Gaygymmaxx
Soul Trap Pilled. The devil is god.
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My father impregnated a woman who is 5"0, has ocd, as dumb as you can get without being retarded, and intense anxiety.
Terrible decision
I talked them into speaking to specialist at 15, by 16 I had my hgh prescription ready, I told my parents it costs a few grand a month
They completely shot it down, I explained the dosage was variable and the doctor gets it so we dont have to do full price
It was not on the table.
A year later I ordered hgh on the back market, tested it on myself (hgh blood test)
Then they were willing to give me 200 dollars a month (at 17.5, so 6 months were left of growth ish)
(3600 Sq ft, 4 cars, 1 each, two dogs, AN OUT OF GROUND HOT-TUB, A BEATUFUL TEXAS BACKYARD WITH A POOL, 200 dollars was the most they're willing to spend)
My brother received 15-20k dollars for rehab twice, weed was his main problem, a problem he created on his own and had the capacity to solve on his own.
And he gave it to me at 12, continued giving me weed until 15 then he started started feel bad, I was heavily addicted until 16 when I started looksmaxxing harder, completely destroyed my social life and mental health as a child
my best friend recently died, I cried for a week and got over it. Why? Because I don't remember him, weed has destroyed my memory completely, and I have a few memories of him. Just a few. So i didn't cry for long.
I think my emotions as well, I completely lack empathy for people who aren't involved with me
The hamas conflict doesn't bother me. When I see my mother crying, I can't help but get annoyed, I feel bad for it but acknowledge there's nothing wrong with being unemotional.
Evil is enjoyment of suffering, I am not there but as close as it gets.
I'd expect smoking weed religiously, neglecting socialization and having rhe singular goal finding a way to get high for 4 years in a row during my developmental period is what I believe to be the reason for why I'm such a terrible person.
But i didn't need any fucking rehab. Fucking loser robbed my parents and that's probably a major reason why they left me to rot, he now works at dairy queen flipping burgers after dropping out of college twice.
AND HIS SON WADNT WORTH A FEW GRAND
worst part is I know he loves me more. My brother is a goblin child, they may even be willing to admit it, its so obvious
So I will get a rhino with this. How?
I will write all the things I miss out on relating to height,
"Being able to date women who are above 5"5"
"Being able to have a boy without needing to give him hgh because I'm not going to date someone taller than me or the same height"
"Make your son better than a 5th percentile man"
"Make your son taller than a 50th percentile woman"
Bunch of shit like that, I'll have it covered
at first, and there will be a big equal sign (=) in the middle and it will have a dotted line across it
It will equal 10000 dollars out of ______
(On the right side of the board)
I will ask him how much liquid assets he had in 2022 for that blank spot
I will then reveal all the ways he's fucked me over and all of them will be equal to 10000/ whatever money he had at the time
I will make him connect the doted line, which crosses off the equal sign
Meaning: is not equal to
I will show him the decision he made and force him to do it again figuratively by crossing out the equal sign
Essentially:
Ensuring your sons best future
Is NOT equal to
10000 / whatever number he gives for liquid assets in 2022
If he doesn't want to cross out the equal sign, or gets upset. I'll say
"What's the problem, cross it out, its what you did in real life why can't you do it on a whiteboard?"
They still rich and can buy me rhino
If he acts bluepilled ill just never have another conversation with him
My father impregnated a woman who is 5"0, has ocd, as dumb as you can get without being retarded, and intense anxiety.
Terrible decision
I talked them into speaking to specialist at 15, by 16 I had my hgh prescription ready, I told my parents it costs a few grand a month
They completely shot it down, I explained the dosage was variable and the doctor gets it so we dont have to do full price
It was not on the table.
A year later I ordered hgh on the back market, tested it on myself (hgh blood test)
Then they were willing to give me 200 dollars a month (at 17.5, so 6 months were left of growth ish)
(3600 Sq ft, 4 cars, 1 each, two dogs, AN OUT OF GROUND HOT-TUB, A BEATUFUL TEXAS BACKYARD WITH A POOL, 200 dollars was the most they're willing to spend)
My brother received 15-20k dollars for rehab twice, weed was his main problem, a problem he created on his own and had the capacity to solve on his own.
And he gave it to me at 12, continued giving me weed until 15 then he started started feel bad, I was heavily addicted until 16 when I started looksmaxxing harder, completely destroyed my social life and mental health as a child
my best friend recently died, I cried for a week and got over it. Why? Because I don't remember him, weed has destroyed my memory completely, and I have a few memories of him. Just a few. So i didn't cry for long.
I think my emotions as well, I completely lack empathy for people who aren't involved with me
The hamas conflict doesn't bother me. When I see my mother crying, I can't help but get annoyed, I feel bad for it but acknowledge there's nothing wrong with being unemotional.
Evil is enjoyment of suffering, I am not there but as close as it gets.
I'd expect smoking weed religiously, neglecting socialization and having rhe singular goal finding a way to get high for 4 years in a row during my developmental period is what I believe to be the reason for why I'm such a terrible person.
But i didn't need any fucking rehab. Fucking loser robbed my parents and that's probably a major reason why they left me to rot, he now works at dairy queen flipping burgers after dropping out of college twice.
AND HIS SON WADNT WORTH A FEW GRAND
worst part is I know he loves me more. My brother is a goblin child, they may even be willing to admit it, its so obvious
So I will get a rhino with this. How?
I will write all the things I miss out on relating to height,
"Being able to date women who are above 5"5"
"Being able to have a boy without needing to give him hgh because I'm not going to date someone taller than me or the same height"
"Make your son better than a 5th percentile man"
"Make your son taller than a 50th percentile woman"
Bunch of shit like that, I'll have it covered
at first, and there will be a big equal sign (=) in the middle and it will have a dotted line across it
It will equal 10000 dollars out of ______
(On the right side of the board)
I will ask him how much liquid assets he had in 2022 for that blank spot
I will then reveal all the ways he's fucked me over and all of them will be equal to 10000/ whatever money he had at the time
I will make him connect the doted line, which crosses off the equal sign
Meaning: is not equal to
I will show him the decision he made and force him to do it again figuratively by crossing out the equal sign
Essentially:
Ensuring your sons best future
Is NOT equal to
10000 / whatever number he gives for liquid assets in 2022
If he doesn't want to cross out the equal sign, or gets upset. I'll say
"What's the problem, cross it out, its what you did in real life why can't you do it on a whiteboard?"
They still rich and can buy me rhino
If he acts bluepilled ill just never have another conversation with him
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. Except his confidence got him a law degree, director positions, and a ton of women. 
