My parents seem to feel joy through yelling at me

[Notcel]

I know its unrelated to me for the most part but they feel stress from things and aim it towards me

I inversely have just decided to remove myself from the equation and just use their money

And so now thats a point of contention too, i try not to think about it much since they apologize quarterly but theres no way I could love people who do things like that towards me

There will be 4 hour long periods of just yelling, when I was a kid I would engage and think I could fix it but now I dont care any longer

Anything they can do to hurt me theyll do, talk about traumatic shit “you deserved it” “you’re possessed”, attack my looks “you dont look like us”, even stuff that’ll actually hurt me like telling me theyre dissappointed in me during arguements

 

[JeffReincarnate]

Ok and?

 

[Notcel]

I regret telling them how to unlock doors, they barge into my room to attack me

 

[Notcel]

Ok and?

It hurts me

 

[boostlock]

they literally made you to take their anger out on you

 

[Former Shortcel]

 

[Notcel]

they literally made you to take their anger out on you

It hurts

 

[Notcel]

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Yeah

 

[Former Shortcel]

Yeah

: (

 

[boostlock]

It hurts

stay strong, the good times are coming

 

[DoidFecapitator666]

 

[Notcel]

stay strong, the good times are coming

: (

I want to get a good job and move im even down to have a lot of roommates, i just never want to go through shit like this again

I just wanted parents who loved me wholely

 

[boostlock]

I want to get a good job and move im even down to have a lot of roommates, i just never want to go through shit like this again

I just wanted parents who loved me wholely

the reparations will come and so will the stacies