Curry Suicide
Satanic Truecel
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I care about you, @Zer0/∞ even though thousands of miles separate us. I know that you would prefer thoughts of care from a female, instead of an aspie middle-aged currycel , but it does not lessen the value of my thoughts. I am a distinct entity and, to some degree, an agent of change. Am I not entitled to dispense care as I see it? In this moment, I am devoting all of my care to you. I know the sting of being lonely, so I can completely empathize. It is such a bizarre place to be in, knowing that those that care the most about you are strangers. What sort of world do we live in where those that we see everyday care not for us or about us? We could die tomorrow and the passersby outside of our houses would be none the wiser; nor would it really affect them. And even so, do we really care about each other? I can say, with certainty, that I care about you. Perhaps you care about me. However, others' care may not be so concrete. There are circumstances that may come about that lessen their care for you or for me. Those that do care, in the now, could forget or lose interest in us. They could find others to care about, or most worryingly, they could abandon us entirely. How dare they even think about such a thing? You see, @Zer0/∞ , primitive people only care when it is their turn or when they have nothing else occupying their time. If you give them some money, some attention from the opposite sex, or some external validation of any kind; they will stray and no longer care for you. Is the human condition inherently selfish? Can humanity truly exist on a higher plane where care may be given to all and all may become happy? I don't know, @Zer0/∞ , I just don't know. I wish so very much that I had answers to give you. I wish that I could tell your young self that it will all be okay and that we will make it. Perhaps that would allow you to rest? Bah, but who am I to go about dispensing truths or promises in the first place? I am just as lost as you. My point is, basically, that you are not alone and that you are cared about. I don't even know your first name, but I feel a kinship with you and several others. I can tell you things that I could never tell my closest friends. What does that make us, @Zer0/∞ ? I'm not sure. However, I know that the path forward is ascension. We must ascend at any cost. If we can ascend, we are capable of things that humans are not. The question, my friend, is how might we accomplish this? I need some time with my thoughts.