Chang127
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My starting point sub-1
Stage 1 of getting blackpilled: Ever since my puberty started I've gotten acne and I got constantly ridiculed and called ugly in my school. Because of this I developed a lot of social anxiety and became an introvert. At this point of my life I was so miserable I even thought of ending all of it. But after I moved school I had lots of friends there so I became a little bit more neurotypical I had a fun time there but the school had fucking 2 tests every week and I couldn't handle it. Eventually I moved schools to Canada( I used to go to Korean schools)
Gymcell cope arc
Stage 2 of getting blackpilled: I went to a new school in Canada without my mom and dad ( I was living with another family bc my father had to work in korea and make money) Without my mom and dad I became cronically online going through youtube and instagram but I stumbled apon a will tennyson video and thought wow this guy looks great. I was watching a bunch of gym content so i decided to work out. I was just so obsessed with working out the only thing I would do was come back from school work out eat dinner work out and sleep I felt like I was acheving something and I think I got pretty jacked for a 13year old. Then me and two of my friends decided to go to the mall and just goof around. My friends and I were at toysrus sword fighting with plastic swords but my 5 foot 4 friend suddenly goes up to a random foid who looked like a year younger than me and said "oh my friend thinks your cute" I wasn't mad because I was kinda neurotypical and just laughed it off. But then that same kid went up to the same foid and told her that i asked for her phone number but the fucking brutal part was when the foid said to my 5foot 4 friend she would only take my other friend's phone number
this also obliterated my ego. After that we went to eat some food and my 5foot 4 friend took this picture of me which just killed the last part of my ego and confidence. I swore to myself that day I would start Looksmaxxing and stop being a coping gymcell
Fully black pilled: I was introduced to BP and the primal diet by faceIQ my savior. Anyways after some time passed from that mall incident were I gota brutal realization that looks mattered. I went to school like a good boy but on asome random ass day I almost roped because of some foid in my class. It was a normal day for me my next class was performing arts which is the most bullshit class ever. Anyways today my teacher said to act out a scene from a random fairy tale and some group of foids chose hansel and gretel the ginger bread house story after they performed it some of the boys in my class started teasing this foid whichI I will call Cloe( this is not her real name btw)When some boys were teasing herI laughed at their joke bc they said she looked like a witch (she was performing as the witch) Cloe then suddenly sees me laughing my sub 3 ass off and she staresright at me and says why are you laughing. Obviously she knew I was ugly and targeted me for just laughing . Then the guys who teased her said to me that it's ok and told me I kinda look like dead pool this shit was pure ropefuel I already was fucking aware that my skinwas fucked up. After school I went to bed and cried for like an hour and just wanted to end it all.
about 2months into Looksmaxxing: At this point of my life I genuinely thought I was fucking htn. I had a lot of confidence for like 2 weeks then I just suddenly realized that I was just an ugly sub 3 I had no confidence became highly neurodivergent getting way more social anxiety and thoughts of roping again This time at school I barley spoke to anyone I was just soooo fucking depressed everyday after school I would just think about ending myself painlessly with some pills or a pointy object. I started skipping school a lot just because I looked so ugly and I knew that which made my social anxiety even worse.
about 5months into Looksmaxxing: This was a very horrible time but better than before I still hated school people in general and had less thoughts of roping. But suddenly Clavicular fucking made BP and looksmaxxing mainstream and normies in my school were talking about mogging and mewing which was really making me mad because they don't even know what looksmaxxing really is they don't understand how much pain and psychological damage I got. But at least there were a lot of fun memes and edits about bp. The most painful thing this is that I can't even say I know looksmaxxing or these normies are going to laugh to death at me. There were like three normies who talked about looksmaxxing(they are all greys and copecellss) . One of these kids really thought that stroking your cheeks with your fingers will give you hollow cheeks Hearing this I was just so frustrated by this copcell so I told him that his method isn't gonna do shit and it will only damage his skin barrier. so i had to lecture him about the sodium potassium ratio. But after explaining this to him this little copecell just said nah. Fym nah. Anyways I just realized I blew my cover as a looksmaxxer and I thought my reputation was cooked it was over everyone is going to look at me and think of a corny looksmaxxer. But thankfully he didn't tell anyone so my social image wasn't fucked.
Ascension:First pic is like 1month ago second pic (cheekbiting for fun) is like 3months ago and last pic is 1day ago there are more brutal stories of why i got into BP won't say anymore bc this thread my become too long Can someone give me a big ass MIRIN anyways?Oh and one question for the IQlets will malar fat pads bulging out go away naturally? If not how could i fix them?
