yeah I can't ropemaxx because of religious reasons. It looks like you have swallowed the "I wish I never existed" pill, welcome to my life. It's a bitter thing!

bro be fr you would not ropemaxx even if you werent muslim

 

[Numb The Pain]

bro be fr you would not ropemaxx even if you werent muslim

Why is that? And tbh maybe you're right.

 

[Neucher]

kick her out instead

 

[Numb The Pain]

kick her out instead

 

[shia.jihadist]

Why is that? And tbh maybe you're right.

very few people despite having a really shit life have the guts to actually rope

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

Normies? Dawg it's me, Gengar. I'm not a normie, I'm a failed normie if anything. But yeah I can't ropemaxx because of religious reasons. It looks like you have swallowed the "I wish I never existed" pill, welcome to my life. It's a bitter thing!

Most people if they could ask god any question they’d ask him how to cure hunger etc

Is simply ask him why he even bothered making me? Why and for what purpose! And why do other people who enjoy life die but I who hates life am forced to live?

Why is the world so unfair you have families people enjoying this shithole reality then me hating it but I somehow live? Is this a cosmic joke?

I feel gods flexing on me at times I’m so upset I can’t even call on his name I haven’t even prayed I always end up like this if I haven’t prayed

 

[Numb The Pain]

very few people despite having a really shit life have the guts to actually rope

Fair enough, roping is a scary thing and I'm too scared to do it.

 

[Numb The Pain]

Most people if they could ask god any question they’d ask him how to cure hunger etc

Is simply ask him why he even bothered making me? Why and for what purpose! And why do other people who enjoy life die but I who hates life am forced to live?

Why is the world so unfair you have families people enjoying this shithole reality then me hating it but I somehow live? Is this a cosmic joke?

Fuck man, that hits deep because that's exactly what I would have asked if I were granted a question.

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

very few people despite having a really shit life have the guts to actually rope

It’s crazy ain’t it

Isn’t it fucking hilarious the human beings survival mechanisms it would rather struggle and disobey the heart of its master just to live.

Those who rope in my eyes are brave to have the balls to do so is so brave

 

[shia.jihadist]

It’s crazy ain’t it

Isn’t it fucking hilarious the human beings survival mechanisms it would rather struggle and disobey the heart of its master just to live.

Those who rope in my eyes are brave to have the balls to do so is so brave

honestly im surprised anyone does it unless they're insane and completely believe they're going to heaven by roping

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

honestly im surprised anyone does it unless they're insane and completely believe they're going to heaven by roping

I mean it doesn’t state you go to hell for it but I do know RC say you go fire place I know Islam says same thing I know my dad believes in this shit as well

Personally until I see a verse saying you go to the hot place for roping I am going to air on the side of caution and say it’s not the case and it’s just bullshit the religious institutions put in place to prevent their subjects with shitty environments and life from roping.

I myself could care less tbh chances are if you actually do go through with it you probably are so despondent that you’ll not even be effected by “hell”

 

[thereallegend]

You need to stack up your bread. What's your finances looking like?

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

You need to stack up your bread. What's your finances looking like?

I’m poor that’s the biggest reason ima rope I can’t get a decent job it’s over for my brain I just cannot deal with anymore failures I just cannot deal with this shit it messed with me hard

 

[thereallegend]

I’m poor that’s the biggest reason ima rope I can’t get a decent job it’s over for my brain I just cannot deal with anymore failures I just cannot deal with this shit it messed with me hard

You need money or a welfare diagnosis to get some money coming in each month

 

[Kaliber]

Sending thoughts and prayers

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

You need money or a welfare diagnosis to get some money coming in each month

I don’t wanna be a insect tbh

I just want what I was promised when I got
The highest GPAs in my field I feel it was alll for nothing I wasted years for nothing I was robbed

 

[thereallegend]

I don’t wanna be a insect tbh

I just want what I was promised when I got
The highest GPAs in my field I feel it was alll for nothing I wasted years for nothing I was robbed

You're entitled

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

You're entitled

No I just don’t wanna be a dreg.


I worked hard to get top GPA I deserve a good job fuck this shit scam

 

[thereallegend]

No I just don’t wanna be a dreg.


I worked hard to get top GPA I deserve a good job fuck this shit scam

You're just like your post wall single mom demanding Chadrone... delusional

 

[Lucent]

No I just don’t wanna be a dreg.


I worked hard to get top GPA I deserve a good job fuck this shit scam

What did you major in

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

What did you major in

Stem which is useless I wish I breve did tech fuck the tech field just do science if you wanna have a guarantee job but you’ll be working like a slave in return

 

[Lucent]

Stem which is useless I wish I breve did tech fuck the tech field just do science if you wanna have a guarantee job but you’ll be working like a slave in return

I’m on a gap year rn cause it seems like everything is pointless And I’m trying to figure out what I should do
But don’t kill urself it’s not that serious you’ll find some shit
Just move around idk what country you live in but obviously it isn’t America

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

I’m on a gap year rn cause it seems like everything is pointless And I’m trying to figure out what I should do
But don’t kill urself it’s not that serious you’ll find some shit
Just move around idk what country you live in but obviously it isn’t America

It is me and my mum are arguing cos I couldn’t find a fucking tab on an excel spreadsheet I didn’t even know she was referring to excel then it spirals down to her saying I’m miserable etc then saying I should work in a supermarket because I’m “retarded” and that my mental issues are too much for her and that she’s done


I know I’ll end up roping by age 27 it is what it is unless something happens to change my life god knows best and he knows my destiny, if I rope then it was his will, maybe not his ideal wish but he knew the type of world id be in and I’d not be able to deal with all this shit with my mental conditions.

Such as life ay, funniest thing is when my dads like “you know where you’ll go if you rope “ like I have a fuck my life is already hell and god doesn’t want to give me terminal cancer any time soon to get release from this realm.

 

[Lucent]

It is me and my mum are arguing cos I couldn’t find a fucking tab on an excel spreadsheet I didn’t even know she was referring to excel then it spirals down to her saying I’m miserable etc then saying I should work in a supermarket because I’m “retarded” and that my mental issues are too much for her and that she’s done


I know I’ll end up roping by age 27 it is what it is unless something happens to change my life god knows best and he knows my destiny, if I rope then it was his will, maybe not his ideal wish but he knew the type of world id be in and I’d not be able to deal with all this shit with my mental conditions.

Such as life ay, funniest thing is when my dads like “you know where you’ll go if you rope “ like I have a fuck my life is already hell and god doesn’t want to give me terminal cancer any time soon to get release from this realm.

My dad says worse shit to me everyday but I just take it as him knowing what’s right and he doesn’t want a loser son
You gotta learn to not get mad and just look at it from your moms perspective even if she us undoubtably wrong
Don’t worry tho stop all this rope talk it really isn’t that serious I thought you were supposed to be based crusader

 

[buddhistking]

Damn man the life of a black man is FUCKED, all the racism, discrimination, being poor and on top of it this

I swear unless I'm a millionaire I'm not bringing black kids in this world, they have to be like one of those rare black winners in life with nice cars that police think are stolen

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

Damn man the life of a black man is FUCKED, all the racism, discrimination, being poor and on top of it this

I swear unless I'm a millionaire I'm not bringing black kids in this world, they have to be like one of those rare black winners in life with nice cars that police think are stolen

This. Being black is brutal and collective

As an individual we do well though but like what one outta 3 million are good

 

[buddhistking]

This. Being black is brutal and collective

As an individual we do well though but like what one outta 3 million are good

Word as a socio-economic group niggas on average are at the bottom of the ladder and will continue to be so till the end of time