Jamal2222
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Jesus I’m so done, I think this is actually the end of the line for me. I’m not even anxious or depressed I’m just in acceptance. I think death will help me achieve true self actualization. She was absolutely so gorgeous and perfect I would’ve done everything and anything for her. I just felt so many romantic feelings when I was around her. I had an urge to protect her and care for her, but all those fantasies will never come true. I felt so alive when I was with her and I wanted to love her with my whole body and soul. When i was in her proximity I truly felt something, something I had never felt with any other girl. Inside my mind it was like fireworks sparked when she spoke to me.. Like 2 dozen Monarch butterflies were swarming my stomach. She truly made me happy and I know I'll never feel that way again. there are no words in this language, no way I can convey even a token of the passion and romance I felt around her. I would admire her whenever we talked, Id dream about nothing but this beautiful being that could do no wrong. I'd day dream and hallucinate visions of this girl, she was my everything and she never knew. Who knew these feelings I never knew I had, could be brought out by one woman. My hardened mind softened because of her, all I ever wanted was her. Sex was never the forefront of my pursuit. What I wanted was her everlasting affection and commitment. But I never got that. Nothing can be said to reverse this or change her mind. It's completely finished and the weight of the feelings and affection I had , will never be known by her.
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