If there is anyone still judging people by their looks please stop we all just want to be loved
Ty for reading this thread my bahis I blame society for my ascension
Stage 1 of getting blackpilled: Ever since my puberty started I've gotten acne and I got constantly ridiculed and called ugly in my school. Because of this I developed a lot of social anxiety and became an introvert. At this point of my life I was so miserable I even thought of ending all of it. But after I moved school I had lots of friends there so I became a little bit more neurotypical I had a fun time there but the school had fucking 2 tests every week and I couldn't handle it. Eventually I moved schools to Canada( I used to go to Korean schools)
Gymcell cope arc
Stage 2 of getting blackpilled: I went to a new school in Canada without my mom and dad ( I was living with another family bc my father had to work in korea and make money) Without my mom and dad I became cronically online going through youtube and instagram but I stumbled apon a will tennyson video and thought wow this guy looks great. I was watching a bunch of gym content so i decided to work out. I was just so obsessed with working out the only thing I would do was come back from school work out eat dinner work out and sleep I felt like I was acheving something and I think I got pretty jacked for a 13year old. Then me and two of my friends decided to go to the mall and just goof around. My friends and I were at toysrus sword fighting with plastic swords but my 5 foot 4 friend suddenly goes up to a random foid who looked like a year younger than me and said "oh my friend thinks your cute" I wasn't mad because I was kinda neurotypical and just laughed it off. But then that same kid went up to the same foid and told her that i asked for her phone number but the fucking brutal part was when the foid said to my 5foot 4 friend she would only take my other friend's phone number
this also obliterated my ego. After that we went to eat some food and my 5foot 4 friend took this picture of me which just killed the last part of my ego and confidence. I swore to myself that day I would start Looksmaxxing and stop being a coping gymcell
Fully black pilled: I was introduced to BP and the primal diet by faceIQ my savior
. Anyways after some time passed from that mall incident were I gota brutal realization that looks mattered. I went to school like a good boy but on asome random ass day I almost roped because of some foid in my class. It was a normal day for me my next class was performing arts which is the most bullshit class ever. Anyways today my teacher said to act out a scene from a random fairy tale and some group of foids chose hansel and gretel the ginger bread house story after they performed it some of the boys in my class started teasing this foid whichI I will call Cloe( this is not her real name btw)When some boys were teasing herI laughed at their joke bc they said she looked like a witch (she was performing as the witch) Cloe then suddenly sees me laughing my sub 3 ass off and she staresright at me and says why are you laughing. Obviously she knew I was ugly and targeted me for just laughing . Then the guys who teased her said to me that it's ok and told me I kinda look like dead pool this shit was pure ropefuel I already was fucking aware that my skinwas fucked up. After school I went to bed and cried for like an hour and just wanted to end it all.
about 2months into Looksmaxxing: At this point of my life I genuinely thought I was fucking htn
. I had a lot of confidence for like 2 weeks then I just suddenly realized that I was just an ugly sub 3 I had no confidence became highly neurodivergent getting way more social anxiety and thoughts of roping again This time at school I barley spoke to anyone I was just soooo fucking depressed everyday after school I would just think about ending myself painlessly with some pills or a pointy object. I started skipping school a lot just because I looked so ugly and I knew that which made my social anxiety even worse.
about 5months into Looksmaxxing: This was a very horrible time but better than before I still hated school people in general and had less thoughts of roping. But suddenly Clavicular fucking made BP and looksmaxxing mainstream and normies in my school were talking about mogging and mewing which was really making me mad because they don't even know what looksmaxxing really is they don't understand how much pain and psychological damage I got. But at least there were a lot of fun memes and edits about bp
. The most painful thing this is that I can't even say I know looksmaxxing or these normies are going to laugh to death at me. There were like three normies who talked about looksmaxxing(they are all greys and copecellss) . One of these kids really thought that stroking your cheeks with your fingers will give you hollow cheeks Hearing this I was just so frustrated by this copcell so I told him that his method isn't gonna do shit and it will only damage his skin barrier. so i had to lecture him about the sodium potassium ratio. But after explaining this to him this little copecell just said nah. Fym nah. Anyways I just realized I blew my cover as a looksmaxxer and I thought my reputation was cooked it was over everyone is going to look at me and think of a corny looksmaxxer. But thankfully he didn't tell anyone so my social image wasn't fucked.
Ascension:First pic is like 1month ago second pic (cheekbiting for fun) is like 3months ago and last pic is 1day ago there are more brutal stories of why i got into BP won't say anymore bc this thread my become too long
Can someone give me a big ass MIRIN anyways?Oh and one question for the IQlets will malar fat pads bulging out go away naturally? If not how could i fix them? If there is anyone still judging people by their looks please stop we all just want to be loved
Ty for reading this thread my bahis I blame society for my ascension
