MY OCD IS RAPING MY BRAIN

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i have checking ocd and its so fucking tiring, need to have everything figured out or i cant concencrate on anything, also had these phases when i thought my hair line was recessing and was checking my hair eversingle fucking 5 minutes for 5 days straight, it was so bad that my hearbeat rate was +90 non stop and ye i had some hair fallinh out beacuse of the fucking stress, right now my ocd changed to my fucking hands i be checking my nails every 3 minutes and the 2 fucking cysts i have on my hands its so fucking tiring im tired of this fucking bullshit didnt get diagnosed for it but everyone knows i have hyperfixations just not ocd diagnosed yet and idk how do i even get diagonsed. im tired yall:feelswhy: its liveable tho, just tiring.........................................................................................................................................................:feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy:
 
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OCD is a bitch
I had the same thing regarding hairline fixation, the more I stress I shed hair and I fixate more, it’s just a vicious cycle
 
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OCD is a bitch
I had the same thing regarding hairline fixation, the more I stress I shed hair and I fixate more, it’s just a vicious cycle
for me its usually just being super concious about certain parts on my body and i check them non stop, i still check my hairline but i somewhat accept that maybe its receeding its a fucking mental battle that average person wont understand they will not understand how tiring it is. also recently i was hyperfixated on checking my balls lmao for like 1 week straight beacuse i thought my left ball is too big compared to my right, until i realized its really okay just then i stopped, its the thing with ocd you check and check non stop until youre 100% certain thats its not a issue, its a funny mental disorder beacuse i can imagine it just acts as a mental defensive mechanism against forgetting stuff that could potentionally hurt you
 
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I had the same thing regarding hairline fixation, the more I stress I shed hair and I fixate more, it’s just a vicious cycle
i had the exact same thought when i was going trough this phase lmao, the more i think about it the more i shed and i also thought its never ending cycle, until i realized its not really shedding and i chilled out, i still check it out regularly tho
 
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i have checking ocd and its so fucking tiring, need to have everything figured out or i cant concencrate on anything, also had these phases when i thought my hair line was recessing and was checking my hair eversingle fucking 5 minutes for 5 days straight, it was so bad that my hearbeat rate was +90 non stop and ye i had some hair fallinh out beacuse of the fucking stress, right now my ocd changed to my fucking hands i be checking my nails every 3 minutes and the 2 fucking cysts i have on my hands its so fucking tiring im tired of this fucking bullshit didnt get diagnosed for it but everyone knows i have hyperfixations just not ocd diagnosed yet and idk how do i even get diagonsed. im tired yall:feelswhy: its liveable tho, just tiring.........................................................................................................................................................:feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy:
real shit 😔😔😔
 
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