My new psychologist doesnt want to keep me (Life update)

[Jesus_ist_König]

I didnt get well along with my old psychologist -for example she did not believe what I told her and never answered my emails etc. My parents didnt really understand/care and through a lot of begging they finally changed my psychologist. Last week I was at the new psychologist, I thought it went well, I liked her. In that session she already told me that she doubts that Im the right patient for her and that she is not specialized in the kind of help that I need. We made an appointment for next week. Yesterday I was experiencing one of these weird phases I get and wrote her an email. Then she fucking alarmed my parents and send my parents suicide hotlines even though my email wasnt suicide related at all. She can do that but not to my parents... My parents freaked out and it ended in a fight. Then today I got the news from my parents that she cancelled the appointment next week and recommended me other psychologists because she thinks that she cant help me.

Im not good at summarizing and my summarization is not that kind, in reality the psychologist was really kind and it just doesnt appear like that. The point were she alarmed my parents wasnt kind though.

Anyways its my first time getting dumped by a psychologist

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[Jesus_ist_König]

Can someone give me attention

 

[htntown]

dnr

 

[Tall midwit]

dnr

Bruh

 

[Tall midwit]

Fixate on improving yourself, that's what I am doing. I am so fixated on self improvement that I genuinely can't think about anything else.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Fixate on improving yourself, that's what I am doing. I am so fixated on self improvement that I genuinely can't think about anything else.

Im not that fixated on it, but yes i should try. What makes you so fixated on it?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Fixate on improving yourself, that's what I am doing. I am so fixated on self improvement that I genuinely can't think about anything else.

Do you have any tips on how i can turn the waves into power? Because a lot of ppl like newton or terry davis had bipolar disorder or were schizo and really really productive, in my case these phases have destroyd my life and not made me better, how can i use them as energy?

 

[Alexg_lover]

Yeah some psychologists are really awful, you’ll find one that fits you eventually, keep your head up

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Yeah some psychologists are really awful, you’ll find one that fits you eventually, keep your head up

dude im also a volcel

 

[Tall midwit]

Im not that fixated on it, but yes i should try. What makes you so fixated on it?

It's kinda personal honestly, I have a very specific reason on why I want to reach a certain level. Be it my looks, money, friends, etc.

Do you have any tips on how i can turn the waves into power? Because a lot of ppl like newton or terry davis had bipolar disorder or were schizo and really really productive, in my case these phases have destroyd my life and not made me better, how can i use them as energy?

I have no idea man, i am sorry, it's the first I have seen your account, I thought you just had depression. That's what I was referring to. All I can say is try and find other psychiatrists tell you find a good one.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

It's kinda personal honestly, I have a very specific reason on why I want to reach a certain level. Be it my looks, money, friends, etc.

elaborate whats your reason? Mine is just for the mirror, i dont like ppl so i have no one to impress and im not attracted to girls or guys or anything

I have no idea man, i am sorry, it's the first I have seen your account, I thought you just had depression. That's what I was referring to. All I can say is try and find other psychiatrists tell you find a good one.

No, ppl tell me that i have psychosis, well its not diagnosed -yet. And thats why it has been fucking my life and i dont understand how others like Terry Davis used it and became exceptionally good at smth.
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