My ocd has gotten so bad lately

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Like fuckkk bru

 

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I understand why niggas be getting lobotomies for this shit Bru like wtf

 

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I cant even imagine if it was any more severe than it alr is

 

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Like if it was amplified id prolly kms or be institualizonrd

 

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hope u can get past this episode

what type of ocd?

 

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U think this is worse than shcizophrenics? I think it could be in some cases

 

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hope u can get past this episode

what type of ocd?

for me its mostly checking, if thats what u mean. Idrk but i got diagnosed at 10 and they js said ‘ocd’

Its been rly bad for maybe last 2months but this flare up has rly been going since idk maybe december

 

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Before i kind of contilredd it but maybe November December it returned worse than it ever was

 

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U think this is worse than shcizophrenics? I think it could be in some cases

it depends

i had a really bad ocd episode in 2024 june, i was able to cure and calm it on my own, but i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy.. seriously

 

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it depends

i had a really bad ocd episode in 2024 june, i was able to cure and calm it on my own, but i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy.. seriously

Are u diagnsoed? Also what did u do? I did therapy for several yrs but it rly didnt help me much

 

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for me its mostly checking, if thats what u mean. Idrk but i got diagnosed at 10 and they js said ‘ocd’

Its been rly bad for maybe last 2months but this flare up has rly been going since idk maybe december

oh ok, when mine came flared up i had pure ocd, its like checking but in mental form over ur own repeated thoughts, wouldnt wish it on anyone

 

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oh ok, when mine came flared up i had pure ocd, its like checking but in mental form over ur own repeated thoughts, wouldnt wish it on anyone

Yes it can be mental or physical

 

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Like im constantly repeating shit in my head like a schizo

 

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Are u diagnsoed? Also what did u do? I did therapy for several yrs but it rly didnt help me much

no i didnt get diagnosed because the things i had ocd for/was going over in my head i didnt want to disclose with anyone

but i got into jungian psychology and through understanding myself, studying, shifting my beliefs, and distracting myself, i was able to do a sort of exposure therapy that worked for me.

 

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I literally have to wake up in the middle of the night sometimes because I felt I didn’t wash my hands

Or like I use a tissue to plug in my phone charger lol

 

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Like im constantly repeating shit in my head like a schizo

yea this was the point i was at, i was even developing schizoaffective symptoms because of how paranoid i was getting as a result of the anxiety

 

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no i didnt get diagnosed because the things i had ocd for/was going over in my head i didnt want to disclose with anyone

but i got into jungian psychology and through understanding myself, studying, shifting my beliefs, and distracting myself, i was able to do a sort of exposure therapy that worked for me.

Mirin this @Gaygymmaxx do you think this would work for me I don’t think so ngl

 

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I literally have to wake up in the middle of the night sometimes because I felt I didn’t wash my hands

Or like I use a tissue to plug in my phone charger lol

I feel u

 

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Mirin this @Gaygymmaxx do you think this would work for me I don’t think so ngl

no i didnt get diagnosed because the things i had ocd for/was going over in my head i didnt want to disclose with anyone

but i got into jungian psychology and through understanding myself, studying, shifting my beliefs, and distracting myself, i was able to do a sort of exposure therapy that worked for me.

Im not a fan of jung but thats intwresting

 

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i thought u were talking about (OCD) Outer Canthal Distance

 

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Im not a fan of jung but thats intwresting

i liked the way that he modeled psychological complexes and how they can be conceptualized as entities in the subconscious mind, that can be formed by traumatic experiences-- needing some amount of energy to continue to "protect" you(but since it's just trying to eliminate the conflict thats arises by any means necessary, ur brain just goes bonkers) from the trauma u first initially experienced

then how he goes about talking and dealing with the shadow i love this

one of my ocd triggering thoughts was me going into an infinite thought loop about "whether or not i was truly evil" --sounds corny but i couldnt even leave my car for hours thinking about this

the practices of me dealing with my shadow, and knowing my shadow exists, helped me thru these ocd shitholes

 

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i liked the way that he modeled psychological complexes and how they can be conceptualized as entities in the subconscious mind, that can be formed by traumatic experiences-- needing some amount of energy to continue to "protect" you(but since it's just trying to eliminate the conflict thats arises by any means necessary, ur brain just goes bonkers) from the trauma u first initially experienced

then how he goes about talking and dealing with the shadow i love this

one of my ocd triggering thoughts was me going into an infinite thought loop about "whether or not i was truly evil" --sounds corny but i couldnt even leave my car for hours thinking about this

the practices of me dealing with my shadow, and knowing my shadow exists, helped me thru these ocd shitholes

Yeah i understand. Ive debated abt jung here b4 and im pretty tired and not in the headspace too rn but basically i disagree with his ontology so to speak, placing the self as the core of human relations and thought

 

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Yeah i understand. Ive debated abt jung here b4 and im pretty tired and not in the headspace too rn but basically i disagree with his ontology so to speak, placing the self as the core of human relations and thought

his ontology is something i dont necessarily agree with either, feel free to dm me whenever about this

but i do believe how he conceptualized integrating the shadow is incorrect

i believe his work on symbolism is largely correct

i also think his ontology regarding the subconscious may have been stretched by him, and if not him, definitely his inheritants of his branch of psychology

 

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his ontology is something i dont necessarily agree with either, feel free to dm me whenever about this

but i do believe the ego in and of itself and how he conceptualized integrating the shadow is incorrect

i believe his work on symbolism is largely correct

i also think his ontology regarding the subconscious may have been stretched by him, and if not him, definitely his inheritants of his branch of psychology

Yeah ofc feel free to talk to me whenever u want abt this

But essentially i think all of his thought is an extension of that ontology, cuz its the foundation right
So the concept of the shadow, the idea that something can be integrated to make whole, unified, etc. is part of this
I think this is js a fantasy of harmony, the lost subject, a return to primal stability, etc
And thats why i think its generally futile