Klasik616
Phenotype is the answer
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It started since I was 4 when I was a little kid it wasn't that bad some girls treated me like a human being atleast, when I started to grow I noticed I didn't had friends and women didn't want to be with me because I was the "forever alone" kid of the class, sometimes I tried to flirt with them but they never flirted back. My low inhibition became high inhibition.
After in highschool I tried my best to have a girlfriend, the first girl actually lied about liking me and my shyness didn't help, she was actually hooking up with another dude (a friend who was white and tall). After that I started to get oneitis in girls but my incel brain stopped me from approaching them, when I approached with enough confidence they still rejected me right away.
I knew it was over since then (8 years ago) but I didn't know why. I became redpilled and insecure, I thought NT or social status would save me apart from taking care of my looks but even though I tried to become NT I failed to pretend I was one in parties.
In college I tried to approach women I liked even got some numbers but all ended up rejecting or friendzoning me. Could never get a girl I wanted, even after being blackpilled. So it never began and I'm still KV at 24. I hate life, and most importantly I hate women.
Sometimes I hanged around with friends and women but every time they looked at me like if I was scary, sometimes they even said they didn't want to hang around with me (because I was very ND) now I look back and feel embarrased. Thankfully blackpill explained everything and now I'm JBW and NT pilled. I know my flaws, I know my limits.
After in highschool I tried my best to have a girlfriend, the first girl actually lied about liking me and my shyness didn't help, she was actually hooking up with another dude (a friend who was white and tall). After that I started to get oneitis in girls but my incel brain stopped me from approaching them, when I approached with enough confidence they still rejected me right away.
I knew it was over since then (8 years ago) but I didn't know why. I became redpilled and insecure, I thought NT or social status would save me apart from taking care of my looks but even though I tried to become NT I failed to pretend I was one in parties.
In college I tried to approach women I liked even got some numbers but all ended up rejecting or friendzoning me. Could never get a girl I wanted, even after being blackpilled. So it never began and I'm still KV at 24. I hate life, and most importantly I hate women.
Sometimes I hanged around with friends and women but every time they looked at me like if I was scary, sometimes they even said they didn't want to hang around with me (because I was very ND) now I look back and feel embarrased. Thankfully blackpill explained everything and now I'm JBW and NT pilled. I know my flaws, I know my limits.
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has followed me my entire life 
