My own head is my biggest enemy

[Deleted member 21182]

i hate it my brain works slow I can’t do anything, can’t even play simple sports (not due to fisical incapability but because of my head) and am bad at every job I did my life is hell because of it. I am gonna take medicine for ADHD hopefully it helps.

i just can’t take this even if I was handsome nobody would respect me since I’m so slow even girls say I’m slow. I have to watch people get to know me and slowly realize I’m a retard ever since I was a kid.

 

[Deleted member 21182]

Today I played fusball and was literally tackling my own team idk what’s my problem man I’m retarded or something

they needed to keep telling me hey were a team

 

[Nectar]

I am smart but I kinda did shit at school even though I am at Uni doing psychology. Some people are clever they just don’t learn coz of lack of focus etc

 

[Deleted member 18544]

should be water to you, i already told you you're a retarded nigger

 

[Deleted member 21182]

should be water to you, i already told you you're a retarded nigger

No but niggers might be dumb but they’re good at logical thoughts and can do spor because of it

idk why I can’t even play football like I can run and kick the ball but my head keeps sabotaging me

 

[Deleted member 18544]

but they’re good at logical thoughts

good joke

 

[Deleted member 18544]

Today I played fusball and was literally tackling my own team idk what’s my problem man I’m retarded or something

they needed to keep telling me hey were a team

brutal, i just imagined this in my head: you were playing with 6'3 aryan moggers on your team and you kept tackling them for no reason, they were thinking "wtf is wrong with this feral nigger, who let him out of his cage?" and after the game they all sat down and started laughing about you

 

[Deleted member 23157]

I think I have similar problem. If I draw something. I can only do it for limited time... IF I KEEP continuing my drawing it will looks shit. If i TAKE one week break.. I suddenly my brain works like gold and I have a lot of imagination.. THEN ITS start fade.

 

[Deleted member 21182]

brutal, i just imagined this in my head: you were playing with 6'3 aryan moggers on your team and you kept tackling them for no reason, they were thinking "wtf is wrong with this feral nigger, who let him out of his cage?" and after the game they all sat down and started laughing about you

Brutal thats exactly what was up even the autistic kid at the goal was playing well

its not a race thing tho since the best player in the team is a Nigerian immigrant he mogs all the Germans nigga can run for hours straight

 

[Deleted member 21182]

I think I have similar problem. If I draw something. I can only do it for limited time... IF I KEEP continuing my drawing it will looks shit. If i TAKE one week break.. I suddenly my brain works like gold and I have a lot of imagination.

U draw?

 

[Deleted member 23157]

U draw?

Yes digitally.

 

[Deleted member 21700]

I think I have similar problem. If I draw something. I can only do it for limited time... IF I KEEP continuing my drawing it will looks shit. If i TAKE one week break.. I suddenly my brain works like gold and I have a lot of imagination.. THEN ITS start fade.

Are you an actual painter?

 

[Deleted member 23157]

Are you an actual painter?

digital artist not painter.

 

[Deleted member 20399]

my own face is my biggest enemy

 

[Deleted member 21700]

digital artist not painter.

Do you edit your pics too?

 

[Deleted member 23157]

Do you edit your pics too?

Sometimes when I want see how much my face increases if I edit my feature.