My OCD got better when I acknowledged the blackpill

[supernova..]

I have ocd since 16 years old and this shit sucks in everything constantly worrying about cleanliness and cherry picking my usage of words so that others would not get hurt
Saying yes when I wanted to say no
Being a low t in relationship etc etc..
When I dug deeper into the blackpill and lookism my mindset improved and iam more stressfree now I dont really care about what others think about me and Iam not a low t anymore
I constantly regret those days when I was a loser
Now Iam in my uni and very happy with no regrets .. only worry is about getting mark jfl
All I wanna do is spread my beautiful genes and make Dravidian indians hight T
Tagging : @Swarthy Knight
@Lightskin Ethnic @browncurrycel
@GuyFromSingapore

 

[supernova..]

@Lightskin Ethnic why are u laughing

 

[Pony]

which type of ocd?

and nice you got over it bro

 

[LowTierBateman]

That shit gay as hell

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Same Ngl it’s good to stop fixating over everything and just realize that most things are out of your control and your shortcomings aren’t your fault just predetermined

 

[Pony]

Same Ngl it’s good to stop fixating over everything and just realize that most things are out of your control and your shortcomings aren’t your fault just predetermined

worst part of it all, i have to cope with silly shit just to drown the noise but once its gone its so damn peaceful

 

[davidlaidisme67]

worst part of it all, i have to cope with silly shit just to drown the noise but once its gone its so damn peaceful

Real bro I used to cope a lot with watching lolirock and mlp for nostalgia ngl

 

[supernova..]

which type of ocd?

and nice you got over it bro

Contamination ocd / harm ocd

 

[supernova..]

Do u have ocd

Same Ngl it’s good to stop fixating over everything and just realize that most things are out of your control and your shortcomings aren’t your fault just predetermined

 

[supernova..]

worst part of it all, i have to cope with silly shit just to drown the noise but once its gone its so damn peaceful

Yes the noises suck tbh

 

[supernova..]

That shit gay as hell

What you mean ?

 

[Pony]

Real bro I used to cope a lot with watching lolirock and mlp for nostalgia ngl

so based man, in that loop rn for a year now.

life only has just been up with copes

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Do u have ocd

Not sure but I do fixate on my looks a lot. I was obsessed with stereoids and bonesmashing when I was younger same with measuring my harmony for years

 

[supernova..]

F

so based man, in that loop rn for a year now.

life only has just been up with copes

For me it has significantly improved from the past 2 years

 

[supernova..]

Not sure but I do fixate on my looks a lot. I was obsessed with stereoids and bonesmashing when I was younger same with measuring my harmony for years

Thats not purely ocd

 

[Pony]

Contamination ocd / harm ocd

i have the just trust right type, a few days ago i had to open a door again because it didnt feel right in my palm on many other things with hands and obsessive checking

I'm super glad its treatable in some way its pretty rule when it acts up.

 

[supernova..]

i have the just trust right type, a few days ago i had to open a door again because it didnt feel right in my palm on many other things with hands and obsessive checking

I'm super glad its treatable in some way its pretty rule when it acts up.

Yeah I used to have that too .. like constantly checking up door locks if it's locked properly and doing certain things for multiple times in certain numbers .. now I dont do it tho

 

[Pony]

Yeah I used to have that too .. like constantly checking up door locks if it's locked properly and doing certain things for multiple times in certain numbers .. now I dont do it tho

Yeah its been pretty tame for a few days thankfully but I still have a issue where I check my email 20-30 times today just to feel good ehhh doesnt feel good at all

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Yeah I used to have that too .. like constantly checking up door locks if it's locked properly and doing certain things for multiple times in certain numbers .. now I dont do it tho

My uncle used to do that. He had the fixation of doing things 6 times over like twist the knob 6 times, go up and down the stairs 6 times and practically everything 6 times

 

[supernova..]

It really tired me so much .. hope your uncle is doing well now

My uncle used to do that. He had the fixation of doing things 6 times over like twist the knob 6 times, go up and down the stairs 6 times and practically everything 6 times

 

[davidlaidisme67]

It really tired me so much .. hope your uncle is doing well now

I hope he is well. Having mental illnesses is seen as a weird stigma amongst ethnics so they lowkey ostracized him despite his illness being out of his control

 

[supernova..]

I hope he is well. Having mental illnesses is seen as a weird stigma amongst ethnics so they lowkey ostracized him despite his illness being out of his control

Yeah ig does he know that he has ocd
Like ig there are many people who have ocd and really don't know about it unless they search up in internet .. and being ethnic with ocd is bad as no one will take you serious mostly

 

[Lecherous]

I've had OCD since I was about 6 or 7 years old. I remember even some of my earliest memories from when I was 4 or so having OCD themes. It never got truly disastrous until I was 17, though. Shortly after I turned 17, that's when it all changed for me.
It's been up and down ever since. Some fixations/themes have passed, some have stayed, and I've got some new ones that are even worse. I know giving in to the compulsions only makes things worse, but at this point, it feels like I have no control over it.
I genuinely believe it's one of the core reasons why my life and mental health are so messed up.

Contamination ocd / harm ocd

These are my main ones, I'd say. But I think I've had almost every kind of OCD there is at some point.

 

[wingriddenincel]

lmao liar faggot

 

[wingriddenincel]

lookism and ocd is the worst combo

 

[Lecherous]

worst part of it all, i have to cope with silly shit just to drown the noise but once its gone its so damn peaceful

Yes the noises suck tbh

Do you guys have misophonia as well? I'm thinking misophonia is an unrecognized form of OCD related to sounds.
Being non-NT sucks. I didn't even get diagnosed with OCD until I was 19, too.

 

[wingriddenincel]

keep larping retard

 

[satangoy]

I've had ocd since very young but I still try my hardest to be a good person because I genuenly am not able to function peacefully knowing i hurt someone