DwayneWhite55
I'm 39 and stfu about Asia
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Today was my daughter's 16th bday. She already has let it be known she hates me? Why? There's not a good reason why. She rather call my x wife's black 5'5 husband dad then me and he's been around for about 5 years . My daughter likes black boys,so when I told her she needs to stick to her own race or she will disappoint me, she says I'm a disappointment? And said I'm not her dad anymore. Same as when I told my x she needs to watch her diet because she's gaining too much weight. They all attacked me and said you're calling her fat!! Like these dumb asses can't realize I'm trying to be a DAD TO MY DAUGHTER.
So anyway I look at my daughter's Facebook page and my daughter fucked up her hair big time, I don't know why my x allowed her to get this done. But Holy shit my daughter is looking bad right now when she could be very pretty and she's looking obese.
I tried talking to my daughter and no reply of course so I went off on my x wife. She replies and says my daughter don't want nothing to do with me because how I act. I'm telling her off and I tell her I'll slap her teeth out and she says atleast I have teeth.
Anyway this is long but my life is so fucked up and what did I get out of giving my heart and life to a woman. I got a daughter who doesn't respect or love me at all and rather call a black guy dad. I get child support taken every week out of my small check. I cannot start over and get another girlfriend or make new kids,they find me too ugly and poor.
I just think to myself I fucking wish I knew a long time ago how much hate this bitch would show me in the future. I didn't want to believe anything bad would happen,I was living in the moment nieve and dumb about the future with my x. I mean she threatened suicide to be with me and I had a heart and kept seeing her. And now it's like I wish I would of known what was in store. I completely fucked my life and happiness by getting with her. Now my whole life is just a bunch of hate towards me. They wouldn't even care if I died,I am nothing. Only to myself do I matter.
So anyway I look at my daughter's Facebook page and my daughter fucked up her hair big time, I don't know why my x allowed her to get this done. But Holy shit my daughter is looking bad right now when she could be very pretty and she's looking obese.
I tried talking to my daughter and no reply of course so I went off on my x wife. She replies and says my daughter don't want nothing to do with me because how I act. I'm telling her off and I tell her I'll slap her teeth out and she says atleast I have teeth.
Anyway this is long but my life is so fucked up and what did I get out of giving my heart and life to a woman. I got a daughter who doesn't respect or love me at all and rather call a black guy dad. I get child support taken every week out of my small check. I cannot start over and get another girlfriend or make new kids,they find me too ugly and poor.
I just think to myself I fucking wish I knew a long time ago how much hate this bitch would show me in the future. I didn't want to believe anything bad would happen,I was living in the moment nieve and dumb about the future with my x. I mean she threatened suicide to be with me and I had a heart and kept seeing her. And now it's like I wish I would of known what was in store. I completely fucked my life and happiness by getting with her. Now my whole life is just a bunch of hate towards me. They wouldn't even care if I died,I am nothing. Only to myself do I matter.