My personal experience with looks

[nostresslif33]

Ever since I could remember I grew up ugly, from a young age I remember not being very well liked by classmates and often being looked down upon in social settings where "adults" gathered. The only person who had ever loved me for who I truly was, was my mother. I truly had a face only a mother could love. Despite her support she held me back from achieving beauty and often kept me in a thought loop that I was allowed to dress how I wanted, have my hair how I wanted, eat what I wanted and eventually I turned into an ogre with a shitty hairstyle and constantly shunned for my appearance in school. This idea that I was worth nothing wasnt just reinforced by my peers but my father too, who would go to lengths to bully me for my appearance, work me to fatigue and over feed me junk food to "connect" I truly had no one. Thats why when I discovered looksmaxxing during the big boom it had during 2021-2022 I had finally realized it was my time to shine and do something about this misery I was constantly in. I have successfully began to look better and such but im still hardstuck at mtn. Ill post threads updating my progress on bonesmashing for whoever cares and ill continue my research on how to better my looks. Whoever reads this, your a blessing. Dont let genetics or people for that matter decide your worth when you know you can change into something beautiful.

**edit
Im only doing this for myself. In true honesty Ive lost interest in trying to find a girlfriend. Of course I would like to in the future but for now I want to have more gaunt and sharp features for the intimidation factor when it comes to other men and to also earn more respect. My goal is to be uncanny because I love that look and I want to finally look in the mirror and recognize myself.