sub3forfemcels
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As a person with a diagnosed moderately/highly gifted intelligence I always viewed the average person as primitive, mostly because of how they operate with the world around them, for example they are mostly interested in very low vibrance activities( slop trends, partying etc.). Always jestered my way out of classes(been in 15 different schools because of financial stability that forced us to move from place to place), trying to make the class laugh with "dark humour", exceeded my class in consuming knowledge (played games all day and got B's and A's, chronially online) and after entering high school I just lost my brakes and became a very impulsive quiet guy(I was a very calm person in primary, my supervisor referred to me as "monk" a couple times), when a girl approached me I automatically thought she was talking to me because she wanted to bully my quiet appearance that offended no one, avoided drama for 4 years. Always denied the existence of authority, morality, higher ups,social norms and rules.(idk never got any diagnosis)
So throughout this school time I lost complete control over my patience as Ive said before.
When there were debates/dramas in class and someone presented their viewpoint I just couldnt believe that someone would think that. Had cynist/nihilist/absurdist/pressimist phases, I became the school president when I sent my vote as a joke(worst case scenario) and as the usual one I didnt do anything for 6months and they kicked me out of office.
The way an average person thinks is pukeworthy for me, such simple patterns, always sure theyre right and that things have "value", cant understand hypothetical scenarios and theyre mostly absolute hypocrites and not true to their values. I felt like an alien for 4 years, got called a "sku shooter" many times by popular girls(idk they wanted my attention or smth).
My mother in law is a dumb person, complete hypocrite, egoist, 5 braincells in short.
And its been proven that children mostly inherit their intelligence from their mother and I dont want a case in which Id have a dumb child(become an alcoholic/get depression etc.)
In short: I am undiagnosed and retarded
So throughout this school time I lost complete control over my patience as Ive said before.
When there were debates/dramas in class and someone presented their viewpoint I just couldnt believe that someone would think that. Had cynist/nihilist/absurdist/pressimist phases, I became the school president when I sent my vote as a joke(worst case scenario) and as the usual one I didnt do anything for 6months and they kicked me out of office.
The way an average person thinks is pukeworthy for me, such simple patterns, always sure theyre right and that things have "value", cant understand hypothetical scenarios and theyre mostly absolute hypocrites and not true to their values. I felt like an alien for 4 years, got called a "sku shooter" many times by popular girls(idk they wanted my attention or smth).
My mother in law is a dumb person, complete hypocrite, egoist, 5 braincells in short.
And its been proven that children mostly inherit their intelligence from their mother and I dont want a case in which Id have a dumb child(become an alcoholic/get depression etc.)
In short: I am undiagnosed and retarded
